2:45 AM
trapboydre10k Lyrics

When I made 4:45 in the morning (45 In the morning)
During the early hours, precisely at 4:45 AM, I felt a sudden realization dawn upon me.

I had the signs you was gone from me then
At that moment, it became clear to me that you were no longer present in my life.

All them people around us was caving me in
The crowd and external influences were suffocating, making me feel overwhelmed and trapped.

You ran off on the boy you had too many friends, yeah
You chose to leave me, perhaps due to the distracting presence of too many acquaintances.

What was I missing I couldn’t understand
I struggled to comprehend what I was failing to notice in our relationship.

What was the message you needed to send
I pondered what message you were trying to communicate about your feelings.

Was it gone cost something I couldn’t spend
Did our relationship require something I lacked the ability or willingness to give?

When I made 4:45 in the morning (5 In the morning)
Again, during the early morning hours, I reflected on the situation at hand.

I had the signs you was gone from me then
Once more, it dawned on me that you were slipping away from our connection.

How I felt when I saw you ain want it to end
I experienced a deep emotional pain when I realized you weren't ready to end our relationship.

All these shadows behind me was taking me in
The darkness of my doubts and unresolved issues was engulfing me.

How you smiled when a nigga was touching your hand
I recall the warmth of your smile as we shared intimate moments, highlighting our bond.

Would you cry if you knew how the story would end
If only you understood the tragic outcome awaiting us, would it evoke tears from you?

I’m too solid to fold I don’t break I don’t bend
I pride myself on my resilience and strength; I will not succumb to pressure or adversity.

Said I’d love you forever and that’s what I meant
I genuinely meant my vow of eternal love; it was not just empty words.

Yuh
An affirmation of my thoughts, acknowledging the gravity of the situation.

We disagreeing
We find ourselves in conflict, struggling to align our perspectives.

We in this talk for like 2 different reasons
Each of us has our own motivations and goals for this conversation.

Said me some things that I couldn’t believe in
You expressed thoughts that seemed incredible or hard for me to accept.

We back at our spot and you heavily breathing
We returned to a familiar place together, but the tension in the air was palpable.

Them visions I got when a nigga was sleeping
I experienced vivid dreams that revealed deeper insights into my feelings.

My eyes wasn’t open but still I could see em
Even with my eyes closed, I perceived the truth in my subconscious.

Your back was towards me and I knew the reason
You were turned away, and I understood your desire for distance.

You only went farther the more I was reaching
As I attempted to connect with you, you drew even further away.

My body was cold cuz I worry too much
I felt an emotional chill, a reflection of my anxiety over our situation.

It was never your fault I don’t know who to trust
I recognize that you are not to blame for our issues, but my trust has eroded.

These hoes did me dirty I couldn’t adjust
Past betrayals from others impacted my ability to adapt in our relationship.

And some of these evils I couldn’t discuss
There are painful experiences I find too difficult to articulate.

But if I had lost you to one of these niggas
If I were to lose you to someone else, it would feel devastating to me.

You don’t know the things I was capable of
You may not realize the lengths I would go to in response to such a loss.

Send him back to the clouds that came from above
I would wish vengeance upon him, undoing his existence as if returning him to nothingness.

Now his body too cold for his family to touch
The consequence of my actions would leave him lifeless, and his loved ones in sorrow.

All them talks that we had they just wasn’t enough
Despite our many conversations, they failed to resolve our brewing tensions.

I be tryna stay focused and get to the green
I strive to concentrate on my goals and pursuits, particularly financial success.

I don’t show no emotion just like a machine
I suppress my feelings, operating like a machine devoid of vulnerability.

I be shooting at niggas to blow off the steam
I release pent-up frustration through metaphorical confrontation or aggression.

I can’t front like I really been able to sleep
I cannot pretend that I have been sleeping well; the turmoil keeps me awake.

This like day number nine I seen you in my dreams
For several days, I have been haunted by dreams of you, unable to escape.

All these demons around me I’m fighting these fiends
I am grappling with my inner struggles and external temptations that torment me.

You don’t know all the pain that it took me to leave
You cannot fathom the emotional toll and suffering I endured to walk away.

At the end of the day could you watch for these snakes
In light of our issues, I urge you to remain vigilant against deceptive individuals.

Cuz these niggas be carrying dangerous venom
Some people around us possess harmful intentions that can cause significant damage.

These hoes for the streets so if wasn’t you
Many women are untrustworthy; if it weren't for you, I would not invest time in any of them.

I ain given my time up to none of these women
I refuse to waste my time on other romantic interests without genuine connection.

I followed the path that I knew that you needed
I tried to align my actions with what I believed would benefit you.

But without my angel I don't feel like I’m winning
In your absence, I struggle to find fulfillment and feel lost without your support.

All these white darts that I pass on the road
As I navigate life, I notice fleeting moments or opportunities that remind me of you.

You don't know how many times that I wished you was in em
Countless times, I have yearned for your presence to share those experiences.

When I made 4:45 in the morning (45 In the morning)
Once more, during those early hours, I reflect on my emotional revelations.

I had the signs you was gone from me then
The clues confirming your departure were apparent to me in that moment.

All them people around us was caving me in
The presence of others only intensified my feelings of claustrophobia and isolation.

You ran off on the boy you had too many friends, yeah
Your choice to abandon me seemed influenced by your vast social circle.

What was I missing I couldn’t understand
I was left in the dark, unable to grasp the underlying issue in our relationship.

What was the message you needed to send
I was confused about what signals you intended to convey to me.

Was it gone cost something I couldn’t spend
Did our love demand a price that I was unable to pay emotionally or practically?

When I made 4:45 in the morning (5 In the morning)
Again, that early hour leads me to profound realizations about our split.

I had the signs you was gone from me then
The indications of your exit were unmistakably present in that moment.

How I felt when I saw you ain want it to end
The pain I experienced upon recognizing you didn't want our relationship to conclude.

All these shadows behind me was taking me in
The weight of past regrets and fears drew me into a darker state of mind.

How you smiled when a nigga was touching your hand
I cherish the memory of your smile during our intimate exchanges.

Would you cry if you knew how the story would end
If you were aware of the inevitable sadness our relationship would lead to, would it bring you to tears?

I’m too solid to fold I don’t break I don’t bend
I remain steadfast in my convictions, refusing to compromise or crumble.

Said I’d love you forever and that’s what I meant
My declaration of undying love was sincere, an authentic commitment.