Estocadas
of Montreal Lyrics


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Natives have a name for me but I can't remember what it is
Some fucker took what's mine and now he's acting like she's his
Your shifty friend gave you a cactus for a gift
Oh-oh, oh-oh

Such a stupid offering, what it's meant to symbolize?
Hostile immobility, is that something to prize?
Floodlights generate a hum, render sleeping [?] myth of man
Oh-oh, oh-oh

The morning finds me alive with my face pressed in a glass door
This summer's been nothing but rain
Nature is writhing in her own filth again

Took the bus to Plaza de toros on a dare
You cried all through the bullfight and cursed me for taking you there
Riding back in silence to the hostel thinking only
Only estocadas

The morning finds me alive with my face pressed in a glass door




This summer's been nothing but rain
Nature is writhing in her own filth again

Overall Meaning

In "Estocadas," of Montreal's frontman Kevin Barnes explores themes of identity, ownership, and power dynamics through a series of surreal images and fragmented narratives. The opening lines, "Natives have a name for me but I can't remember what it is / Some fucker took what's mine and now he's acting like she's his," hint at a sense of dislocation and cultural displacement, as the singer feels disconnected from his own heritage and history. The use of gendered pronouns also adds a layer of complexity to the song's exploration of ownership and possession.


The lyrics then shift to focus on a cactus given as a gift, which is described as a "stupid offering." The symbolism of the cactus is unclear, but it is suggested that it represents a sense of hostility and immovability. This is contrasted with the image of floodlights generating a "hum," which suggests a more dynamic and powerful source of energy.


The final verses describe a trip to a bullfight, which leads to the refrain of "only estocadas." "Estocadas" is a Spanish term for the sword thrust that kills the bull in bullfighting, and its repeated use underscores the song's themes of power and domination. The final lines, "This summer's been nothing but rain / Nature is writhing in her own filth again," suggest a sense of ecological decay and the consequences of unchecked power and exploitation.


Line by Line Meaning

Natives have a name for me but I can't remember what it is
I have been given a nickname by the locals, but I cannot recall what it is.


Some fucker took what's mine and now he's acting like she's his
Someone has taken something that belongs to me and is now pretending it belongs to them.


Your shifty friend gave you a cactus for a gift
Your deceitful friend presented you with an insensible gift of a cactus.


Such a stupid offering, what it's meant to symbolize?
This silly gift makes no sense, what is it intended to signify?


Hostile immobility, is that something to prize?
Is a lack of progress and aggression something that should be valued?


Floodlights generate a hum, render sleeping [?] myth of man
The steady sound of the floodlights gives rise to the sleeping beliefs of men.


The morning finds me alive with my face pressed in a glass door
I wake up in the morning with my face resting against a glass door, but I am still alive.


This summer's been nothing but rain
It has been raining constantly throughout the summer season.


Nature is writhing in her own filth again
The environment is once again suffering from pollution and waste.


Took the bus to Plaza de toros on a dare
I accepted a challenge to travel by bus to the Plaza de toros.


You cried all through the bullfight and cursed me for taking you there
You shed tears throughout the bullfight and blamed me for bringing you to this event.


Riding back in silence to the hostel thinking only
We travel back to the hostel in silence, focusing only on


Only estocadas
the concept of deadly sword thrusts known as estocadas.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: KEVIN BARNES

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Comments from YouTube:

Ian Heimbigner

Definitely awesome, especially cause he recorded this album playing all the instruments solo.

AshleenWoods

Love this song! Actually...love the whole album!

SugarW1thC0ffee

Kevin Parker took the beginning part and played it on the end of Gossip

dogpd3

I can tell this comes from Lousy With Sylvianbriar sessions. It's definitely beatles-eque. 

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