I Don’t Smoke
lily rose Lyrics

Yeah, I been creepin on your IG
I've been checking your social media, trying to see what you're up to

I can't even find me
I feel lost and empty without you

You done cut me out the pictures
You've removed me from your life, like I never existed

And I wonder what it might mean
I'm trying to figure out why you're acting this way

Is there someone beside me?
Are you seeing someone else while pushing me away?

Lately, you've been acting different
You've been acting strange and distant lately

I been goin' out and doing all the things I know you do
I'm trying to move on by doing things we used to do together

Whatever makes it look like I'm gettin' over you
I'm doing things to give the appearance that I'm moving on

But high key (high key) You try to tell me you don't like me
You're not being honest about your feelings towards me

That's like sayin' I don't smoke when I drink Every Friday night, baby, I won't lie
Denying your feelings for me is as unbelievable as me denying that I smoke while drinking every Friday

That's like sayin' I don't know anything When my mama asks 'bout where you've been at
Your denial is as ridiculous as me claiming to not know where you've been when my mom asks

And I know that I've been playin', sayin' That I don't want you still Me not pickin' up my phone when it rings
I'm aware that I'm playing games and pretending that I don't want you, even when I ignore your calls

'Cause you know I will
Regardless of what I say, you know that I will still want you and be there for you

Yeah, I been starin' at my phone screen Knowin' that the old me wouldn't hesitate to hit you
I've been staring at my phone, knowing that the way I used to be would have no problem reaching out to you

But the last thing that you told me Is that you needed space, it was hard for me to face
You recently told me that you needed space, which was difficult for me to accept

So I got a little faded 'Cause I know how much you hate it
I drank a little bit, even though I know you don't like it, because I was upset

But still low key (low key) You're tryna tell me you don't love me (don't love me)
You're still denying your true feelings for me, even though they're low-key

(I will, I will, I will, love) 'Cause you know I will (I will, I will, I will, love)
I will always love you, even if I deny it or try to hide it