homesickness
punchnello Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
안 좋은 생각이 들게 하지
어렴풋하게 느껴지는 향기 같아
날 계속 긁어대 남은 게
없는 내 하루는 대체 누굴 위해 가
내가 어려 그래
어렵게 느끼는 것도 당연해 매일 그랬으니까
You don't care about how I feel
그때 우리의 잔재 속을 헤엄쳐
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때 날 그리는지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때 날 그리는지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때가 그리운지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때가 그리운지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때가 그리운지
I don't know, I don't know
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때가 그리운지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때가 그리운지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때가 그리운지
I don't know
I don't know
Look 요즘에 난 그래
시간을 잡기엔
너무 멀리 가버렸어 넌
내 기억의 반대야
내 세상은 항상 밝지
눈을 뜨지 않는 게 익숙해 이젠
모르겠지만 넌 난 묶여있지
말을 걸어봐도 대답이 없는 너의 허울
잡혀버렸어 내 기억은 여기 우리 잔흔
우리가 온전히 우리였던 때를 기억해
아무것도 없었지만 그거 하나로 버텼던 날 기억해
미안 그냥 그리워서
그때 처음 느꼈던 것들
그때 처음 들어봤고
그때 처음 맡았던 냄새
그때 처음 먹어본 음식
그때 처음 가봤던 거리
그때 처음 반겨준 모든 것들이
내 안엔 여전해 이젠
시간이 된 거 같은데 아냐
어쩌면 평생 이럴지도
시간이 된 거 같은데 아냐
이렇게 평생 나를 묶은채로
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때 날 그리는지
왜 계속 널 그리는지
왜 그때 날 그리는지
너의 마음과 나의 사랑이 가까워지도록
너의 몸과 맘과 사랑이 날 가져가도록
바닥 치는 바닷물이
다시 차오르도록 기도해, 기도해
언젠가 오늘이 그리울 거라고
나의 마음속에 오늘이 가득 차도록
기도해 기도해 yeah
In "Homesickness," PunchNello captures a profound sense of nostalgia and longing that resonates throughout the lyrics. The opening lines depict a struggle with intrusive thoughts, where the singer feels overwhelmed and consumed by memories that take on a sensory quality, like a lingering fragrance. This sense of being haunted by the past anchors the narrative; the singer is left questioning the purpose of their existence amid the emotional turmoil. The juxtaposition of these vivid memories and current feelings of emptiness creates a deep sense of isolation, as the singer grapples with the idea of who they are living for, suggesting a search for meaning in their daily struggles.
Throughout the song, the repetition of questioning why the singer continues to draw from these memories reinforces the theme of homesickness. It reveals an emotional conflict between the past and the present, as they try to navigate their feelings while grappling with a painful disconnect from their former self. The phrase "You don't care about how I feel" underscores a sense of abandonment, further intensifying the feelings of longing. The recurring inquiry reveals an internal debate, highlighting a struggle to understand the significance of these nostalgic moments and their lasting impact on the singer's psyche. The cyclical pattern of questioning amplifies the sense of being trapped in a loop of remembrance and desire to reconnect with something lost.
The lyrics take a turn as the singer reflects on the distance in their relationship with their memories and the person they are longing for. The passage mentions that "my world is not always bright," hinting at a dark cloud of melancholy that hangs over them as they come to terms with their feelings. The acknowledgment of being "bound" to these memories expresses a sense of helplessness, as if the past has shackled the singer to a place they can’t escape. This conflict is accentuated by the idea that talking about their feelings yields no response, symbolizing the futility of reaching out to something that feels so far removed. This creates a poignant contrast between the intensifying nostalgia and the stark reality of a void where once there was connection.
As the song progresses, an element of prayer or hope emerges, reflecting a yearning for reconnection and healing. The singer expresses a desire for their feelings and memories to harmonize, invoking a metaphor of rising tides that speaks to the cyclical nature of emotions and life. There’s a hint of acceptance—realizing the inevitability of those memories and the experiences tied to them while simultaneously recognizing that they are foundational to the singer’s current self. This prayer for the future to someday appreciate these moments adds a layer of complexity, suggesting a journey toward acceptance and the bittersweet nature of memory, hinting that perhaps in the fullness of time, the pain of homesickness may transform into a cherished reflection of who they have been and who they are becoming.
Line by Line Meaning
넌 계속 피어나
You keep blooming, representing the ongoing emergence of feelings or memories that refuse to fade.
안 좋은 생각이 들게 하지
You don't allow me to dwell on negative thoughts, highlighting your influence on my mindset.
어렴풋하게 느껴지는 향기 같아
It's like a faint scent that lingers, symbolizing nostalgia that is subtle yet impactful.
날 계속 긁어대 남은 게
You keep scratching at my wounds, revealing the pain and unresolved emotions that persist within me.
없는 내 하루는 대체 누굴 위해 가
My empty days serve no purpose; I question who they are meant for and whether they hold any meaning.
내가 어려 그래
I admit that I find things difficult, recognizing the weight of my struggles.
어렵게 느끼는 것도 당연해 매일 그랬으니까
Feeling that life is hard is natural since I’ve experienced it daily.
You don't care about how I feel
It’s clear that your indifference to my emotions adds to my sense of isolation.
요즘 난 피해 다니기 바빠
Lately, I've been busy avoiding confrontation, lost in my own turmoil.
그때 우리의 잔재 속을 헤엄쳐
I swim through the remnants of our past, reflecting on what we've lost.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
I wonder why I keep drawing you back into my mind.
왜 그때 날 그리는지
I question why you continue to evoke those moments between us.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
The inquiry resurfaces: why do you linger so strongly in my thoughts?
왜 그때 날 그리는지
Again, I ask why you maintain this pull on my memories and emotions.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
The cycle of longing persists; why do I continuously feel drawn to you?
왜 그때가 그리운지
It perplexes me why I long for those moments we shared.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
The question echoes: why do you remain an enduring presence in my mind?
왜 그때가 그리운지
I find myself yearning for the time we once had together.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
This relentless cycle of preoccupation continues to puzzle me.
왜 그때가 그리운지
My heart aches for the memories of our past, unable to let go.
I don't know, I don't know
I feel lost and uncertain, grappling with these feelings of longing.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
I cannot articulate why you persistently occupy my thoughts.
왜 그때가 그리운지
The nostalgia for our shared moments continues to haunt me.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
The question remains unresolved: why am I so tied to your memory?
왜 그때가 그리운지
I continue to reflect on why those moments feel so precious to me.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
This ongoing obsession perplexes me as I keep asking.
왜 그때가 그리운지
I cannot escape the flutter of memories that bring me back to those days.
Look 요즘에 난 그래
These days, I'm just in this place of contemplation and confusion.
시간을 잡기엔
It's challenging to hold onto time, to capture moments that have slipped away.
너무 멀리 가버렸어 넌
You've gone too far away, illustrating the distance that has grown between us.
내 기억의 반대야
You stand in stark contrast to my memories, representing all that has changed.
내 세상은 항상 밝지
My world isn’t always bright; I grapple with shadows that obscure my joy.
눈을 뜨지 않는 게 익숙해 이젠
I’ve grown accustomed to not seeing clearly, perhaps hinting at a numbness to reality.
모르겠지만 넌 난 묶여있지
Even if I don't fully understand, I feel tethered to you in a bind I can't break.
말을 걸어봐도 대답이 없는 너의 허울
Your silence feels like a façade; I talk to you but receive nothing in return.
잡혀버렸어 내 기억은 여기 우리 잔흔
My memories are ensnared here, caught in the traces of what we once were.
우리가 온전히 우리였던 때를 기억해
I remember the time when we were completely ourselves, untainted by outside influences.
아무것도 없었지만 그거 하나로 버텼던 날 기억해
Even when we had nothing, we endured through our connection and shared experiences.
미안 그냥 그리워서
I apologize; it’s simply because I miss those days and the feelings they brought.
그때 처음 느꼈던 것들
I reminisce about the feelings I experienced for the first time then, filled with innocence.
그때 처음 들어봤고
I remember the sounds I first heard, different and enchanting, marking a chapter of my life.
그때 처음 맡았던 냄새
The scents from that time linger still, evoking vivid memories of those moments.
그때 처음 먹어본 음식
The tastes I tried for the first time then remain unforgettable, tied to our shared experiences.
그때 처음 가봤던 거리
The streets we walked for the first time are etched in my mind, forever linked to our moments.
그때 처음 반겨준 모든 것들이
Everything that welcomed me then continues to reside within me, a nostalgia that refuses to fade.
내 안엔 여전해 이젠
All of it still lives within me; these memories have formed a part of my identity.
시간이 된 거 같은데 아냐
It feels like it might be time for healing, yet I still grapple with the weight of nostalgia.
어쩌면 평생 이럴지도
Perhaps I will feel this way for a lifetime, caught in the past.
시간이 된 거 같은데 아냐
Once again, I feel it might be time to move forward, but the past holds me back.
이렇게 평생 나를 묶은채로
And thus I remain bound, potentially for life, to these memories and emotions.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
In a cycle of yearning, I still ponder why you remain a central figure in my thoughts.
왜 그때 날 그리는지
Once again, I question why you evoke those bygone moments of our connection.
왜 계속 널 그리는지
This relentless feeling persists, compelling me to delve into my memories of you.
왜 그때 날 그리는지
I can’t help but inquire: why do those precious moments keep drawing my attention?
너의 마음과 나의 사랑이 가까워지도록
I hope for our hearts and love to draw nearer, breaking the distance between us.
너의 몸과 맘과 사랑이 날 가져가도록
I wish for your body, mind, and love to envelop me, merging our essences once more.
바닥 치는 바닷물이
Like the ebbing tide hitting the shore, I yearn for a return to what we once had.
다시 차오르도록 기도해, 기도해
I pray and plead for those feelings to resurface, hoping for a renewal of our connection.
언젠가 오늘이 그리울 거라고
I realize that one day I will miss today, looking back on this very moment with nostalgia.
나의 마음속에 오늘이 가득 차도록
I yearn for today to fill my heart, making this moment a lasting memory.
기도해 기도해 yeah
With fervor, I pray for these desires to manifest and for our love to flourish.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: 0channel, So Hee Kwon, Young Sin Lee
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind