Rebecca also creates and produces music in a duo named prettypathetic.
blood_thinner
sim_bex Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
i’d burn down the walls of this shit town and live in the dirt
roam the hallways i hated, kerosene every turn
visit the homes that i died in, show them i learned
(do you wanna go home)
to be alone and watch the city burn
(do you even have a home)
(do you even have a home)
yeah fuck a family, i’m on my lonely
never had a goddam home to console me
baby on the east side poppin pillies
i’ll fuck up then we’ll go south until no one can say they know me
what they never gave me i’m cursed to forever seek
if blood is thinner than water then what the hell are we
abandoned and broken, vines took the foundation
the rodents moving in will have a better home than i did
(do you wanna go home)
(do you even have a home)
tomorrow i hope i wake up as the last one on earth
i’d burn down the walls of this shit town and live in the dirt
roam the hallways i hated, kerosene every turn
visit the homes that i died-
man i’m way too young to burn bridges, cut ties, feel this goddam tired
man i’m way too done with hurt feelings
oh i sympathize, i just got the stars in my eyes
tomorrow i hope i wake up as the last one on earth
i’d burn down the walls of this shit town and live in the dirt
roam the hallways i hated, kerosene every turn
visit the homes that i died in, show them i learned
(do you wanna go home)
to be alone and watch the city burn
(do you even have a home)
(do you wanna go home)
(do you even have a home)
The lyrics in sim_bex's song "blood_thinner" depict a deep sense of isolation and bitterness towards the past. The opening lines express a desire to be the last person standing on earth, burn down the town, and live in the dirt. The imagery is poignant and shows abandonment of society and hopelessness. The singer is seeking an escape from the reality they are presently living in, one that seems to lack meaning and purpose. The next few lines mourn the loss of the singer's familial bonds and express a desire to be left alone. The lines "never had a goddam home to console me," paints a heartbreakingly bleak picture of a lost childhood and inability to find a sense of belonging.
The hook of the song repeats the phrase "do you even have a home?" The repetition implies a question not only for the listener but the singer themselves. It is unclear if the singer has a physical home or if they are looking for a sense of "home" in an emotional or metaphysical sense. The final verse reiterates the bleakness of the singer's existence and seeks solace in the idea that one day, they will be alone and find peace. Overall, "blood_thinner" is a haunting expression of isolation, abandonment, and hopelessness.
Line by Line Meaning
tomorrow i hope i wake up as the last one on earth
I wish to be the only person left alive and away from society's dissatisfactions.
i’d burn down the walls of this shit town and live in the dirt
I would destroy this disappointing city and take refuge in nature's soil.
roam the hallways i hated, kerosene every turn
I will travel through the corridors that I loathed, dousing them in fuel and lighting them ablaze.
visit the homes that i died in, show them i learned
I will visit the places where I felt defeated, and demonstrate my new-found wisdom.
(do you wanna go home)
Do you want to return to the place where you feel comfortable?
to be alone and watch the city burn
To be by myself and observe as the city succumbs to flames.
(do you even have a home)
Do you possess a place of refuge?
yeah fuck a family, i’m on my lonely
I couldn't care less about companionship. I'm alone.
never had a goddam home to console me
I've never found solace in any given location.
baby on the east side poppin pillies
A child in the eastern community consuming illicit medications.
i’ll fuck up then we’ll go south until no one can say they know me
If I make an error, I'll flee south until I'm entirely unknown.
what they never gave me i’m cursed to forever seek
The things they didn't provide me with will constantly haunt me.
if blood is thinner than water then what the hell are we
If we aren't united by familial bonds, then what are we at all?
abandoned and broken, vines took the foundation
Left behind and shattered, vines are now flourishing where a structure once stood.
the rodents moving in will have a better home than i did
The vermin who now inhabit this site share a more suitable home than I ever had.
man i’m way too young to burn bridges, cut ties, feel this goddam tired
I am too youthful to be completely estranged, emotionally spent, and disconnected from others.
oh i sympathize, i just got the stars in my eyes
My intentions are good, but I am easily seduced by bright aspirations.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: MACKENZIE COOK, REBECCA ESOPENKO
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
brandonray61
Found you from your Feature on Use me/hate me.
Your voice is incredible.
And it made me search for your music.
I think you have some really fuckin amazing things coming for you.
Love every song I've heard so far.
Vocally and lyrically great.
sim_bex
STREAM IT~
http://smarturl.it/blood_thinner
Tarburz
Both of your other songs were in my top 10 on Spotify for 2020. So excited to add another track
sim_bex
wowie bless u ❣️❣️
Tarburz
🖤💚🖤💚
S K E O U X
You have a great voice uwu
MaxVas
This song is really special for me. Used to listen this song when i was depressed and it helped me a lot. And i wanna say thanks to sim_bex for this masterpiece
sim_bex
wow i’m so glad it helped 💚 thank you so much xo
Chaowl
This song is a masterpiece, I have never been in the felt so in sync with any songs before until I found this one. The lyrics hits home…
alexu
She never disappoints
The Antithesis
This song is fucking beautiful, mate