His musical journey began with the moniker ℒund on Soundcloud, where he uploaded his debut track titled "Time," featuring Julia Westlin, on March 25, 2014.
On December 26, 2015, Lund made his initial foray into YouTube with the song "Fall Away."
A significant upload to Soundcloud occurred on December 21, 2015, with the track "破碎 (Broken)." The beat was sampled from "Breathe" by LEGS. The poignant lyrics delve into themes of a terminated relationship marked by infidelity and contemplation of suicide, juxtaposed with the realization that death is not a solution. The cover art corresponds to that of his album "Gold," released on October 23, 2016.
Transitioning to wider platforms, Lund's first track on Spotify, titled "Rx Luv," was released on October 22, 2016.
In 2018, ℒund relocated to Los Angeles to further his musical pursuits.
A notable collaboration unfolded in 2020 when Lund partnered with Lil Skies and Noah Cyrus for a reimagined version of his earlier single "Broken." This re-release was made available through Republic Records.
Across social media platforms such as Instagram and Twitter, Lund maintains a minimalistic online presence, often sharing posts and re-shares without elaborate captions. This understated demeanor has contributed to his appeal.
Alone
lund Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
My heart is so cold, I feel so alone
Stayed up all night girl, I wish you were home
I'll take a hold of you
I want to grow old with you
Where did you go, oh where did you go
You got me feeling like I'm six feet below the ground
Don't tell me its over now
I won't live this way
I can't live this life without you
'Cause all I fucking do is think about you
All night and day
Baby girl believe the words that I say
Addicted to love and you're my supplier
But you and I we burn like a fire
And your words they cut like barbed wire
But that's how it feels when you love a liar
Addicted to love and you're my supplier
But you and I we burn like a fire
And your words they cut like barbed wire
But that's how it feels when you love a liar
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
So pour the salt in my wounds babe
I just wanna feel something
Remove the blood from my veins
So this heart will stop pumping
On the edge and I'm jumping
Give me something that's numbing
'Cause if I don't have your love
Then this life means nothing
So pour the salt in my wounds babe
I just wanna feel something
Remove the blood from my veins
So this heart will stop pumping
On the edge and I'm jumping
Give me something that's numbing
'Cause if I don't have your love
Then this life means nothing
I feel the cold again (I feel the cold)
I feel alone again (I feel alone)
I feel the cold again (I feel the cold)
I feel alone again (I feel alone)
I feel the cold again (I feel the cold)
I feel alone again (I feel alone)
I feel the cold again (I feel the cold)
I feel alone again (I feel alone)
The lyrics to Lund's song "Alone" describe the feelings of someone who is experiencing loneliness and heartbreak in the aftermath of a failed relationship. The repetition of the lines "I feel the cold again, I feel alone again" underscores the singer's sense of despair and isolation. The next lines reveal that the singer's heart is "so cold" and that they have been up all night, missing their former partner's presence. The singer expresses their desire to be with the person they love, to "grow old" with them, but laments that they have disappeared from their life.
The chorus repeats the theme of addiction to love and the pain it can cause. The singer compares the person they love to a "supplier" of this emotion, and acknowledges that their relationship is passionate and volatile, with words that "cut like barbed wire." Despite this pain, the singer cannot seem to let go of their love for this person, and instead feels compelled to keep chasing it, even if it means suffering alone.
In the final verses of the song, the singer becomes increasingly desperate, imagining pouring salt on their wounds to "feel something," and asking for something that's "numbing" to ease the pain of their heartbreak. The repetition of the line "I feel the cold again, I feel alone again" at the end of the song carries a sense of resignation and acceptance of their solitude.
Overall, "Alone" is a powerful and haunting portrayal of the deep pain and sadness that can come from lost love, and the feelings of desperation and isolation that can follow.
Line by Line Meaning
I feel the cold again
I feel the emptiness and sadness inside of me again
I feel alone again
I feel like I have no one to turn to again
My heart is so cold, I feel so alone
I am emotionally unresponsive and distant because I am lonely
Stayed up all night girl, I wish you were home
I couldn't sleep because I miss you so much and want you to come back to me
I'll take a hold of you
I want to grasp onto you and never let you go
I want to grow old with you
I want to spend my entire life with you
Where did you go, oh where did you go
I am searching for you and cannot find you
You got me feeling like I'm six feet below the ground
You make me feel dead and buried, like there's no hope left for me
Don't tell me its over now
I am begging you to not break up with me
I won't live this way
I refuse to keep living if I can't be with you
I can't live this life without you
I cannot imagine living my life without you by my side
'Cause all I fucking do is think about you
I am consumed by thoughts of you constantly
All night and day
I cannot stop thinking about you at any time of day
Baby girl believe the words that I say
Please trust that I mean everything that I say to you
Addicted to love and you're my supplier
I am hooked on love and you are my source of it
But you and I we burn like a fire
Our relationship is passionate but destructive
And your words they cut like barbed wire
Your words hurt me deeply like sharp wire
But that's how it feels when you love a liar
Loving someone who lies to you hurts like this
So pour the salt in my wounds babe
I want to feel pain to know that I am alive
I just wanna feel something
I am numb and want to feel any emotion
Remove the blood from my veins
Make me feel dead and emotionless
So this heart will stop pumping
I want to die because I am so hurt and alone
On the edge and I'm jumping
I am at the brink of suicide and ready to jump
Give me something that's numbing
I want something to dull the pain and keep me from feeling
'Cause if I don't have your love
If I cannot have your love, and be with you
Then this life means nothing
Then life is meaningless and not worth living
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Songtrust Ave
Written by: Robert Joseph Lund
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@_A23
my life story:
5: I wanna be an astronaut!
7: I don’t know what i want to be...
9: throws up cause of anorexia
11: i’m worthless
13: nobody cares about me
16: why am i still here. i hate myself
20: 🥀
Parents: It’s the fucking video games.
this is my life in a nutshell. i’m still here, i’m not sure why. i’ve actually told my parent what i feel like and they blame the damn video games.
what hurts is that they basically went through raising me just to say at age 17 that they don’t care about my mental health.
that’s like your parents not giving a shit about you breaking your arm.
i thought you loved me, mom
@imhavingabreakdown9098
Im bored sooooooo...
I feel the cold again.
I feel alone again.
I feel the cold again.
I feel alone again.
I feel the cold again.
I feel alone again.
I feel the cold again.
I feel alone again.
My heart is so cold
I feel so alone
I stayed up night girl
I wish you were home
I'll take ahold of you.
I want to grow old with you
Oh Where did you go..?
Oh Where did you go...?
You got me feeling like I'm six feet below the ground.
Don't tell me it's over now..
I won't live this way
I can't live this life without you.
All I fucking do is think about you..
All night and day..
Baby girl, beileve the words that I say
Addicted to love and you're my supplier
You and I, we burn like a fire.
Your words, they cut like Barb wire.
That's how it feels you love a liar...
Addicted to love and you're my supplier..
You and I , we burn like s fire
Your words they cut like Barb wire.
That's how it feels when you love a liar...
I feel the cold again.
I feel alone again..
I feel the cold again...
I feel alone again..
I feel the cold again..
I feel alone again..
I feel the cold again..
I feel alone again..
So, pour salt on my wounds babe I just want to feel sumthing
Remove the blood from my viens
So this hesrt will stop pumping on the edge and I'm jumping.
Give me something that's mumbling
Cause if I don't have your love, then this life means nothing.
So pour salt on my wound babe.
I just want to feel something.
Remove the blood from my viens.
So this heart will stop pumping.
On the edge and I'm jumping.
Give me something that's mumbling.
Cause if I don't have your love, then this life means nothing.
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again..
I feel the cold again..
I feel alone again..
I feel the cold again.
I feel alone again..
I feel the cold again..
I feel alone again.....
@sebas_ramez898
5 yrs "i want to be a police officer"
7 yrs "i want to be a doctor"
8 yrs "i want to be with my family forever!"
10 yrs "i want to be an adult already"
12 yrs "i want real friends"
13 yrs "i want to be alone"
14 yrs "i just want to be understood yk, i want love"
15 yrs "i don't "want" help i need help"
16 Yrs "i just wanna die"
17 yrs "i wanna say my goodbyes"
18 yrs
19 yrs
20 yrs
21 yrs
No i didn't forget to continue putting quotes, it's just where teens from nowadays end their life span 💔
@urmom-ev2zp
5 years "I wanna be a vet!"
6 years " i wanna be a doctor!"
7 years " I want momma back.."
8 years " I wanna go back home.."
9 years "I want to see my brothers again.."
10 years " i don't wanna deal with the family drama anymore.."
11 years " I don't wanna be heerrreee"
12 years " I don't wanna be alive anymore.."
13 years "I don't wanna be yelled at anymore.. I don't wanna feel this pain.. I don't wanna live anymore.."
My life in a nutshell
@SnStoney
Lyrics : I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
My heart is so cold
I feel so alone
I stayed up night girl
I wish you were home
I'll take ahold of you
I want to grow old with you
Where did you go?
Oh where did you go?
You got me feeling like I'm six feet below
The ground
Don't tell me it's over now
I won't live this way
I can't live this life without you
Cause all I fucking do is think about you
All night and day
Baby girl believe the words that I say
Addicted to love and you're my supplier
You and I, we burn like a fire
Your words, they cut like barb wire
That's how it feels when you love a liar
Addicted to love and you're my supplier
You and I, we burn like a fire
Your words, they cut like barb wire
That's how it feels when you love a liar
I feel cold again
I feel alone again
I feel cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
So pour salt on my wounds babe
I just want to feel something
Remove the blood from my veins
So this heart will stop pumping
On the edge and I'm jumping
Give me something thats numbing
Cause if I don't have your love
Then this life means nothing
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel the cold again
I feel alone again
I feel alone
@rookofthestars8182
This song along with broken and another song made me realize that I have ( had/ kinda still have) depression.
Although currently I’m doing okay and haven’t done anything bad yet, this song woke up that one part in my brain that said ‘ something isn’t right ‘
Finally I got help, although now I realize in the end I might not make it, it still helps to know that people actually care.
This song was a lifesaver.
Thank god for Lund
@nemophilist2450
fuck.
i sitting here and thinking about you.
i know we'll never be together.
i miss you and will always be.
i also know you will never read this comment.
i think about you all the time.
did you ever feel it?
i felt we were interconnected, but it was just a feeling.
only forest and trees can help me.
i'm sorry.
@judithprado3020
"Were just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids to be okay"
@Neo-o
Ain't that true
@purplepanda3432
Yea... I've saved a couple 😪
@philipneumann9278
This shit got me deep
@philipneumann9278
@@purplepanda3432 The question, have you saved yourself?
@purplepanda3432
@@philipneumann9278 I cant hurt myself, but I want to... i have a family, and i dont want them to worry about me 😪😫💔
@07thomasdd
Words at the end couldn't be more true-
"Some people feel like they don't deserve love,
They walk away quietly to an empty space,
Trying to close the gaps in their past."
@civ__
that quote is from Into the Wild, one of my favorite movies lol
@akras_a
that's literally me
@mbfgmack9679
SADLY THAT'S ACTUAL TRUE FOR ME