Voltaic Crusher / Undrum To Muted Da
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I write a thousand songs for you a day
But I never run out of things to say
You're my Ulysses that I'll never end
Now that I fucked up, lost you, sweet friend

Everything is in the trash, and it's my fault
I've destroyed us, I know, it's unrecoverable
If there's a God he will repair your heart
If there's a God, send her an angel
Make him handsome and clever and not crazy
And you notice something wonderful
Someone to love her volcanically

And please, please, please God, don't be a bastard
Christ knows she deserves something nice for a change
Christ knows she deserves something nice for a change

I am a flaw, I'm a mistake
I am faulty, I always break
I tried, you don't believe me, but I did
I tried to mature, be responsible, dot dot dot
But my heart is juvenile
And my character's not so hot

You gave me your hand, I gave you a fist

Please don't lose any sleep over me, baby
I hardly exist
You gave me your hand, I gave you a fist
Please don't lose any sleep over me, baby
I hardly exist
You gave me everything, still I resist
Please don't lose any sleep over me, baby
I hardly exist





I hardly exist

Overall Meaning

The song "Voltaic Crusher/Undrum to Muted Da" by of Montreal is filled with complex emotions and heartfelt apologies. The lyrics, "I write a thousand songs for you a day, But I never run out of things to say, You're my Ulysses that I'll never end, Now that I fucked up, lost you, sweet friend" express the singer's regret for losing a friend and their constant desire to make things right. The use of the reference to Ulysses, a Greek mythological hero known for his intelligence and resourcefulness, highlights the importance that this person has in the singer's life and their fear of losing them.


The chorus of the song alludes to the singer's belief in a higher power and their hope that this force will help heal their friend's broken heart. The line "And please, please, please God, don't be a bastard, Christ knows she deserves something nice for a change" expresses a desperate plea for help in fixing the damage done. The singer acknowledges their own faults and acknowledges their inability to change. They recognize that they were given a lot, but they resisted it and ultimately lost everything.


Overall, the song is a heartfelt apology to a friend who has been lost due to the singer's own inadequacies. The use of mythology and religious references highlights the importance of this person and the depth of the singer's regret.


Line by Line Meaning

I write a thousand songs for you a day
I express my love for you in every possible way


But I never run out of things to say
My love for you is intense and endless


You're my Ulysses that I'll never end
You're my constant, my forever, my never-ending journey


Now that I fucked up, lost you, sweet friend
I made mistakes and lost you, my dear friend


Everything is in the trash, and it's my fault
Our relationship is ruined and it's all because of me


I've destroyed us, I know, it's unrecoverable
I know my actions have irreparably damaged our relationship


If there's a God he will repair your heart
If there's a higher power, I hope they can heal your broken heart


If there's a God, send her an angel
If there's a higher power, please send someone to love and care for her


Make him handsome and clever and not crazy
Let him be charming, intelligent, and stable


And you notice something wonderful
And I hope you find happiness and love again


Someone to love her volcanically
Someone to love her with intense passion and devotion


And please, please, please God, don't be a bastard
And please, please, please higher power, be kind and merciful


Christ knows she deserves something nice for a change
She deserves good things and happiness


I am a flaw, I'm a mistake
I acknowledge my shortcomings and faults


I am faulty, I always break
I accept my tendency to mess things up


I tried, you don't believe me, but I did
I made an effort, even if you don't believe me


I tried to mature, be responsible, dot dot dot
I attempted to grow up and act like an adult


But my heart is juvenile
But emotionally, I still have a lot of growing up to do


And my character's not so hot
And my personality and behavior aren't impressive


You gave me your hand, I gave you a fist
You offered me love and support, but I responded with anger and hostility


Please don't lose any sleep over me, baby
Don't worry about me, my absence won't be a burden


I hardly exist
I am insignificant and irrelevant


You gave me everything, still I resist
You offered me your heart and everything else, but I still pushed you away




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: KEVIN BARNES

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