Enemy
s0cliché Lyrics

I fuck things up for no reason
I often mess up things without any purpose or rational explanation.

Change life up each change of the seasons
I keep changing my life as seasons change without any solid plan or goal.

And I'll find love
I may eventually find love despite not actively looking for it.

Though I don't need it
However, I don't necessarily require love to be happy or fulfilled in life.

Follow my gut because all my heart was never enough
I trust my instincts more than my emotions since they have let me down in the past.

I don't wanna give up
I don't intend to surrender or quit even in difficult situations.

But I don't wanna go on this way
However, I am aware that my current situation is not sustainable and needs to change.

I don't wanna break hearts or shame
I wish not to cause pain or embarrassment to anyone.

I'll take blame for not playing those games
I acknowledge my responsibility for not conforming to the social norms or expectations.

Hit me when I come up
Challenge me when I succeed and become better.

Cause I'll talk when life is made
Because I will speak out and share my insights when I reach my goals.

I need meaning, show me worth
I crave a sense of purpose or value in my life.

Give me purpose here on earth
Provide me with a meaningful life goal that makes me feel valuable and impactful.

And life isn't so scary
And I acknowledge that life is not as frightening as it seems.

Grind till I get buried
I will work hard and persevere until I die.

I'll change up just to change up
I will change things for the sake of change.

Good change, bad change
Sometimes a change may be beneficial while other times it may not be.

Life gotta vary
Life has to incorporate diverse experiences and challenges.

I don't care where I go
I am not fixated on specific life path or destination.

I care where I call home
Nevertheless, I do care where I belong or feel accepted.

But this page I can't stop staring
However, I am currently fixated on something and cannot stop thinking about it.

What words, what notes might carry
Wondering what message or impact certain words or music can convey.

Cause I fall from grace, I'm my own worst enemy
I sometimes ruin my own chances of success and prosperity by making poor decisions and actions.

Cause I fall from grace
This downfall results from my own choices.

It's a choice
I am the one with the power to choose my fate.

It's only me, only me, only me
Ultimately, the only person responsible for my life and choices is myself.