Forgive
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It's a miracle what you put me through
You tested the limits of my endurance and patience in our relationship

Said you wanna make love but I won't do
You wanted physical intimacy, but I wasn't ready for it

You never reached out once when we lost the war
You never contacted me after our relationship ended badly

I'll be honest I've never seen that before
I've never experienced someone who didn't try to reconcile after a break-up

But I'll forgive the past
I choose to let go of the past and move on

I'll forgive lost time
I accept that time lost cannot be regained and let go of the regret

And I've finally stopped asking how to make you mine
I no longer want to make you mine and accept that it's not possible

But it's not enough
Forgiving you is not the only thing I need to do

Cuz I can't give up
I can't quit on myself even if the process is tough

Til I forgive myself for loving you, ooh-ooh
I need to accept that loving you was a mistake and forgive myself for it

Now the room creaks like there's someone here
The creaking sound in the room reminds me of your presence

and I can't make that sound disappear
The sound is stuck in my head and I can't stop thinking about it

I stay up thinking all night long
I spend my nights thinking about our relationship

But it's better than sleeping with the lights on
My thoughts of you are better than being alone in the dark

Well I forgive your love
I choose to forgive the love you gave me

and I forgive your heart
I choose to forgive your intentions and motives

and I realize it wasn't everything I thought
I now understand that what I wanted from our relationship was not what it truly was

Take it out
I want to remove the pain and hurt from our relationship

of my skin
I want to fully heal from the emotional wounds you caused me

Like a splinter
The pain is sharp and intense, like a splinter in my skin

This love This stuff
My feelings of love and attachment to you

Keeps saying
I can't shake off these feelings

My heaaaaa-heaaaaarrrrt
It's coming from my heart, and it hurts

And now I wonder do you think of me
Do you still remember me and think about our past relationship?

Or did you already find the girl you need
Have you moved on and found someone else to love?

Did you hear I moved out to the stars
I'm doing everything I can to move on and start anew

Cuz I don't even know where you are
I no longer have any idea where you are or what you're doing

Oh I know you're gone
You're definitely not in my life anymore

And I've been so strong
I've been trying to move on and be strong

I've been walking, talking, crawling like the feelings done
I've been trying all possible ways, even small steps, to get rid of these feelings

Til I forgive myself for loving you, ooh-ooh
I need to accept that loving you was a mistake and forgive myself for it