Death Is Not a Parallel Move
of Montreal Lyrics


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[Repeat: x3]
All of my thoughts are from a foreign host
Now I feel just like a ghost [Repeat: x4]

Don't be afraid lille vän of violence
I'm only poisoning you, not gonna stab you.
Don't be afraid lille vän of my troubled mind
I'm just poisoning you a little
With my gloom

This far too much like a noise
It happens to be not so nice
I must nod
I must shatter
I must diffuse
This fractured consciousness
This soft abuse

The identity I composed out of terror has become oppressive now
I must (not) defy (defeat) this dark assignment
I'm over it now
I'm so over it now

Don't be afraid lille vän of violence
I'm only poisoning you, not gonna shoot you.
Don't be afraid lille vän of my troubled mind
I'm just poisoning you a little





Every day

Overall Meaning

is a struggle for the singer in of Montreal’s song “Death Is Not a Parallel Move”, as they are plagued by foreign thoughts that leave them feeling like a ghost. The repetition of the opening lines emphasizes the all-consuming nature of these thoughts, which seem to come from an outside source beyond their control. Despite this struggle, the singer is attempting to reassure someone close to them, referred to as “lille vän,” not to fear the violence or troubled mind they may encounter. This reassurance, however, is tinged with an ominous tone, as the singer admits to only “poisoning” them - not stabbing or shooting - but still using language that evokes harm.


The second half of the song delves into the themes of identity and mental illness, as the singer describes their struggle to maintain a sense of self and consciousness in the face of their fractured state. The lines “The identity I composed out of terror has become oppressive now / I must (not) defy (defeat) this dark assignment / I'm over it now / I'm so over it now” suggest that the singer has constructed a persona as a coping mechanism, but it has become too much for them to bear. The repeated phrases of “nod”, “shatter”, and “diffuse” add to the sense of internal struggle and instability.


Overall, “Death Is Not a Parallel Move” is a haunting exploration of the effects of mental illness on one’s sense of self and relationships with others. The use of repetitive phrases and references to violence give the song a sense of unease and tension, while the singer’s attempts to reassure their loved one can be read as both sincere and threatening.


Line by Line Meaning

All of my thoughts are from a foreign host
My thoughts and ideas are not my own, but rather influenced by external factors.


Now I feel just like a ghost
I feel disconnected and invisible, like I'm not truly present.


Don't be afraid lille vän of violence
I'm not going to physically harm you, so don't be scared.


I'm only poisoning you, not gonna stab you.
I'm not trying to hurt you in a violent sense, but my words and actions might have negative effects on you.


Don't be afraid lille vän of my troubled mind
My mental state might seem unstable, but I won't harm you physically.


I'm just poisoning you a little
My negative thoughts and emotions might have an impact on you, but it won't be severe.


This far too much like a noise
My current state of mind is too chaotic and overwhelming.


It happens to be not so nice
My situation is not pleasant or enjoyable.


I must nod
I need to acknowledge my issues and accept them.


I must shatter
I need to break free from my negative mindset and destructive habits.


I must diffuse
I need to overcome my fractured consciousness and find a sense of clarity.


This fractured consciousness
My state of mind is broken and difficult to piece together.


This soft abuse
My emotional and mental suffering is subtle, but still harmful.


The identity I composed out of terror has become oppressive now
The coping mechanisms I developed to deal with my fears and anxieties are now restricting and hindering me.


I must (not) defy (defeat) this dark assignment
I need to overcome the negative expectations I've placed on myself, and not let them control me.


I'm over it now
I'm ready to move on from my struggles and find a sense of peace.


I'm so over it now
I'm completely done with my past issues and ready to embrace a new chapter in my life.


Every day
Each day is a struggle, but I'm making progress towards healing and growth.




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