Black Heart
nothing nowhere Lyrics

Yeah, I don′t fuck with society
I do not agree with the norms and values of society.

I just feel like it's a lie to me
I believe that society is deceptive and untrue.

Feel the resentment inside of me
I am filled with anger and bitterness.

I could feel the reaper trying me
I am aware of death always being close.

I could never be the nice guy
I am not capable of being a kind person.

I could never see the bright side
I am unable to look on the positive side of things.

′Cause we all get around in the hearses
We are all going to die eventually.

So I don't really see the purpose
I do not see the point in trying or living.

Roll around in the Subie
I drive around in my Subaru.

Way back when you knew me
You used to know me from the past.

Things change and I'm blowing up
Things are different now and I am becoming more successful.

They keep telling me I'm blowing up
People continue to inform me that I am becoming famous.

It's been a minute, I've been around
It has been a while since I started my career.

I've been alone and it's funny how
I have been solo during my journey and it's ironic.

Every day when I leave the house
Every time I go out of the house.

I wish that I hadn't, and I'm leaving now
I regret going out and am leaving the place immediately.

And I can't seem to let go of the hate inside
I cannot release the anger I feel within me.

Every time I'm close I go and change my mind
Whenever I am near to changing, I go back to my old ways.

This has been a long time coming, I swear
I have been feeling like this for a long time.

Motorola Razr keep that shit on my waist
I carry a Motorola Razr with me always.

Haven't felt you laugh since 2008
I have not heard you laugh since 2008.

Got the doors locked and the blinds closed
I have locked the doors and closed the blinds for safety.

Fuck your fake fame and your nice clothes
I do not respect your counterfeit fame and expensive clothing.

Looking around I can only see
When I observed, I can only perceive.

All of the demons around me
I am surrounded by troubles and challenges.

Do what you do, it's astounding
I admire what you do very much.

Losing my grip and I'm drowning
I am losing control and struggling.

Same shit, different day
Nothing changes, it is monotonous.

I'm insane, stay away
I am mentally disturbed, stay away from me.

I can see, all the lies
I can detect all the untruths.

Cutting ties too late
Breaking off relationships and connections too late.

You're just another reason why I stay inside
You are one of the motivations why I keep staying indoors.

Just another reason why I hate this life
You are one of the causes that exacerbate my hatred for life.

No I've seen better times
I have experienced better days.

Think I've had it
I have reached my limit.

Cold blood, black heart
I am cold-hearted with wicked intentions.

I can see your lies in your eyes
I can detect your deceptions from your eyes.

And it's hard
It is difficult.

To act like I'm fine
To pretend like everything is okay.

This has been a long time coming, I swear
I have been feeling like this for a significant amount of time.