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Influenced by his upbringing in the Bronx, Lil Tjay is a melodic rapper who frequently incorporates auto-tune in his songs. He has drawn comparisons to fellow New York rapper A Boogie wit da Hoodie. In an interview with Rolling Stone, he revealed that his biggest musical influences are Drake, Meek Mill, and Usher. In the same interview, Lil Tjay described his music as having a melodic sound when singing or rapping about his past struggles. Lil Tjay also credits his success to his year spent in prison, where he claims that his ability to write songs peaked. In Pitchfork's featured article on Lil Tjay, he is referred to as a "hip-hop heartthrob". Later in the interview, Lil Tjay explained that he is often called the "Bronx Justin Bieber" because of his sampling Justin Bieber's "Baby".
In 2017, Tjay began releasing music on SoundCloud. "Resume", one of his first songs, was released when Tjay was 16 years old, and quickly began spreading online. On March 10, 2018, Tjay competed and placed first at the Coast 2 Coast LIVE NYC All Ages Edition, where his performance gained the attention of a record label A&R who was in attendance to judge the showcase. Soon after, Tjay released the single "Brothers", which became his biggest song at the time and led to him signing with Columbia Records.
Within the first ten months of Lil Tjay's music career, he had released five tracks that recorded over one million plays on SoundCloud. "Brothers", "Resume", "Goat", and "Leaked" each accumulated tens of millions of streams. In July 2018, Lil Tjay worked with producer Cash Money AP to release "None of Your Love", which also amassed tens of millions of plays. Lil Tjay released his debut EP No Comparison at the end of 2018.
In January 2019, Tjay was featured on rapper Polo G's single "Pop Out", which peaked at number 11 on the Billboard Hot 100. In July, he was featured on boy band PRETTYMUCH's "Lying". Later that year, he released an EP titled F.N; the project's lead single, "F.N", peaked at number 56 on the Billboard Hot 100 and became his first solo charting song. Lil Tjay released his debut album True 2 Myself on October 11, 2019. It debuted and peaked at number 5 on the US Billboard 200. In December, he was featured on a remix of 24kGoldn's song "Valentino".
On February 12, 2021, Tjay released his highly anticipated single "Calling My Phone", with American singer 6lack, which was accompanied by a music video directed by Cam Busby. The song debuted at number three on the Billboard Hot 100, becoming the highest-charting single of Tjay's career. Later that year, Tjay released his sophomore album “Destined 2 Win”, which debuted at #5 on the billboard 200 chart.
On June 22, 2022, Lil Tjay was shot seven times during an attempted robbery. “Beat the Odds” was released on August 26, 2022, which peaked at #36 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart. The music video featured footage of Tjay in the hospital recovering from his gunshot wounds.
Losses
lil tjay Lyrics
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Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom, every day got me exhausted
I gave niggas trust, real love, and they crossed it
Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
Mad that you can't be me, I be drippin' different sauces
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
Losses, losses, all these goddamn losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I still be reminiscing moments from my dog days
That's why I stay away from niggas in they slug ways
I can't handle no bad vibes, they exhaust me
Lotta niggas in they Birkin, they be salty
Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me
New ice, see it's shinin', it's flossy
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costly
Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (make it out)
Niggas don't know what I went through (no, no)
Self taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('mentals)
I ain't tryna be resentful (no)
I was layin' lowkey, but I'm meant to
'Cause everybody sojudgmental
If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle
Let that hunger deep inside represent you
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom, every day got me exhausted
Losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses
In "Losses," Lil Tjay reflects on his past experiences, including being locked up and losing friends to violence. He also speaks of his desire to be an influential figure and not be defined by his past mistakes. Lil Tjay is aware of the trauma he has experienced and the impact it has on his mental health. He emphasizes his success was not coincidence, but rather a result of hard work and perseverance.
The first verse pairs vulnerability with reflection, with Lil Tjay explaining how his mind works from a place of trauma. He touches on multiple topics, including drug use, violence, loss of trust, and forgiveness. The chorus highlights the theme of losses and overcoming them, showing his frustration with continuously experiencing setbacks. He then talks about how he came a long way, but still remembers his past. Lil Tjay emphasizes that he's learned not to tolerate bad energy, and he's grateful for his success.
Line by Line Meaning
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
My past experiences have shaped me and I cannot change them. I am aware of what I have been through and it has made me who I am.
So when I spit, no need for pencils
My lyrics come straight from my experiences and I don't need to write them down to remember.
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Some of the things I've experienced have had a lasting impact on me mentally and emotionally.
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I have witnessed and been a part of some things that are too intense to describe or even talk about.
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
I want to use my music to inspire and influence others in a positive way.
A lot of souls I could vent to
I have many people I could confide in and share my struggles with.
My success is not something coincidental
I have worked hard for my success and it is not just a stroke of luck.
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
If you feel like I'm not performing well, it's not intentional.
Brodie locked down, told him "Fight, don't you forfeit"
My friend is in jail and I'm encouraging him to stay strong and keep fighting.
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
Sometimes we make bad decisions when we are under the influence of drugs or alcohol.
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
I have witnessed too many people die, so I am cautious and careful in my actions.
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
Reflecting on past experiences can make me physically sick.
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Being in the music industry comes with dealing with powerful people and their expectations.
Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day, I tossed it
I could have been arrested for carrying a weapon, but luckily I got rid of it in time.
Worry 'bout my freedom, every day got me exhausted
The constant worry of losing my freedom is mentally and emotionally exhausting.
I gave niggas trust, real love, and they crossed it
I trusted people and gave them my love and they betrayed me.
Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
I tried to keep someone in my life, but it felt like I was forcing it and it didn't work out.
Mad that you can't be me, I be drippin' different sauces
Some people envy my success and can't understand that I have my own unique style and talent.
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
I'm happy that I'm finally succeeding, but I'm tired of experiencing failures and setbacks.
Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I have come a long way and it's evident in my success.
I still be reminiscing moments from my dog days
I sometimes think back to my past struggles and the people who helped me through them.
That's why I stay away from niggas in they slug ways
I avoid being around people who are involved in negative or criminal activities.
I can't handle no bad vibes, they exhaust me
Negative energy drains me and I try to avoid it as much as possible.
Lotta niggas in they Birkin, they be salty
Some people are jealous of my success and try to bring me down.
Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me
Some people are trying to use me or take advantage of me and I want to distance myself from them.
New ice, see it's shinin', it's flossy
I have new jewelry and it looks expensive and flashy.
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costly
I'm planning to buy a new car and it will be expensive.
Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (make it out)
I had a dream to succeed in the music industry and it was not an easy journey.
Niggas don't know what I went through (no, no)
People don't understand the struggles and obstacles I faced on my journey to success.
Self taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('mentals)
I taught myself the important skills and techniques needed to succeed in the music industry.
I ain't tryna be resentful (no)
I don't want to hold onto any negative feelings or resentment towards anyone.
I was layin' lowkey, but I'm meant to
I was not seeking attention or fame, but it's become a part of my destiny.
'Cause everybody sojudgmental
People are quick to judge and criticize others in the music industry.
If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle
If you want success, you have to go after it aggressively and not hold back.
Let that hunger deep inside represent you
Use the desire and hunger for success to motivate and represent yourself.
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Tione Meritt, Levi De Jong
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
[Verse 1]
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted
I gave niggas trust, real love, and they crossed it
Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
Mad that you can't be me, I be drippin' different sauces
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
Losses, losses
All these goddamn losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
[Verse 2]
Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I still be reminiscing moments from my dog days
That's why I stay away from niggas and they slug ways
I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me
Lotta niggas in they Birkin, they be salty
Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me
New ice, see it's shinin', it's flossy
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costly
Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (Make it out)
Niggas don't know what I went through (No, no)
Self-taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('Mentals)
I ain't tryna be resentful (No)
I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to
'Cause everybody so judgmental
If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle (Oh)
Let the hunger deep inside represent you
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through (Oh, oh)
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (Oh, oh)
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
@liltjay
Thank you for all the love and support! 🖤
@dragonreborn7234
goat
@ashtongray2437
🐐
@user-xk8pl8ep4d
AYO your the king bro
@stakkupcash
u is the goat
@petecobbina812
🖤🐐
@levicochran8406
Been years of loss but this year hold the crown hands down, prayers out to everybody, keep pushing the line.
@criticallost1060
The 👑 belongs to Polo G 🚫🧢 but Lil tjay is the second King
@amvonphone8713
CriticalLost no
@MD_-ub8rx
Polo is the king 👑
Tjay is the NY GOAT 🐐