“This is a song that stems from personal experience, and kind of the first time in any of my songs where I’m like, ‘I’m actually speaking the truth here, this actually happened to me.’ Nineteen was a year of confusion, emotional confusion. I didn’t want to do my uni course, I wanted to do music. I didn’t want people to laugh at me. I didn’t want to tell myself out loud and then have it not happen. Internally, I was very sure and certain that it was going to happen, just because I’m a big believer in manifestation. So 19 was that transition year. Once I’d settled down and started doing what I loved, I felt a lot more comfortable, and actually, a lot more safe.“
Nineteen
pinkpantheress Lyrics
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I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because
I can't feel ache anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And when I realized everyone's gone but I still feel the same
I wasn't meant to be
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen
And now I wish that I could tell
All my ex jobs in retail
That I should've stayed at work
'Cause of the A Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down
And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown
My, my mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone (lost the love, I've had enough)
Because I'm alone (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)
My mind's alone (I love to hate the way I shaped)
Because I'm alone (because I'm hurt and living rough)
I wasn't meant to be (lost the love, I've had enough)
(The gore, the pain, I've had so much)
(I love to hate the way I shaped)
(Because I'm hurt and living rough)
And now I'm nothing to you
My friend lived next to me (lost the love, I've had enough)
Now she won't wanna see (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)
Me look differently (I love to hate the way I shaped)
Now that I'm nineteen (because I'm hurt and living rough)
The song "Nineteen" by pinkpantheress talks about the struggles of being a young adult and finding oneself in today's world. The lyrics describe the feeling of loneliness and the desire to fit in.
The first verses talk about lying on the floor and not feeling any pain anymore. This could be a metaphor for being emotionally numb and wanting to escape from the world. The lyrics then describe the singer coming back home to find everything has changed, including the people around them, but they still feel the same. This could mean that they feel stuck in their current situation and unable to move on from the past.
The chorus talks about how the singer feels like they are not meant to be so bored at nineteen years old. The lyrics mention how their friend who used to live next to them no longer wants to see them because they look different. This could mean that the singer is now experiencing the pressures of growing up and trying to find their place in the world.
The second verse reveals the singer's regret and disappointment in not pursuing their A levels and the closing of their favorite shop. These events add to the sense of loss and isolation that the singer feels. The chorus is then repeated, emphasizing the feeling of loneliness.
Overall, the song "Nineteen" reflects on the struggles of being a young adult and finding oneself while dealing with the pressures of society and personal disappointment.
Line by Line Meaning
Some days when I'm down just a little bit
Sometimes when I'm a little sad
I drop myself to the floor
I feel so low that I collapse to the ground
It's not a problem if it hurts because
It's okay if it causes me pain because
I can't feel ache anymore
I'm so desensitized that I can't feel the pain anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
I returned home to see how things are different now
And when I realized everyone's gone but I still feel the same
I noticed that everyone is gone but I still feel the same
I wasn't meant to be
I wasn't supposed to feel this way
This bored at nineteen
Bored at nineteen years old
My friend lived next to me
My friend used to live next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Now she doesn't want to see me anymore
Me look differently
Now that I look different
Now that I'm nineteen
Now that I'm nineteen years old
And now I wish that I could tell
I wish that I could go back and tell
All my ex jobs in retail
All my previous retail jobs
That I should've stayed at work
That I should've stayed and worked harder
'Cause of the A Levels I failed
Because I failed my A Level exams
My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down
My cousin informed me that my favorite store closed
And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown
Another person told me that I always look unhappy
My, my mind's alone
My mind is lonely
Because I'm alone
Because I don't have anyone
My mind's alone
My mind feels isolated
Because I'm alone
Because I'm by myself
My mind's alone (lost the love, I've had enough)
My mind feels lonely (I've lost love, I've had enough)
Because I'm alone (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)
Because I'm by myself (I've experienced so much horror, pain)
My mind's alone (I love to hate the way I shaped)
My mind feels isolated (I love to hate how I look)
Because I'm alone (because I'm hurt and living rough)
Because I don't have anyone (because I'm in pain and struggling)
I wasn't meant to be (lost the love, I've had enough)
I wasn't supposed to feel like this (I've lost love, I've had enough)
(The gore, the pain, I've had so much)
(I've experienced so much horror, pain)
(I love to hate the way I shaped)
(I love to hate how I look)
(Because I'm hurt and living rough)
(because I'm in pain and struggling)
And now I'm nothing to you
And now, you don't have any interest in me
My friend lived next to me (lost the love, I've had enough)
My friend used to live next to me (I've lost love, I've had enough)
Now she won't wanna see (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)
Now she doesn't want to see me (I've experienced so much horror, pain)
Me look differently (I love to hate the way I shaped)
Now that I look different (I love to hate how I look)
Now that I'm nineteen (because I'm hurt and living rough)
Now that I'm nineteen years old (because I'm in pain and struggling)
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Dill Aitchinson, Tomaz Di Cunto, Victoria Walker
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@akya6458
lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Some days when I'm down just a little bit I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore, I
Only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And when I realised everyone's gone, but I still feel the same, I
[Chorus]
Wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't want to see me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen
[Verse 2]
And I wish that I could tell all my ex jobs in retail
That I should've stayed at work, 'cause of the A-Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down
And the other one just told me that I've always got a frown
[Bridge]
My, my minds alone because I'm alone
My minds alone because I'm alone
My minds alone because I'm alone
My minds alone because I'm alone
[Chorus]
It wasn't meant to be
I know that I'm nothing to you
My friend live next to me
Now she won't want to see me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen
@malachi7177
[Verse 1]
Some days when I'm down, just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore, I
Only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And when I realized everyone's gone, but I still feel the same, I
[Chorus]
Wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't want to see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen
[Verse 2]
And I wish that I could tell all my ex-jobs in retail
That I should've stayed at work, 'cause of the A-Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down
And the other one just told me that I've always got a frown
[Bridge]
My, my mind's alone because I'm alone
My mind's alone because I'm alone
My mind's alone because I'm alone
My mind's alone because I'm alone
[Chorus]
Wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't want to see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen
@LLusion
my fav off the album
@_mossy_8520
🤝
@laurencebreen6558
Same it’s on another level
@brodyno
Make a remix plzzz, i beg uuuu
@Bear-nr9jo
No way your here mate 😂 Nice one
@usernatallie
It’s not an album lol
@akr5254
she hasnt got a single bad song on this album omg literally every one is a banger
@d-0_0-b
literally
@RicoTalerico
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@d-0_0-b
@@RicoTalerico please stop