Sam would eventually abandon starry cat, and Julia Brown would be inactive since Sam reformed Teen Suicide again with Torts and J2.
Julia Brown has now been abandoned, it was confirmed in a Instagram post of 2021 by Sam that they would no longer release music under that name.
if you’d still like to support Sam, you can visit his band-camp and purchase or download his albums and singles from his multiple different Aliases in the various links provided below.
https://teensuicide.bandcamp.com/
https://starrycat.bandcamp.com/
https://cool.bandcamp.com/
you're the reason i believe in ghosts
starry cat Lyrics
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I can feel your hands on my chest
And you know that I like you the best
And you're mad at your shadow on the wall
I had a dream where everything changed
Nothing was the same
I woke up feeling new
That at my falling out, I knew that its alright
But it's not the same (oh well)
Everything dies
There's no point in trying
Sooner or later
Love will die
And if it doesn't
I know it will take me itself
I had a dream where everything changed
Nothing was the same
I woke up feeling new
and I meant
That at my falling out, I knew that its alright
But it's not the same (oh well)
The lyrics to Starry Cat's song "You're the Reason I Believe in Ghosts" carry a melancholic and introspective tone, delving into the pain of lost love and the inevitability of death. The opening line of "A week ago a huge crater entered my life" suggests a recent break-up or significant loss that has deeply impacted the singer. They can feel their ex-lover's absence in a physical way with the line "I can feel your hands on my chest." Despite this pain, the singer still holds affection for their ex, acknowledging that "you [they] know that I [they] like you [them] the best." However, it seems that the break-up was not the result of a severe fight or conflict, as the line "you're mad at your shadow on the wall" implies frustration with something insignificant.
The second verse introduces the idea of change and transformation, with the singer saying "I had a dream where everything changed, Nothing was the same, I woke up feeling new." This dream could represent the singer's desire for a fresh start or a metaphorical death and rebirth. The lyrics also suggest that despite the pain of the break-up, the singer has accepted it and understands that "everything dies," including love. The final line of the song, "But it's not the same (oh well)," is a melancholic acceptance of the loss, acknowledging that things will never return to how they were, but they will be okay.
Line by Line Meaning
A week ago a huge crater entered my life
My life experienced a major disruption recently
I can feel your hands on my chest
I feel a strong emotional connection to you
And you know that I like you the best
Out of everyone I know, I prefer your company the most
And you're mad at your shadow on the wall
You're feeling upset and frustrated with something trivial
I had a dream where everything changed
My subconscious mind created a scenario where my life was different
Nothing was the same
The changes in my dream were significant and far-reaching
I woke up feeling new
The dream had a profound impact on me
and I meant
I intended to convey a message
That at my falling out, I knew that its alright
During a recent disagreement or conflict, I felt reassured
But it's not the same (oh well)
However, things have changed and they aren't as good as before
Everything dies
All things eventually come to an end
There's no point in trying
There's no use in putting in effort if it's all for nothing in the end
Sooner or later
Eventually
Love will die
Even love, which seems eternal, can come to an end
And if it doesn't
Although it may be rare, sometimes love does last forever
I know it will take me itself
Even if love lasts forever, one day it will take me away from this life
Contributed by Gavin R. Suggest a correction in the comments below.