Talking to my self
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What do you mean I'm not suppose to go brazy
I'm 2 greedy I snatch all of the takings
And blew the bag it was Jeremy Lin savings
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
Shiit they was shleep I had to grind by myself
I Stole first place you see my trophy's on the shelf
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn selfI'm 2Greedy baby it's some shit I just can't help
Risk my life for this bag and Imma spend it by my self
You wanna impress me my baby shiid start below my belt
Switched no sides stayed ten toes down by my self
And of course they gone envy me I did it with no help
All this water in my mouth I'm the hood michael felts
And Of course they trynna blitz me but this chacha gon help
I was unaware of all the audibles that was going on
These nigga switch up and left me alone
On my baby I showed love to them clucks I'm the blame
That just fuel my hustle and I bust down my pinky ring
Now where this envy coming from it's raining everywhere
I can't go out and enjoy my life I get awkward stares
I brought chacha and shawn kemp so the situations fair
Handicap matchers never learn I keep it everywhere
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I'm 2Greedy baby it's some shit I just can't help
Risk my life for this bag and Imma spend it by my self
You wanna impress me my baby shiid start below my belt
Switched no sides stayed ten toes down by my self
And of course they gone envy me I did it with no help
All this water in my mouth I'm the hood michael felts
And Of course they trynna blitz me but this chacha gon help
Oh course they trynna tap in and see how a nigga doing now
Nice bitch get the fuck out my dm's
When I my pockets was bunny ears wasnt nobody aroundThey turned they back while I drowned
Didn't give a fuck then
So why the fuck would I break bread
Instead watch these vv's take of the show and break dance
I did it iso nigga why you hating on a grown man
Don't he sound like a bitch
Amen
Check the rear view and I for got I almost blind my damn self
Took a look at my watch and I blind my damn self
If you Reach imma teach and my chacha gone help
Instead of haten cluck bitch nigga do it by yo self
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I'm 2Greedy baby it's some shit I just can't help
Risk my life for this bag and Imma spend it by my self
You wanna impress me my baby shiid start below my belt
Switched no sides stayed ten toes down by my self
And of course they gone envy me I did it with no help
All this water in my mouth I'm the hood michael felts
And Of course they trynna blitz me but this chacha gon help
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
Shiit they was shleep I had to grind by myself
I stole first place you see my trophy's on the shelf
Shiiiit bop
The song "Talking to Myself" by Side-B reflects a deeply personal journey of ambition, success, and the struggles that accompany rising to the top. The opening lines indicate an unapologetic attitude towards his ambitions, as he insists on his right to pursue his dreams fiercely ("What do you mean I'm not suppose to go brazy"). The reference to being "2 greedy" emphasizes his relentless desire for success, symbolized through the metaphor of "snatching all of the takings." The mention of "Jeremy Lin savings" evokes the image of a triumphant rise from humble beginnings to notable success, representing both self-sufficiency and the pressure that comes with high stakes.
Moreover, the concept of isolation stands out in the song; the artist feels the weight of his solitary journey, highlighted by the lines "Stole first place, you see my trophies on the shelf" and "I had to grind by myself." These phrases encapsulate the hard work and dedication he put into his craft without relying on others, and the trophies symbolize his achievements. The repeated ideas of swerving and checking the rear view suggest that he is constantly aware of potential threats and envious rivals. This constant vigilance underscores the precariousness of success, revealing how he has to navigate a world filled with envy and competition, often leading him to a place of solitude rather than camaraderie.
Envy emerges as a pervasive theme throughout the lyrics. His acknowledgment that "they gonna envy me" for achieving success without external support paints a picture of a world where his accomplishments breed resentment among peers. This sentiment extends to the struggles he's faced, as he reflects on past friendships and the betrayal he experienced—"they turned their backs while I drowned." This line speaks to the disappointment in those who failed to support him during tough times, further reinforcing his resolve to achieve success independently. The lyric hints at a sense of bitterness, as he grapples with the realities of loyalty and the ephemeral nature of relationships in the face of success.
The imagery of water and the reference to being "the hood Michael Phelps" adds both a touch of humor and depth to the narrative. The use of water symbolizes not only his flow of success but also the depth of his experiences. The recurring notion of risk—"Risk my life for this bag"—illustrates the sacrifices made in pursuit of wealth. In juxtaposing his hustle against the backdrop of envy, isolation, and past betrayals, Side-B ultimately conveys a message of resilience and empowerment. The refrain and closing lines echo a commitment to building his success despite the challenges, asserting that even amidst adversity, he embraces his growth unapologetically while remaining true to himself.
Line by Line Meaning
On my baby
In my earnest dedication.
What do you mean I'm not suppose to go brazy
What do you imply about my wild ambitions?
I'm 2 greedy I snatch all of the takings
I am excessively ambitious and seize every opportunity.
And blew the bag it was Jeremy Lin savings
I recklessly spent my savings, which were significant yet fleeting.
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I accelerate through life, glancing back but losing sight of my own well-being.
Shiit they was shleep I had to grind by myself
While others were indifferent, I had to work hard alone.
I Stole first place you see my trophy's on the shelf
I achieved success and recognition through my own efforts.
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I rush forward in pursuit, but lose focus on what's behind me.
I'm 2Greedy baby it's some shit I just can't help
My insatiable drive is an inherent part of me.
Risk my life for this bag and Imma spend it by my self
I jeopardize everything for financial gain, yet I enjoy it alone.
You wanna impress me my baby shiid start below my belt
If you seek to win my favor, initiate a deeper connection.
Switched no sides stayed ten toes down by my self
I remained steadfast and loyal, never wavering or betraying my principles.
And of course they gone envy me I did it with no help
Naturally, people will resent my success, achieved independently.
All this water in my mouth I'm the hood michael felts
My ability to articulate and express makes me a standout, akin to an Olympic swimmer from the streets.
And Of course they tryna blitz me but this chacha gon help
While others might attempt to undermine me, I have support to counteract that.
I was unaware of all the audibles that was going on
I was oblivious to the changes happening around me.
These nigga switch up and left me alone
People I relied on turned their backs at critical moments.
On my baby I showed love to them clucks I'm the blame
I extended kindness to those who didn't deserve it, and I take responsibility for that.
That just fuel my hustle and I bust down my pinky ring
This experience motivated me to work harder and invest in my achievements.
Now where this envy coming from it's raining everywhere
I notice jealousy emerging from all directions, pervasive in my surroundings.
I can't go out and enjoy my life I get awkward stares
I feel uncomfortable in public settings due to the attention and scrutiny I attract.
I brought chacha and shawn kemp so the situations fair
I ensured I had allies to balance the dynamics of any challenges I face.
Handicap matchers never learn I keep it everywhere
Those who oppose me fail to adapt while I remain prepared and vigilant at all times.
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I push forward and reflect on my past, but it clouds my vision of the present.
I'm 2Greedy baby it's some shit I just can't help
My relentless ambition is an innate characteristic I can't suppress.
Risk my life for this bag and Imma spend it by my self
I jeopardize everything for financial reward, but I savor my victories alone.
You wanna impress me my baby shiid start below my belt
If you aim to allure me, engage in a deeper, more intimate manner.
Switched no sides stayed ten toes down by my self
I remain true to my beliefs and resilient in my path, without swaying.
And of course they gone envy me I did it with no help
It’s expected that my solitary success inspires jealousy in others.
All this water in my mouth I'm the hood michael felts
My expressive nature distinguishes me as a unique talent, similar to an elite swimmer from the community.
And Of course they trynna blitz me but this chacha gon help
While threats loom, I have loyal support that will defend me.
Oh course they trynna tap in and see how a nigga doing now
People are increasingly curious about my current successes and state of being.
Nice bitch get the fuck out my dm's
I dismiss insincere attention from individuals now that I have gained success.
When I my pockets was bunny ears wasnt nobody around
When I had little to nothing, I found myself abandoned by those I thought were friends.
They turned they back while I drowned
In my times of need, those I trusted disappeared, leaving me to struggle alone.
Didn't give a fuck then
They were indifferent to my plight during tough times.
So why the fuck would I break bread
Given their lack of support, I see no reason to share my success with them.
Instead watch these vv's take of the show and break dance
Instead, I will revel in my accomplishments and let my success be the highlight.
I did it iso nigga why you hating on a grown man
I achieved my success independently, so there's no reason for anyone to resent my maturity.
Don't he sound like a bitch
Isn't it pathetic to complain about my success?
Amen
I affirm my beliefs and decisions with conviction.
Check the rear view and I for got I almost blind my damn self
In reflecting on past experiences, I realize I've risked losing sight of my present.
Took a look at my watch and I blind my damn self
Even checking on time reminds me of how neglectful I've been toward my own needs.
If you Reach imma teach and my chacha gone help
If you challenge me, be prepared to learn; I have support behind me.
Instead of haten cluck bitch nigga do it by yo self
Rather than being envious, I encourage you to put in your own effort.
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I accelerate through life, reflecting on past struggles while losing sight of present clarity.
I'm 2Greedy baby it's some shit I just can't help
I have an insatiable thirst for success that feels unavoidable.
Risk my life for this bag and Imma spend it by my self
I put everything on the line for financial gains, yet I prefer to enjoy my rewards alone.
You wanna impress me my baby shiid start below my belt
If you wish to win my affection, a deeper emotional connection is necessary.
Switched no sides stayed ten toes down by my self
I remain committed to my principles and journey without compromise.
And of course they gone envy me I did it with no help
It’s inevitable that people will feel jealousy towards my self-made accomplishments.
All this water in my mouth I'm the hood michael felts
My excellence in expression sets me apart in my environment, akin to a top athlete.
And Of course they trynna blitz me but this chacha gon help
Despite opposition, I'm supported by loyal allies who will have my back.
Hit the gas then I swerves check the rear view and blind my damn self
I push forward full speed, occasionally reflecting on the past while risking clarity in the present.
Shiit they was shleep I had to grind by myself
Others were oblivious; it was essential for me to hustle alone.
I stole first place you see my trophy's on the shelf
I claimed victory and recognition through my own determination.
Shiiiit bop
An expression of satisfaction or celebration.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Tevin Griffin
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