On November 17th, 2017 Olivia released her debut EP “It’s Not That Deep,” with the singles “Empty” and “RIP” being released on February 17th and July 14th respectively. The EP dropped on November 17th and included previously unreleased songs called “Tequilawine,” “F**k Feelings” and “No Love.” On June 29th, 2018 a remix of “RIP” was released, featuring G-Eazy and Drew Love.
On August 3rd, 2018 the lead single to O’Brien’s debut album was released. “UDK,” the lead single, marked a change in sound for the singer-songwriter. The 2nd single, “I Don’t Exist” was released on September 14th, 2018. “Care Less More,” the third single, was released on November 9th, 2018. On December 18th, 2018 Olivia announced her first ever headline tour, named after her debut album “Was It Even Real?,” which she announced a few months later. The fourth single, “Love Myself,” was released on February 1st, 2019.
On March 28th, 2019 Olivia announced her debut album “Was It Even Real?” would be released on April 26th, 2019. “Just Friends,” the first and only promotional single, was released on March 29th, 2019 alongside preorder for the album. On April 19th, 2019, a week before the album the 5th and final single, “Just A Boy” was released. Olivia’s debut album, “Was It Even Real?” was released on April 26th, 2019. On May 15th, 2019 “Fade Out” by Seeb featuring Olivia and Space Primates was released.
On November 12th, 2019 Olivia announced that she will be releasing multiple micromixtapes following the release of the first one, “It Was A Sad F**cking Summer” that Friday. Olivia explained in a video on Instagram that micromixtapes contained 2-3 songs that fit together sonically and lyrically as well as all making you feel the same emotion. For “It Was A Sad F**king Summer,” those emotions are melancholy, bittersweet and nostalgic. Alongside the release of the first micromixtape Olivia announced that she was going on tour and that the tour was titled “It Was A Sad F**cking Tour.”
2 days before the release of the 2nd micromixtape Olivia started teasing on Instagram by asking her followers if they were ready for micromixtape #2. One day before release she posted lyrics to the chorus “Josslyn” but without the title lyric. “The Results Of My Poor Judgement” was released on February 7th, 2020.
Better Than Feeling Lonely
olivia o'brien Lyrics
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I'm thinking 'bout your body, how it feels when it's on mine
I know all you're gonna do is sit and waste my time
And every word you say to me is probably a lie
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
(Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely)
Wish that I could be someone who does everything right
But that just seems so boring, I would rather chase the highs
I've got some stories I still need to write
And I don't care if that shit fucks up my life
So call me a psycho and maybe you're right
But I love it (love it)
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
I'd rather love and lose than never even get to love you
I don't care if I get hurt, I'm fine
I don't get to choose the way I feel, it's just the truth
And I don't care if I get hurt, I'm fine
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling lonely
Better than feeling
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
(Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely)
The song "Better Than Feeling Lonely" by Olivia O'Brien is a ballad that explores the complex emotions of being in a relationship that is likely to be fake, yet still choosing to pursue it over being alone. The lyrics talk about the singer's attraction to someone whom they know is only wasting their time and feeding them lies. Despite this knowledge, they choose to continue with this fake love because the alternative of being lonely seems worse.
The singer craves physical intimacy with the person they are attracted to and acknowledges that touch can be holy, even if the love is not genuine. The song hints at how people often settle for less so they can avoid the painful experience of being alone.
In the second verse, the singer admits that they may not always make the right decisions, but they want to lead an exciting life that is filled with highs and experiences. They even acknowledge that pursuing this kind of lifestyle may mess up their life, but they are not afraid of getting hurt.
Overall, the song portrays the struggle between wanting genuine love and settling for something fake. It explores the desire for intimacy and the fear of loneliness, which is relatable to many people.
Line by Line Meaning
Hate to say it's true, but I can't get you off my mind
I can't stop thinking about you even though I wish I could
I'm thinking 'bout your body, how it feels when it's on mine
I'm thinking about our physical connection and how good it feels
I know all you're gonna do is sit and waste my time
I know you're not serious and you'll just lead me on
And every word you say to me is probably a lie
I can't trust what you say because I think it's all lies
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Look at me and give me some attention, make me feel wanted
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Flatter me with false compliments, make me feel special
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Even if our love is fake, being intimate with you still feels sacred
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
Perhaps being in a fake relationship is better than being alone
Wish that I could be someone who does everything right
I wish I were perfect and always made the right choices
But that just seems so boring, I would rather chase the highs
Being perfect seems dull to me, I want to experience thrill and excitement
I've got some stories I still need to write
I have adventures I want to have and experiences I want to share
And I don't care if that shit fucks up my life
I'm willing to take risks even if it means ruining my life
So call me a psycho and maybe you're right
I'm aware that my choices may seem crazy to others
But I love it (love it)
Despite the risks, I enjoy living life on the edge
I'd rather love and lose than never even get to love you
I'm willing to take the risk of heartbreak if it means experiencing love with you
I don't care if I get hurt, I'm fine
I'm willing to endure pain if it means experiencing love and passion
I don't get to choose the way I feel, it's just the truth
I can't control my emotions, I just feel what I feel
Better than feeling lonely
Being in a fake relationship is preferable to being alone
Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely
Perhaps being in a fake relationship is better than being alone
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Olivia O'Brien, Roget Chahayed, Taylor Dexter, Wesley Singerman
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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lyrics:
Hate to say it's true, but I can't get you off my mind
I'm thinkin' 'bout your body, how it feels when it's on mine
I know all you're gonna do is sit and waste my time
And every word you say to me is probably a lie
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin'
Maybе fake love is bettеr than feelin' lonely
Maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
Wish that I could be someone who does everything right
But that just seems so boring, I would rather chase the highs
I've got some stories I still need to write
And I don't care if that shit fucks up my life
So call me a psycho and maybe you're right
But I love it (love it)
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin'
Maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
I'd rather love and lose than never even get to love you
I don't care if I get hurt, I'm fine
I don't get to choose the way I feel, it's just the truth
And I don't care if I get hurt, I'm fine
So look me in the eyes, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty lies, tell me I'm the only
Even if you don't mean it, touchin' you is holy
Maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin' lonely
Better than feelin'
Maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
So, maybe fake love is better than feelin' lonely
violet x
She’s so talented it’s so sad she’s underrated asf
sweetener
right?? i didn’t even know she sang “i hate u i love u” 😭
Sarah Smith
I literally just said she’s so underrated
I agree honestly she’s gonna blow up soon I think
classic melodies
Looking for a comment saying this and 💥 boom💥 found it 😅 SHE REALLY IS TALENTED THO🥺✨
Rocque Music
She's not underrated she hasn't had a full-on break-out single but I'm sure it will come considering she is extremely talented.
classic melodies
@Rocque Music yesss!
Peyton Hall
i’ve been listening to you for like 4 years and you have genuinely never disappointed
catrinel galinescu
ME TOO I LMAO SHE S AMAZING
Nikki Berwal
Bruhh been listening to her since she was on SoundCloud, literally since like 2016.
Fatozx
YES