pity party
lovelytheband Lyrics

I wish that I was out right now
I wish I wasn't feeling this way and was out enjoying life instead.

I wish that I was a couple shots down
Alcohol would be a temporary fix for feeling down, but not a healthy solution.

But I can't seem to get off my couch
My sadness is making me feeling immobile and uninspired.

It's scary out
The outside world feels overwhelming and daunting to me right now.

Existing sounds
Just the act of existing and going through everyday life can feel difficult and overwhelming.

I could really use a night for me
I need some alone time to recharge and process my emotions.

But I can't afford the company
I'm feeling lonely but don't have the means to reach out to others for support.

Head's been heavy for what seems like weeks
My thoughts and emotions have been weighing me down for a long time.

Please set me free anxiety
I wish I could rid myself of the anxiety and stress that is causing me so much pain.

You're invited to my pity party
I am reaching out for support and validation, but in a self-pitying way.

You see me smile but I won't be happy
I am trying to hide my true emotions and appear okay, but I am really struggling.

Losing tears here for everybody
I am not just feeling sorry for myself, but for others as well.

'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
I have become comfortable in my sadness and it has become my go-to emotion.

I know we said that we would go far
I had high hopes for my future, but my mental health struggles are holding me back.

But nobody's ever claimed these scars
I am dealing with my own unique struggles and no one else can truly understand.

You're invited to my pity party
I am asking for help and support in a way that is not healthy or productive.

Open up your body, swear we'll cling these stars
I am asking for someone to share in my pain and struggles, but in a way that is not sustainable.

I know I've got expensive taste
I seek out things that make me feel better temporarily, but they are not healthy or affordable long-term solutions.

It makes my problems feel ok
The temporary relief I get from expensive things helps me feel better, at least in the moment.

It's not my fault I'm born this way
I am struggling with mental health issues that are beyond my control.

A messy brain
My thoughts and emotions feel jumbled and confusing.

I'm not okay
I am struggling and need help, even if I try to pretend otherwise.

I keep on staring at my phone
Technology helps me feel connected to others, even if it's not a real solution to my problems.

It helps me feel less alone
Social media and technology can be a source of comfort when I am feeling lonely and isolated.

And these uppers also help me cope
I am turning to substances to numb my pain and help me cope, but they are not a healthy solution.

It's sad I know
I am aware that my coping mechanisms are self-destructive and not sustainable.

That's how it goes
I feel trapped in my struggles and don't know how to break the cycle.

I'm a sad man
My mental health struggles have led me to feel consistently sad and hopeless.

I should probably fix myself
I know that I need help and support to overcome my struggles and improve my mental health.

In a sad world
The world can sometimes feel bleak and overwhelming, adding to my struggles.

I'm just asking for a little help
I am reaching out for support and asking for help in a way that is healthy and productive.

Would ya help me out?
I am asking for support and validation from those around me.