Sam would eventually abandon starry cat, and Julia Brown would be inactive since Sam reformed Teen Suicide again with Torts and J2.
Julia Brown has now been abandoned, it was confirmed in a Instagram post of 2021 by Sam that they would no longer release music under that name.
if you’d still like to support Sam, you can visit his band-camp and purchase or download his albums and singles from his multiple different Aliases in the various links provided below.
https://teensuicide.bandcamp.com/
https://starrycat.bandcamp.com/
https://cool.bandcamp.com/
bye
starry cat Lyrics
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When i stand it hurts too much
No matter what i do you know it′s true
When i dream i dream of you
When i don't have you i′m losing my mind
I wish i was with you all of the time
When i don't have you i'm losing my mind
I wish i was with you all of the time
Why won′t you stay with me
(Why won't you stay with me)no matter what i do you know it′s true
(Why won't you stay with me)when i dream i dream of you
When i don′t have you i'm losing my mind
I wish i was with you all of the time
When i don′t have you i'm losing my mind
I wish i was with you all of the time
The lyrics to Starry Cat's song Bye convey a sense of longing and desperation for someone who has left the singer's life. The opening lines, "Lights are out and my eyes are shut / When I stand it hurts too much," suggest that the singer is struggling with the pain of losing this person, both physically and emotionally. The repetition of the lines "When I don't have you I'm losing my mind / I wish I was with you all of the time" reinforces this idea of the singer feeling incomplete without their loved one.
The chorus, "Why won't you stay with me / No matter what I do you know it's true / When I dream I dream of you," adds to the theme of desperately wanting this person to come back into their life. The use of "you know it's true" highlights how the singer is aware that their efforts may not be enough to bring this person back, but they are still holding onto hope that they can be reunited.
Overall, the lyrics to Bye are a poignant depiction of the pain of losing someone and the yearning to bring them back into one's life.
Line by Line Meaning
Lights are out and my eyes are shut
I am in darkness and unable to see anything
When i stand it hurts too much
Physical pain prevents me from standing up
No matter what i do you know it′s true
My feelings for you are constant and unwavering
When i dream i dream of you
You inhabit my subconscious thoughts and dreams
When i don't have you i′m losing my mind
The absence of you in my life is driving me insane
I wish i was with you all of the time
My greatest desire is to spend every moment with you
Why won′t you stay with me
I am pleading for you to remain by my side
(Why won't you stay with me)no matter what i do you know it′s true
My love for you is unchanging despite my actions
(Why won't you stay with me)when i dream i dream of you
Even in my dreams I am desperate for your presence
When i don′t have you i'm losing my mind
The void created by your absence is driving me to insanity
I wish i was with you all of the time
My ultimate desire is to never be separated from you
When i don′t have you i'm losing my mind
My mental state is compromised without your presence
I wish i was with you all of the time
I want to be with you constantly and without interruption
Writer(s): Sam Ray
Contributed by Dylan D. Suggest a correction in the comments below.