Drawing from various influences, such as pop-punk, K-pop, and UK dance music, her music blends elements of disco, garage, house, lo-fi, neo-soul, pop, and R&B. Her lyrical inspiration is Lily Allen.
In January 2021, her single "Pain" gained attention on TikTok and peaked at number 35 on the UK Singles Chart. Her breakout single "Break It Off" also went viral on TikTok, and she was subsequently signed to Parlophone Records and Elektra Records. She released her song "Passion" in February 2021. After a snippet of her song "Just for Me" went viral, she released it in August 2021. It peaked at number 27 on the UK Singles Chart, making it her second top-40 and her highest entry on the chart. A music video for the song was released in September 2021 and co-directed by PinkPantheress. In early October 2021, she announced the release date and title of her debut mixtape, To Hell with It. Her song "I Must Apologise" was also released in October 2021. To Hell with It was released on October 15, 2021 through Parlophone and Elektra Records.
In December 2022, PinkPantheress dropped her extended play "Take Me Home". It featured the singles "Boy's A Liar" and "Do You Miss Me?", which both released a month prior. In February 2023, she released a remix to "Boy's A Liar Pt. 2" with American rapper Ice Spice.
Reason
pinkpantheress Lyrics
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To remind myself the reasons I'm alive
I got to reason number five
With my pen, I wrote on and I tried
To find words that described all the times
I caught myself and realized
There are good things just ahead of me
But right now it gets hard to believe
When you can't speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
You think can set me free
I know it's broken
But a little part of me thinks that I'm glad
I can go through things that make me sad
It's the only time off that I've had
Any more then I'd start to go mad
Reason that I had at number one
(Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved
(Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb
(I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't
Speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
You think can set me free
It's better you leave me be
Reason that I had at number one
(Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved
(Then number two) (yeah)
I like the feeling of becoming numb
(I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't (can't)
The reason that I had at number one
(Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved
(Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb
(I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't
The song "Reason" by pinkpantheress is a heart-wrenching ballad about the struggle to find meaning in life and the complicated nature of human relationships. The singer addresses herself in the song, writing a letter to remind herself of the reasons why she's alive. She reaches reason number five, and with her pen, she continues to write, trying to capture all the times she caught herself and realized that there are good things just ahead of her. This sentiment is further highlighted when the singer acknowledges that "right now it gets hard to believe," but she knows that she's safe when she moves on.
In the second verse, the singer acknowledges the brokenness within herself, but she finds solace in it. She acknowledges that going through things that make her sad gives her the time off that she needs, preventing her from falling into madness. The chorus emphasizes the difficulty of communication between people, especially when they can't find the right words to express themselves. The singer acknowledges that sometimes it's better to be left alone, as it's impossible to know which feeling she prefers between being loved or becoming numb.
Overall, the song is a poignant and introspective take on the struggles of life, the importance of self-reflection, and the complexities of human relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
I wrote this letter
The artist wrote a letter to remind herself of the reasons she's alive.
To remind myself the reasons I'm alive
The artist wants to remind herself of what keeps her going and what makes life worth living.
I got to reason number five
The artist has identified five reasons for living, which are important to her.
With my pen, I wrote on and I tried
The artist used writing as a way to express herself and come up with reasons why she's alive.
To find words that described all the times
The artist is trying to find the right words to describe all the moments in her life that have kept her going.
I caught myself and realized
The artist had a moment of realization where she became aware of some important things.
There are good things just ahead of me
The artist knows that there are good things in store for her in the future.
But right now it gets hard to believe
Despite her knowledge of the good things to come, the artist finds it difficult to believe in them in the present moment.
But I know that I'm safe when I leave
The artist feels safe and protected when she is away from difficult situations.
When you can't speak to me
The artist is referring to someone who is unable to communicate with her.
And when I can't receive
The artist is having difficulty receiving the message that the other person is trying to communicate.
The words I know you mean
The artist understands the intended message, but for some reason is unable to receive it.
You think can set me free
The other person believes that their message will help the artist to feel free and unburdened.
I know it's broken
The artist is aware that something is not working or is not healthy.
But a little part of me thinks that I'm glad
Despite the situation being broken or difficult, the artist is able to find some positivity or silver lining in it.
I can go through things that make me sad
The artist is strong and capable of going through difficult emotions and experiences.
It's the only time off that I've had
Perhaps paradoxically, the artist finds relief or rest in going through difficult times.
Any more then I'd start to go mad
Despite the artist's ability to handle difficult times, she recognizes that too much could be harmful to her.
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
The first reason that the artist identified for living is that she likes to experience a certain feeling.
Know the feeling well of being loved
The feeling that the artist likes to experience is that of being loved.
(Then number two)
The artist has a second reason for living, as well.
I like the feeling of becoming numb
The artist enjoys the sensation of becoming emotionally numb or detached.
(I can't choose)
The artist cannot choose between these two feelings that she enjoys, as they are both important to her.
Which one I prefer because you can't
It's impossible for the artist to choose one feeling over the other, because they are both important to her.
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Victoria Walker, Zach Nahome
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@malachi7177
[Verse 1]
I wrote this letter to remind myself the reasons I'm alive
I got to reason number five
With my pen, I wrote on and I tried
To find words that describe all the times
I caught myself and realised, there are good things just ahead of me
But right now, it gets hard to believe
That I know that I'm safe when I leave
[Chorus]
And you can't speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
Nothing can sеt me free
[Verse 2]
And I was broken but a little part of mе thinks that I'm glad
I can go through things that make me sad
It's the only time off that I've had
Any more then I start to go mad
[Refrain]
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved (Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb (I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't
[Chorus]
Speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
Nothing can set me free (It's better you leave me be)
[Refrain]
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved (Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb (I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't (Can't)
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved (Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb (I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't
@peppa2089
GIRL OMG I JUST KNOW YOUR 20MNS CONCERT WILL BE A BOP
@mudkip1390
STOOPPPP💀
@angelstarfire
Not 20 mins oml 😭😭
@BrunoHenrique-wz9tr
slowed version : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHvPwSXxkyQ
@yomama7740
NO.
@itsnicksauce
She gon be speaking for the rest of those 40 mins though 👀😂
@DAngeloWallace
this song IS my reason number 5 LMAO the vibes are immaculate
@mariama1735
hi
@mariama1735
nice to see you listen to pinkpantheress too
@vintagetears2416
We all can agree to that.