Castles
punctual Lyrics

I wanna walk my way to nowhere
I desire to embark on a journey without a defined destination, seeking freedom in the path itself rather than a specific goal.

I wanna fall before I die
I wish to experience life's challenges and failures before my time comes, embracing vulnerability as part of existence.

I spit red blood on the broken pavements
I am showing the physical and emotional pain I've endured, marking the struggles I've faced on the rough paths of life.

But I know I'll be alright
Despite the hardships, I hold an unwavering belief that I will overcome and find stability in the end.

I wanna build myself a castle
I aspire to create a strong foundation for my life, symbolizing security and a sense of pride.

I wanna make my father proud
I wish to achieve success and fulfillment in ways that will bring joy and satisfaction to my father's heart.

I've been knocked out, bruised and broken down
I have faced numerous defeats and challenges that have left me physically and emotionally wounded.

But I know I'll be alright
Even after these experiences, I maintain hope and confidence in my ability to recover and thrive.

But if you look close
If you take a moment to observe deeply, you may discover the hidden struggles beneath my surface.

You'll see me crying out
You will notice my silent pleas for help and understanding as I navigate my inner turmoil.

I've got this feeling
I possess an intuition or deep sense of awareness about something significant in my emotional experience.

When the blood has dried
After the immediate pain and turmoil have settled, signifying a hopeful transition towards healing.

And the youth wears off
As I age and the vibrant energy of youth diminishes, I face the realities of life more soberly.

Everything will be alright
Ultimately, I hold a belief that with time, all challenges will resolve and a sense of peace will emerge.

But if you look close
Reiterating the need for deeper observation to understand the intricate layers of my experience.

You'll see me crying out
A further reminder that beneath the surface lies my desperate yearning for support and recognition.

I've got this feeling
Emphasizing my strong emotional awareness, which shapes my understanding of life.

When the blood has dried
After the pain subsides, highlighting the journey from suffering to healing.

And the youth wears off
Acknowledging the inevitable passage of time and its influence on my state of being.

Everything will be alright
Regardless of the circumstances, I maintain faith in a positive resolution ahead.

I wanna fly too close to fire
I am drawn to risky pursuits and experiences, even if they may lead to harm.

I wanna start, then lose a fight
I seek to engage in battles or challenges, even if it means ultimately failing.

I'm gonna drink too much, then sober up
I plan to indulge in excess and follow it with a return to clarity, suggesting a cycle of escapism and reality.

Because I know I'll be alright
No matter the ups and downs, I trust in my resilience and ability to recover from my choices.

I wanna lose myself in someone
I desire to immerse myself in another person, seeking connection and comfort through emotional fusion.

I wanna hold somebody tight
I long for physical and emotional closeness with someone, craving the warmth of intimacy.

I found faith, then lost it all in one day
I experienced a moment of belief or hope, only to have it shattered almost instantaneously.

But I know I'll be alright
Despite the loss and turmoil, I reassure myself of my eventual wellbeing.

But if you look close
Inviting others to see beyond the façade and witness the deeper layers of my emotional struggle.

You'll see me crying out
A strong call to recognize my internal battles and the need for empathy.

I've got this feeling
Maintaining awareness of my complex emotions adds flavor to my perspective of life.

When the blood has dried
After the intense emotions have calmed, suggesting a transition towards healing.

And the youth wears off
Embracing the realities of growing older while reflecting on past experiences.

Everything will be alright
Reinforcing hope that peace and resolution will come, regardless of current challenges.

Oh, how we hold onto ghosts
We cling to memories and past experiences that continue to affect us despite their absence.

From the road
The path of life we have traveled, filled with encounters that shaped who we are.

We could've walked, but never dared to dream
We have opportunities that we often don't pursue due to fear or doubt in our aspirations.

So feet
Referring to my own agency and movement in life.

Carry me
I ask for the strength to move forward with purpose and determination.

Carry hands to the well
Guide me toward a source of nourishment and healing, emphasizing the need for revitalization.

Where I can drink, drink until I'm free
To find solace and liberation in this place, indicating a desire for emotional relief and clarity.

Everything will be alright
A persistent affirmation of hope that eventually, circumstances will align for the better.

Everything will be alright
Reiterating the central message of resilience and optimism amidst life's trials.