His musical journey began with the moniker ℒund on Soundcloud, where he uploaded his debut track titled "Time," featuring Julia Westlin, on March 25, 2014.
On December 26, 2015, Lund made his initial foray into YouTube with the song "Fall Away."
A significant upload to Soundcloud occurred on December 21, 2015, with the track "破碎 (Broken)." The beat was sampled from "Breathe" by LEGS. The poignant lyrics delve into themes of a terminated relationship marked by infidelity and contemplation of suicide, juxtaposed with the realization that death is not a solution. The cover art corresponds to that of his album "Gold," released on October 23, 2016.
Transitioning to wider platforms, Lund's first track on Spotify, titled "Rx Luv," was released on October 22, 2016.
In 2018, ℒund relocated to Los Angeles to further his musical pursuits.
A notable collaboration unfolded in 2020 when Lund partnered with Lil Skies and Noah Cyrus for a reimagined version of his earlier single "Broken." This re-release was made available through Republic Records.
Across social media platforms such as Instagram and Twitter, Lund maintains a minimalistic online presence, often sharing posts and re-shares without elaborate captions. This understated demeanor has contributed to his appeal.
Rx Luv
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Drown myself in alcohol to kill the things inside
Maybe I should I should deal with all this pain
Easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
THC and ethanol are running through my veins
Talking to myself, ask myself if I'm insane
Why can't I let it go? I'm addicted to the pain
Nothing but a low life, I can never change
So baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
Baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
Girl I told you to leave me alone (it's a warning)
Only gonna hurt you, know I got them cold bones
You don't want to know what I know (that you're leaving)
Cause then if you did you would leave love alone
Takin all these drugs to numb my pain
Since I lost your love I ain't never been the same
Endorphins are rushing through my brain
If only for a second still I know I feel it change
It's easy nowadays to be ashamed
But I wouldn't be the man I am if I don't take the blame
See I gave up my selfishness and pride
I gave up my everything when you walked out my life
My sanity been slipping
I been losing time
Gotta make a million
Before I lose my fucking mind
Should I keep her around or should I let her go?
Does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?
So baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
Baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
14 when I cried
16 when I lost my sight
18 when I lost my brain
19 I'm in love with pain
20 and I'm still the same
14 when I cried
16 when I lost my sight
18 when I lost my brain
19 I'm in love with pain
20 and I'm still the same
In 'Rx Luv' by Lund, the singer-songwriter talks about his struggles with addiction, heartbreak, and mental health issues. The song starts with him admitting that he has been hiding his true feelings and using alcohol and drugs to cope. He is aware that these substances are not a solution and contemplates taking a bullet to the brain instead. He questions his own sanity and wonders why he can't let go of the pain. He seems to be addicted to this feeling.
In the chorus, Lund decides that he has had enough of his "prescription love" and tells his lover that it's time to let go. He acknowledges that he is broken down and can't take it anymore. However, he also questions whether it even matters anymore - indicating that he is conflicted between holding on and letting go of the person who caused him so much pain.
In the second verse, Lund warns his lover that he is not good for her and will only hurt her, showing that he is trying to protect her from himself. He is taking drugs to numb his pain and has lost sight of his goals. The bridge shows us that he has been struggling with his mental health since he was a teenager, and despite growing older, he has not managed to overcome these issues, indicating that he is likely suffering from depression.
Overall, the song highlights the difficulty of dealing with addiction, mental illness, and heartbreak. Lund shows that these issues are interlinked and can be overwhelming, leaving one feeling trapped and lost. Despite knowing that he needs to let go of the person who caused him pain, Lund still struggles with the idea and is unsure if it is worth it.
Line by Line Meaning
Lately I been harboring my feelings, tryna hide
Recently, I have been keeping my emotions in check and trying to conceal them from others
Drown myself in alcohol to kill the things inside
I turn to alcohol to forget about my problems and numb my emotions
Maybe I should I should deal with all this pain
Perhaps I need to confront my pain and try to work through it
Easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
It seems simpler to end my suffering by taking my own life
THC and ethanol are running through my veins
I am under the influence of marijuana and alcohol, which brings temporary relief from my troubles
Talking to myself, ask myself if I'm insane
I talk to myself and question my own sanity
Why can't I let it go? I'm addicted to the pain
I struggle to move on from the pain and trauma because it has become a part of me
Nothing but a low life, I can never change
I see myself as a worthless person and feel that I am incapable of changing my situation
Girl, I told you to leave me alone (it's a warning)
I warned you that it would be best if you kept your distance from me
Only gonna hurt you, know I got them cold bones
I am emotionally distant and incapable of giving you the love and warmth you deserve
You don't want to know what I know (that you're leaving)
It is better if you don't know that you will eventually leave me like everyone else
Takin all these drugs to numb my pain
I use drugs to dull the emotional pain I am experiencing
Since I lost your love, I ain't never been the same
My life has been irrevocably changed since I lost your affection
Endorphins are rushing through my brain
I experience a rush of pleasure-inducing chemicals in my brain
If only for a second still I know I feel it change
Even though it is a fleeting sensation, I can feel my mood and outlook alter for a moment
It's easy nowadays to be ashamed
In today's society, it is common to feel embarrassed or guilty for having emotional struggles
But I wouldn't be the man I am if I don't take the blame
I accept responsibility for my actions and recognize that they have shaped me as a person
See I gave up my selfishness and pride
I have relinquished my self-centeredness and vanity
I gave up my everything when you walked out my life
When you left me, I lost everything I held dear
My sanity been slipping
My mental stability has been deteriorating
I been losing time
I have been wasting valuable time that I could be using to improve my condition
Gotta make a million before I lose my fucking mind
I feel the need to accumulate wealth as quickly as possible before my mental health becomes even worse
Should I keep her around or should I let her go?
I am unsure whether I should continue to be with her or end the relationship
Does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?
I wonder if it matters what decision I make, given how broken I feel
14 when I cried
At the age of 14, I shed tears over an emotional event
16 when I lost my sight
When I was 16, I experienced an emotionally traumatic event that caused me to feel blind to the world
18 when I lost my brain
At 18, I suffered an event that caused me to lose my mental stability
19 I'm in love with pain
At age 19, I have become addicted to the sensation of emotional turmoil
20 and I'm still the same
Even though I am now 20, I find myself still grappling with the same issues and unable to move forward
Contributed by Bentley L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.