Balance
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I've been tryna find balance
I've been searching for a way to balance the good and bad in my life.

Yeah I've been tryna find balance
This is an ongoing pursuit.

Half of me is good and the other know malice
I have a combination of positive and negative qualities within me.

Head so big I been looking for a challenge
I'm confident and want to test my abilities.

I was in the trenches now I'm in a palace
I came from a difficult situation and now I'm in a much better place.

Niggas love to talk but they aint got much to say
People like to gossip but they don't have anything of substance to share.

My name in they mouth and know its all full of hate
People criticize me without cause.

Way they talk about I call them all Ricky Lake
The negativity others spew about me is reminiscent of a trashy talk show.

I got so much getting money on my list here today
I have a lot of things I need to accomplish in order to continue to make money.

I got a bag to get
I have a lot of work to do in order to achieve my financial goals.

I gotta get mine
I'm focused on my own success.

I gotta floss, I gotta boss look at my wrist shine
I want to show off my success and exude confidence.

I'm just out here taking chances running rampant
I'm willing to take risks in order to succeed and I'm in control of my own life.

Counting bands up all expansion
I'm making money and my wealth is growing.

I just might cop me a mansion diamonds dancing on me
I may splurge on a luxurious item like a mansion with expensive diamond jewelry.

Ring alarms like Bey I'm like Harden on that 3 line
I'm having a huge impact and attracting attention, like Beyonce or James Harden's basketball skills.

Moving like a G I'm a real nigga by design
I exude confidence and authenticity in my actions and behavior.

And you know that probably mean
This probably implies something else.

A young nigga got designer dreams
I aspire to own luxurious items like designer clothing or accessories.

Lotta cream, In the kitchen making collard greens
I have a lot of money, and still enjoy making traditional meals like collard greens at home.

Damn I was lost like Alice
I was once directionless and unsure, like Alice in Wonderland.

Now I'm gon flex on these niggas like Bally's
I'm going to show off my success and wealth to others.

I got plenty on me
I have a lot of money or assets with me currently.

I guess too much Henny pouring liquor
I'm drinking too much Henny (Hennessy) and other alcohol.

Rolling twisting up
I'm rolling and smoking marijuana.

Big myself up bigging up my niggas
I'm boosting my own ego while also supporting my friends and associates.

I was in a rut told me I would never make it out
I was in a difficult situation and was told I couldn't overcome it.

I was in the cut cooking dope up in the safer house
I was once involved in drug activities and operated from a safer location.

Back at it like a jack rabbit I got racks on me
I'm back at making money and I have a lot of cash on me.

Cash addict its a bad habit Ima stack money
I'm addicted to making money and my focus is on stacking more of it.

I was rich even when I was broke I know aint that funny
I felt wealthy even when I had no money, which is ironic.

Had to go and get it fuck a job I'm getting rap money
I didn't rely on a traditional job to make money, I made it through rap/music.