Authentic Pyrrhic Remission
of Montreal Lyrics


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So much violence in my head, how are we still alive?
The depression is under control
(No it's not, don't you ever stop lying, damn)

I love how we're learning from each other
You are such a positive
You're so empowering
In your hands I'm quite simply a different instrument
And you're the only one that ever put money on me
You think that I'd forget so easily

You emit a charged autumnal vibe
I know we're of the same tribe
The fall's our most productive season

Still a crippling fear has become Caesar and we're slightly moribund
so, naturally I want to help you invoke the architect of salutary memes
Our heads are pregnant with divine mechanics but, oh, how we're tyrannized
By tentacles of their ferine stupidity and it's all so disappointing
(But you're different)

I love how we're learning from each other
You're so empowering
In your hands I'm quite simply a different instrument
And you're the only one that ever put money on me
And tried to advance trans-human singularity

I love how we're learning from each other
You are such a positive, you're so empowering
In your hands I'm quite simply a different instrument
And you're the only one that ever put money on me
You think that I'd forget so easily
I love how we're learning from each other

Every time I listen to my heart I just get hurt

Until this afternoon I was a nomad
No country would call me its son
I'd be a refugee but I have no substance
Asking for papers, I have none

Until this afternoon I was a pariah
A mongrel chased and kicked and hit
Hunted even in my dreaming
Though there was no crime I did commit

Until this afternoon I was an exile
But now that word is obsolete




There are no nations, no concept of ego
Our illumination is complete

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Authentic Pyrrhic Remission" by of Montreal explores the themes of mental illness, support, and the power of human connection. The beginning of the song discusses the violence in the singer's head and their struggle with depression, which they claim to have under control; however, the lyrics suggest otherwise. The singer then praises their partner, who has helped them to cope with their struggles and become a better person. The partner is described as positive, empowering, and the only one who ever believed in the singer. The lyrics also mention the idea of trans-human singularity, which is the belief that technology will eventually allow humans to transcend their biological limitations and become post-human.


The second half of the song shifts to a more optimistic tone, where the singer talks about the importance of human connection and the dissolution of social boundaries. The singer states that they were once a nomad, a pariah, and an exile, but those labels have become obsolete because there are no more nations or concepts of ego. The song ends on a note of enlightenment, where the singer believes in the power of unity and love to overcome mental and societal struggles.


Overall, "Authentic Pyrrhic Remission" is a song about the struggle with mental illness and the power of relationships to help people grow and overcome their struggles.


Line by Line Meaning

So much violence in my head, how are we still alive?
Despite the violent thoughts that plague my mind, we continue to survive.


The depression is under control
I try to convince myself that my depression is manageable, but in reality, it's not.


(No it's not, don't you ever stop lying, damn)
I admit that I'm lying to myself about my depression being under control.


I love how we're learning from each other
I appreciate the mutual growth and knowledge-sharing in our relationship.


You are such a positive
You exude positivity and optimism in your demeanor.


You're so empowering
Your influence empowers me to be a better version of myself.


In your hands I'm quite simply a different instrument
Your guidance and input drastically affect my behavior and character.


And you're the only one that ever put money on me
You were the only person who invested in me and believed in my potential.


You think that I'd forget so easily
You assume that I would not remember your investment in me, but I do.


You emit a charged autumnal vibe
Your energy and aura are reminiscent of the vibrant, productive fall season.


I know we're of the same tribe
I feel a sense of kinship and belonging with you.


The fall's our most productive season
We thrive and produce the most during autumn.


Still a crippling fear has become Caesar and we're slightly moribund
Despite our productivity, a paralyzing fear has taken hold and we feel somewhat lifeless.


so, naturally I want to help you invoke the architect of salutary memes
I want to assist you in creating positive ideas and thoughts that can heal and improve our well-being.


Our heads are pregnant with divine mechanics but, oh, how we're tyrannized
Our minds are full of incredible potential and ideas, but we are held back and oppressed by external forces.


By tentacles of their ferine stupidity and it's all so disappointing
We are hindered by the ignorant and foolish actions of others, and it's frustrating.


(But you're different)
You stand out as someone who is not influenced by the negative forces around us.


Every time I listen to my heart I just get hurt
I am often disappointed or heartbroken when I follow my emotions and instincts.


Until this afternoon I was a nomad
Until recently, I felt like a wanderer without a home or identity.


No country would call me its son
I didn't feel a sense of belonging or acceptance from any nation or culture.


I'd be a refugee but I have no substance
I would be classified as a refugee, but I feel like an insignificant or unimportant person.


Asking for papers, I have none
If asked to provide identification or proof of citizenship, I have nothing to show.


Until this afternoon I was a pariah
Until recently, I felt like an outcast or social misfit.


A mongrel chased and kicked and hit
I was treated with cruelty and violence for being different or non-conforming.


Hunted even in my dreaming
The fear and persecution I faced was so intense, it even affected my dreams.


Though there was no crime I did commit
I was punished or attacked despite not doing anything wrong or deserving of it.


Until this afternoon I was an exile
Until recently, I felt like a social or emotional outcast, unwelcome or ostracized from society.


But now that word is obsolete
The concept of exile or isolation is no longer relevant or important to me.


There are no nations, no concept of ego
The boundaries and divisions created by countries and individual egos are nonexistent or meaningless.


Our illumination is complete
We have reached a state of enlightenment or understanding beyond these limiting concepts and constructs.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: KEVIN BARNES

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