He found his passion for music when he was 12 years old when his cousin let him borrow their acoustic guitar, with which n,n. covered popular emo songs.
He went through school going to and from bands, most of them never getting anywhere. While attending college, he started focusing on his own music, and then the name “nothing,nowhere.” was born. The inspiration for his music comes from blending more of the “heavier hip-hop elements” with “organic instruments,” while the inspiration for his stage name came from philosopher Alan Watts.
Since the inception of nothing,nowhere., he has released four full-lengths—Trauma Factory from 2021, ruiner from 2018, Reaper from 2017, and the nothing,nowhere. lp from 2015—as well as three EPs; BLOODLUST from 2019, bummer from 2015 and Who Are You? from 2016. He has also released many singles, including the popular “Deadbeat Valentine” and “Twenty Something."
He has also released material such as the demo. EP in 2013 and never,forever. EP under the never,forever. name in 2016.
Though some people falsely think that nothing,nowhere. is more than one person, he has on several occasions announced that he is a solo act with touring musicians.
nightmare
nothingnowhere. Lyrics
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I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare)
I live inside the nighttime
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
I'm headed off the deep end
Since you left, I swear I'm barely breathin'
Lately, I've been steady speedin'
4 AM debatin' with my demons
I've been feelin' like it's too late, too late
Every day is like a doomsday, doomsday
I pull up on him with my switchblade, switchblade
And make him get a taste of my pain, my pain
I live inside the nighttime
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
Dreaming of your hands, how they felt inside mine
I can't understand why you wasted my time
Playing Russian roulette, I'm by myself, 'cause
You live in my head
I live inside the nighttime
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
(Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare)
The song "Nightmare" by nothingnowhere. is a poignant and melancholic song that conveys the pain and confusion felt by the singer as a result of a failed relationship. The repetitive phrase "Nightmare, nightmare, I'm livin' in a nightmare" adds to the haunting nature of the song. The first verse describes the singer's obsession with his ex-girlfriend who is now with someone else, and how he wants to destroy whatever she has with her new boyfriend. He hates how she teases him and appears in his dreams, turning them into nightmares.
The chorus emphasizes the singer's desperation and inability to cope with his intense emotions. He feels like he's on the verge of drowning, and the pain he's experiencing is unbearable. He's consumed by thoughts of his ex and the failure of their relationship, which has left him feeling lonely and hopeless. The second verse is a reflection of his inner struggle as he grapples with his demons. He's feeling like it's too late to make things right, and he's constantly haunted by thoughts of his ex. He's dreaming of her hands and how they felt when they were together, and he can't understand why he wasted his time on her.
Overall, "Nightmare" is a raw and emotional song that touches on themes of heartbreak, obsession, and despair. It's a powerful reminder of the devastating effects of a failed relationship and the toll it can take on one's mental health.
Line by Line Meaning
I live inside the nighttime
I feel trapped in a dark and lonely place, where all I see is darkness and despair.
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
The person I care about is not available to me at the moment, and it hurts to know that I can't be with them.
Well, I saw you with a new boy
My heart aches when I see the person I want to be with dating someone else, and it makes me feel like I'm not good enough for them.
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
I feel so angry and hurt that I want to lash out at something, to make it feel as bad as I do.
You know I hate it when you tease me
It hurts when the person I like plays with my emotions, and makes me feel like they care when they really don't.
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Even in my sleep, I can't escape my feelings for this person, and they continue to haunt me.
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
The person I like is like a nightmare to me, because they make me feel so hopeless and alone.
Since you left, I swear I'm barely breathin'
Without the person I care about, I feel like I'm suffocating and can't even breathe anymore.
Lately, I've been steady speedin'
I've been reckless and impulsive in my actions lately, because I feel like I have nothing left to lose.
4 AM debatin' with my demons
I'm up all night, questioning my decisions and fighting the negative thoughts that are consuming me.
Every day is like a doomsday, doomsday
Every day feels like a disaster, and I'm just waiting for everything to fall apart completely.
I pull up on him with my switchblade, switchblade
I feel so hopeless and angry that I want to hurt the person I like, even though I know it won't solve anything.
And make him get a taste of my pain, my pain
I want the person I like to understand how much they're hurting me, and feel the same pain that I do.
Dreaming of your hands, how they felt inside mine
I can't stop thinking about the person I like, and the way their touch made me feel when we were together.
I can't understand why you wasted my time
I feel like the person I like led me on, and made me believe in a future together that was never really possible.
You live in my head
Even though the person I like is not with me physically, they still occupy my thoughts and emotions, and it's almost like they never left.
I'm livin' in a nightmare
My life feels like a complete nightmare right now, and it's hard to imagine ever waking up from it.
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Songtrust Ave
Written by: Joseph Edward Mulherin
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Lyrics
Intro]
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare
[Chorus]
I live inside the night time
She said "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
[Verse 1]
I'm headed off the deep end
Since you left, I swear I'm barely breathin'
Lately, I've been steady speedin'
4 AM debatin' with my demons
I've been feelin' like it's too late, too late
Every day is like a doomsday, doomsday
I pull up on him with my switchblade, switchblade
And make him get a taste of my pain, my pain
[Chorus]
I live inside the night time
She said "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
Bridge]
Dreaming of your hands, how they felt inside mine
I can't understand why you wasted my time
Playing Russian roulette all by myself 'cause
You live in my head
[Chorus]
I live inside the night time
She said "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
[Outro]
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
@noemirafaniello9786
Lyrics:
(Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare)
I live inside the nighttime
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with your new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see your every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare
I'm headed off the deep end
Since you left, I swear I'm barely breathin'
Lately, I've been steady speedin'
4 AM debatin' with my demons
I've been feelin' like it's too late, too late
Every day is like a doomsday, doomsday
I pull up on him with my switchblade, switchblade
And make him get a taste of my pain, my pain
I live inside the nighttime
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with your new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see your every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare
Dreaming of your hands, how they felt inside mine
I can't understand why you wasted my time
Playing Russian roulette, I'm by myself, 'cause
You live in my head
I live inside the nighttime
She said, "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with your new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see your every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare
(Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare)
@a_paradise_bird
nothing, nowhere - still one of my favs
@gavindavenport9149
This song is criminally under-recognized, this song needs to blow up.
@dfgdfbsdfvv832
I PULL UP ON EM WITH MY SWITCHBLADE SWIITCHBLADE, MAKE EM GET A TASTE OF MY PAIN MY PAIIIN
@jealousychan123
YEERD
@travis1190
Yes it does!! LOVE IT!!
@jacupwakup9109
This Artist*
Nothing, Nowhere is one of the most slept on artist of our generation.
@nicoleantypas5396
Riiiiiight? He’s under rated it’s not OK
@pandahsykes602
I love how all the depressed 90s and 2000s kids are growing up and recreating the sounds of the early 2000s via “emo” / pop sounding music like this ... very nostalgic .
@boomer3324
Yeah fr
@ralphmoonky7684
And respectable