Black Heart
nothingnowhere. Lyrics

Yeah, I don't fuck with society
The singer distances himself from society and feels like it's not truthful to him.

I just feel like it's a lie to me
The singer perceives society as a deceitful entity.

Feel the resentment inside of me
The singer expresses his strong negative emotions and bitterness towards something or someone.

I could feel the reaper trying me
The artist senses death or danger closely approaching him.

I could never be the nice guy
The artist is unable to act kindly and is not a people pleaser.

I could never see the bright side
The singer is pessimistic and cannot look at the positive aspects of life.

'Cause we all gotta ride in the hearses
The singer asserts that death is inevitable and final for everyone.

So I don't really see the purpose
The artist lacks motivation and struggles to find a reason to keep going.

Rollin' round in the Subie
The artist is driving around in a Subaru vehicle.

Way back when you knew me
The artist refers to a time in the past when someone knew him.

Things change and I'm growing up
The singer acknowledges that things change over time and he is maturing.

They keep telling me I'm blowing up
The artist is receiving a lot of attention and becoming popular.

It's been a minute, I've been around
The singer has been active and involved in his profession for a while.

I've been alone and it's funny how
The singer has spent a significant amount of time by himself and reflects on it being ironic.

That every day when I leave the house
The singer is referring to the act of going out of his house.

I wish that I hadn't, and I'm leaving now
The artist regrets leaving his house and is leaving immediately.

Cold blood, black heart
The artist's demeanor is cold and unfeeling, and he has a dark and negative outlook.

I can see the lies in your eyes
The singer is perceptive and able to detect dishonesty in others by looking in their eyes.

And it's hard
The singer is experiencing difficulty.

To act like I'm fine
The artist is struggling to appear like everything is okay when it's not.

Know I've seen better times
The artist reflects on a time when things were better for him.

I think I've had it
The artist has reached his limit and does not want to deal with it anymore.

You're just another reason why I stay inside
The singer avoids going outside and interacting with others because of the negative impact they have on him.

Just another reason why I hate this life
The artist's experiences have led him to have a negative perception of life in general.

This has been a long time coming, I swear
The singer emphasizes that his negative experiences have been building up for a long time.

And I can't seem to let go of the hate inside
The singer has a lot of anger towards something or someone and struggles to let it go.

Every time I'm close you go and change my mind
The singer is indecisive and changes his mind frequently, especially in close relationships.

Motorola Razr, kept that shit on my waist
The artist carried a Motorola Razr phone with him, most likely for protection.

Haven't felt alive since 2008
The artist has not felt truly alive or happy since the year 2008, possibly due to a traumatic event.

Got the doors locked and the blinds closed
The singer is taking measures to keep himself safe and private by locking doors and closing blinds.

Fuck your fake fame and your nice clothes
The singer has a negative attitude towards those who are famous for the wrong reasons and who rely on materialistic things.

Looking around I can only see
The artist is examining his surroundings and only sees negative things.

All of the demons around me
The artist feels like he is surrounded by evil forces or negative energy.

Do what you do, it's astounding
The artist acknowledges that others may have differing perspectives and encourages them to continue on their path.

Losing my grip and I'm drowning
The singer feels like he is losing control and is overwhelmed by his situation.

Same shit, different day
The artist feels like life is repetitive and mundane.

I'm insane, stay away
The singer acknowledges his unstable mental state and warns others to stay away.

Cutting ties, too late
The singer has ended or is in the process of ending relationships with others, possibly due to negative experiences.