His musical journey began with the moniker ℒund on Soundcloud, where he uploaded his debut track titled "Time," featuring Julia Westlin, on March 25, 2014.
On December 26, 2015, Lund made his initial foray into YouTube with the song "Fall Away."
A significant upload to Soundcloud occurred on December 21, 2015, with the track "破碎 (Broken)." The beat was sampled from "Breathe" by LEGS. The poignant lyrics delve into themes of a terminated relationship marked by infidelity and contemplation of suicide, juxtaposed with the realization that death is not a solution. The cover art corresponds to that of his album "Gold," released on October 23, 2016.
Transitioning to wider platforms, Lund's first track on Spotify, titled "Rx Luv," was released on October 22, 2016.
In 2018, ℒund relocated to Los Angeles to further his musical pursuits.
A notable collaboration unfolded in 2020 when Lund partnered with Lil Skies and Noah Cyrus for a reimagined version of his earlier single "Broken." This re-release was made available through Republic Records.
Across social media platforms such as Instagram and Twitter, Lund maintains a minimalistic online presence, often sharing posts and re-shares without elaborate captions. This understated demeanor has contributed to his appeal.
Fiction
lund Lyrics
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Can't afford to watch this time move past
I'm never going back, moving forward
Lying to yourself, you don't really need me
Fiction in your head that you keep on believing
People come and go, everybody knows
Love is potent, let you go
Had to let you go, now I'm hoping
Cause I'm feeling so much better now we're over
With you it ain't right
Too many missed calls and long nights
I heard your voicemail too many times
And I ain't wasting no more love on you
With you it ain't right
Too many missed calls and long nights
I heard your voicemail too many times
And I ain't wasting no more love on you
Open up my chest deep into my heart, do you see it?
A shard of glass, I can feel it slice
As I'm breathing, it cut my strings
Now my fucking heart isn't beating
And from my brain is where I'm bleeding, like
Deep inside my mind, scared of what I'll find
Our memories linger
Hurt confined, love the way you'd lie
With a smile, I'm saving me
There's no wrong or right
This is survival, put me down
You'd put me in the ground, no revival
No revival, no survival
Im 51:50, suicidal
There's no way out as far as I see
I'm going through hell
Can you find me?
No revival, no survival
Im 51:50, suicidal
There's no way out as far as I see
I'm going through hell
Can you find me?
I'm fucking insane
Do you know what the definition of insanity is?
No! Do you?
Yes! It's the inability to relate to another human being
It's the inability... to love!
Girl you left me down
Broken on the ground, I'm so sad
Cause your always gone, out there on the road
I'm not mad, I just wish that you would call me sometime
I just wish that we could fucking rewind, but
Girl you let me down
You been running round, I'm not dumb
Got me staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can't turn back time
I got to go before I lose my mind
Feelings come and go, time to hit the road
Can't afford to watch this time move past
I'm never going back, moving forward
Lying to yourself, you don't really need me
Fiction in your head that you keep on believing
People come and go, everybody knows
Love is potent, let you go
Had to let you go, now I'm hoping
You get closure
Cause I'm feeling so much better now we're over
Going, going, gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I'm here
Then love while I'm lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or do we bleed to feel the same?
Why's the world so fucking cold?
Why do I often feel alone?
Going, going, gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I'm here
Then love while I'm lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or do we bleed to feel the same?
Why's the world so fucking cold?
Why do I often feel alone?
The lyrics of Lund's song "Fiction" express disillusionment with a failed relationship, but also a determination to move forward. The singer declares that they are "never going back," acknowledging that the relationship was based on "fiction in [the other person's] head that [they] keep on believing." The pain of the breakup is clear in lines like "I'm going through hell" and "my fucking heart isn't beating," but there is also a sense of hope, as the singer expresses a desire for closure and notes that they are "feeling so much better now we're over."
The second half of the song continues this theme of pain and healing, with the singer lamenting their loneliness ("Why do I often feel alone?") and their sense of being trapped ("There's no way out as far as I see"). The repeated refrain of "Going, going, gone / I think my soul is moving on" suggests a process of healing and growth, even as the singer grapples with the difficulty and pain of letting go.
Overall, the lyrics of "Fiction" offer a raw and honest portrayal of the complexities of love and heartbreak, as well as the difficult but necessary task of moving on.
Line by Line Meaning
Feelings come and go, time to hit the road
It's time to move on from temporary emotions and situations.
Can't afford to watch this time move past
I cannot waste valuable time and opportunities by standing still.
I'm never going back, moving forward
I am committed to moving forward and not looking back on the past.
Lying to yourself, you don't really need me
You are in denial about our true value and connection.
Fiction in your head that you keep on believing
You are living in a fantasy and refusing to face reality.
People come and go, everybody knows
It is a known fact that people come and go in life.
Love is potent, let you go
Our love was powerful, but I had to let you go for my own well-being.
Had to let you go, now I'm hoping
I had to move on, but I hope you find closure too.
Cause I'm feeling so much better now we're over
Breaking up was difficult, but now that some time has passed I feel much better.
With you it ain't right
Our relationship was not healthy or right for either of us.
Too many missed calls and long nights
Our communication was lacking and caused long periods of loneliness.
I'm fucking insane
I am having a mental breakdown and emotional turmoil.
Do you know what the definition of insanity is?
I question whether my actions and emotions are sane or insane.
I got to go before I lose my mind
I need to leave this situation before it takes a toll on my mental health.
Going, going, gone
I am leaving and not looking back.
Why do I often feel alone?
I struggle with loneliness and feeling isolated from others in the world.
Writer(s): Lund, Robert Lund
Contributed by Kaylee E. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@tessahyq7705
Feelings come and go, time to hit the road
Can't afford to watch this time move past
I'm never going back, moving forward
Lying to yourself, you don't really need me
Fiction in your head that you keep on believing
People come and go, everybody knows
Love is potent, let you go
Had to let you go, now I'm hoping
You get closure
'Cause I'm feeling so much better now we're over
With you it ain't right
Too many missed calls and long nights
I heard your voicemail too many times
And I ain't wasting no more love on you
With you it ain't right (it ain't right)
Too many missed calls and long nights
I heard your voicemail too many times (too many times)
And I ain't wasting no more love on you (wasting no more love on you)
Open up my chest, deep into my heart, do you see it?
A shard of glass
I can feel it slice as I'm breathing
It cut my strings, now my fucking heart isn't beating
And from my brain is where I'm bleeding, like
Deep inside my mind, scared of what I'll find
Our memories linger
Hurt confined, love the way you'd lie
With a smile, I'm saving me
There's no wrong or right
This is survival, put me down
You'd put me in the ground, no revival
No revival, no survival
I'm 51:50, suicidal
There's no way out as far as I see
I'm going through hell can you find me?
No revival, no survival
I'm 51:50, suicidal
There's no way out as far as I see
I'm going through hell can you find me?
I'm fucking insane
Do you know what the definition of insanity is?
No! Do you?
Yes! It's the inability to relate to another human being
It's the inability to love
Why you left me down
Broken on the ground, I'm so sad
'Cause your always gone, out there on the road
I'm not mad, I just wish that you would call me sometime (call me sometime)
I just wish that we could fucking rewind, but (fucking rewind)
Girl, you let me down
You been running 'round, I'm not dumb
Got me staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can't turn back time (turn back time)
I got to go before I lose my mind (lose my mind)
Feelings come and go, time to hit the road
Can't afford to watch this time move past
I'm never going back, moving forward
Lying to yourself, you don't really need me
Fiction in your head that you keep on believing
People come and go, everybody knows
Love is potent, let you go
Had to let you go, now I'm hoping
You get closure
'Cause I'm feeling so much better now we're over
Going, going, gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I'm here
Then love while I'm lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or do we bleed to feel the same?
Why's the world so fucking cold?
Why do I often feel alone?
Going, going, gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I'm here
Then love while I'm lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or do we bleed to feel the same?
Why's the world so fucking cold?
Why do I often feel alone?
You know, I can ask you the same question
Except I already know the answer
@clyde.l8353
This reminds me of deep times in my area overseas.
My dad got extremely drunk over homemade wine and I knew it wasnt gonna end well because he just flips to depression mode, I was 14 at that time. 5'5 and kinda bulking
My dad was still working on trimming trees somewhere.
Huge pines about 20metres and it was evening.
He took the chainsaw and cut his thigh up using the chain.
By the time i got there he was bleeding and on the floor. I shook him and had to drag him home. He was about 110kg so it was a huge struggle but i got him onto a bed and started to try clean him up. He then pushed me away and started picking at it
I had lived really close to my grandparents so i ran over there and told them and i started crying over my grandma trying to knock sense into him. He ended up sobering up next day and wondering how he got the cut.
I had a talk with him and i ended up with him not believing that i helped him and thinking i left him there
To this day i hate him, he abuses me but i get used to it and i wonder what would happen if i just left him there and had him lead to his death. I just knew it was the right thing to do morally.
As the song name implies, this isnt fiction and this actually happened.
Im thinking about going into adoption as of recent times because my mother left me and my dad is who he is.
Thanks for taking your time reading, people like me don't have voices nowadays.
@Booty_Shakerrr9000
40 seconds in, and I'm already loving it 💜❤
@youngnation_reminiscing7664
Same
@balimoon9617
That's like me with a bucket of kfc.
@log2306
I was about 42.0 sec 😬
@mariel8982
ive experience the same
@nucleidestro5346
Man this hit differently🔥❤️
@AuroraVibes
Lit new banger from Lund! 🔥
@gracejones8673
Ok but and I LOVE YOUR MUSIC
@cyberbot2709
Lund is always banger when its bang her
@ratbread4417
i can’t believe i’ve been listening to the song as since as it came out, and it’s been my favorite song since update: it’s been a year and 6 months, this song really hits different (still) , proud to say that i’ve been here for a while. and it’s still my favorite song:)
another update : 2 years now. and yes it’s still one of my favorite songs.