I Was Never Young
of Montreal Lyrics


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I was never young, even as a child
Said, I was never young; I've always felt beguiled
Oh, I just never smiled, but you have a glow, a glow from an inner sense I'll never know

'Cause I was never young, even as a boy
No, I was never young; kindness seemed no ploy to temper or annoy
But you, you have a mind full of wonderment I'll never find 'cause I was never young
I was never young

Ever since I was a kid, I've been a brooding basket case




Ever since I was a kid, I've been a brooding basket case
Ever since I was a kid, I've been a brooding basket case

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I Was Never Young" by of Montreal express the idea that the singer has always felt older than their age. They claim that even as a child, they were never young and that they have always felt some sort of weight or burden in their life. The lines "Oh, I just never smiled, but you have a glow, a glow from an inner sense I'll never know" suggest that the singer may envy or admire someone else's youthful innocence or happiness. They feel as though they have always been burdened with some knowledge or pain that keeps them from experiencing life in the same way.


The chorus repeats the claim that the singer was never young, even as a boy. They note that "kindness seemed no ploy to temper or annoy", indicating that they may have been emotionally distant throughout their life. The final lines of the chorus affirm the idea that the singer has missed out on something, saying "But you, you have a mind full of wonderment I'll never find 'cause I was never young". The repetition of the phrase "I was never young" reinforces the idea that the singer has always felt older than their age, and serves as a sort of mantra for the song.


Through these lyrics, of Montreal captures the feeling of someone who has always felt out of step with the typical experiences of childhood and youth. The singer feels as though they have missed out on something essential, and can only observe others who seem to be enjoying life in a way that they never have. The song is a poignant reminder that not everyone experiences life in the same way, and that some may bear burdens that others cannot understand.


Line by Line Meaning

I was never young, even as a child
From a young age, I felt like an old soul and never experienced typical childlike innocence


Said, I was never young; I've always felt beguiled
I have always felt like something was off and have never fully connected with my youth


Oh, I just never smiled, but you have a glow, a glow from an inner sense I'll never know
I struggled to find joy in life, but I can see that you have an inner contentment that I can't seem to grasp


'Cause I was never young, even as a boy
Even in my younger years, I never felt youthful or carefree


No, I was never young; kindness seemed no ploy to temper or annoy
I never understood why people were kind or why they would go out of their way to help others, it always seemed like an act to me


But you, you have a mind full of wonderment I'll never find 'cause I was never young
I can see that you have a curiosity and sense of wonder that I can't seem to tap into because of my lack of youthfulness


I was never young
The chorus repeats the main theme that I have never truly experienced being young


Ever since I was a kid, I've been a brooding basket case
I have always been introspective and prone to overthinking, even from a young age


Ever since I was a kid, I've been a brooding basket case
The repeated line emphasizes that my brooding nature has been a constant throughout my life


Ever since I was a kid, I've been a brooding basket case
Once again, the line repeats to reinforce my tendency to be lost in thought and hesitant to fully engage with the world around me




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: KEVIN BARNES

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