Cinnabar
narry Lyrics
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この先、続く光もまだ见えないまま生きていた
「どうして、私だけが」
そんなことを思ってしまう
霞む未来と希望に手を伸ばしていた
谁か、私を见つけてほしい
このまま消えたくない
止まらないように歩いてきたけど
もうこれ以上は 进めなくて、恐くなって
涙が流れていく
信じてきた言叶も人も、すべてが嘘に见えて
どうしたら良いのかも分からなくなっていた
有り触れた幸せを 望んでいたはずなのに
すべてが儚い梦に终わっていく
谁か、私を助けてほしい
まだ终われない 泣いているの、此処にいるの
この痛みを抱きしめて
止まらないように歩いてきたけど
もうこれ以上は 进めなくて、恐くなって
心が壊れていく
谁か、私を见つけてほしい
今、一人きりで 泣いているの、此処にいるの
このまま消えたくない
止まらないように歩いてきたけど
もうこれ以上は 进めなくて、恐くなって
涙が流れていく
The lyrics of "Cinnabar" by Narry paints a vivid picture of someone who seeks shelter from the rain under some sort of cover while running away from something painful. The singer in the song appears to be struggling to find hope and light amidst the foggy and uncertain future. She laments why she is the only one in pain and extends her hands to grab the heavens in hopes of finding solace. As she heads toward a seemingly brighter future, she gets overwhelmed by fear, hesitates, and starts to break down with tears streaming down her face. Everything she believed in seems like a lie, and she is unsure of what to do or where to turn to.
Desperately seeking happiness, she finds herself drowning in a bittersweet dream, and everything she yearned for fades before her eyes. She no longer recognizes herself or what she truly wants, and the pain she carries is crushing her. She cries for help and clings to anyone, anything that could offer her the smallest ray of hope. Her heartbreaks with every step, and the fear of what lies ahead consumes her as tears cascade down her cheeks.
In summary, the song is an emotional and heartfelt plea for help from someone who is dealing with a lot of pain and struggles to find purpose and hope. The lyrics capture the feeling of being lost in uncertainty while trying to move forward but getting bogged down by fear and shattered dreams.
Line by Line Meaning
辛いことから逃げるように一人、雨宿りをしている
I am sitting alone, seeking shelter from the rain, trying to escape my troubles.
この先、続く光もまだ見えないまま生きていた
I am still living without seeing any light that can show me the way forward.
「どうして、私だけが」
I ask myself, "Why me?"
そんなことを思ってしまう 霞む未来と希望に手を伸ばしていた
I reach out to the hazy future and hope, even though I can't help but think about those negative thoughts.
谁か、私を见つけてほしい 今、一人きりで 泣いているの、此処にいるの このまま消えたくない
I hope someone finds me as I cry alone here, and I don't want to disappear like this.
止まらないように歩いてきたけど もうこれ以上は 进めなくて、恐くなって 涙が流れていく
I walked without stopping, but now I am too scared to move forward, and I just keep crying.
信じてきた言叶も人も、すべてが嘘に见えて どうしたら良いのかも分からなくなっていた
Everything I've believed in, the words and people, seem like lies, and I'm lost and don't know what to do.
有り触れた幸せを 望んでいたはずなのに すべてが儚い梦に终わっていく
I thought I wanted typical happiness, but everything ends as a fleeting dream.
谁か、私を助けてほしい まだ终われない 泣いているの、此処にいるの この痛みを抱きしめて
I need someone to help me; I'm still here crying, unable to give up on this pain.
止まらないように歩いてきたけど もうこれ以上は 进めなくて、恐くなって 心が壊れていく
I have been walking without pause, but now I am too afraid to keep moving, and my heart is breaking.
谁か、私を見つけてほしい 今、一人きりで 泣いているの、此処にいるの このまま消えたくない
I continue to long for someone to find me as I cry here alone, unwilling to disappear like this.
止まらないように歩いてきたけど もうこれ以上は 进めなくて、恐くなって 涙が流れていく
I kept walking, but now I'm afraid to move any further, and tears keep flowing.
Writer(s): Narry
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