Heavydirtysoul
twenty one pilots Lyrics

There's an infestation in my mind's imagination
My thoughts are consumed by negative and intrusive ideas that won't go away.

I hope that they choke on smoke 'cause I'm smoking them out the basement
I'm trying to get rid of these harmful thoughts by facing and confronting them head-on.

This is not rap, this is not hip-hop
This song isn't meant to conform to any particular genre, it's about expressing my inner turmoil.

Just another attempt to make the voices stop
The lyrics and melody are a way for me to silence the negative voices in my head.

Rapping to prove nothing, just writing to say something
I'm not trying to prove anything, I'm just trying to get my thoughts and emotions out there.

'Cause I wasn't the only one who wasn't rushing to say nothing
I know that others struggle with similar issues and I want to speak out for them too.

This doesn't mean I lost my dream
My struggles with mental health don't mean I've given up on my goals and aspirations.

It's just right now I got a really crazy mind to clean
I'm focused on healing and getting rid of the negative thoughts and emotions that are clouding my mind.

Nah, I didn't understand a thing you said
I don't relate to the mindless and careless messages that are often promoted in today's society.

If I didn't know better I'd guess you're all already dead
People who blindly follow societal norms and trends are not really living, but merely going through the motions.

Mindless zombies walking around with a limp and a hunch
People who are caught up in societal pressure and trends often lack individuality and confidence in themselves.

Saying stuff like, 'You only live once'
People often use this phrase as an excuse to not think about the future consequences of their actions.

You've got one time to figure it out
We only have one life to make the most of, so it's important to take time to figure out what we really want.

One time to twist, and one time to shout
We need to take risks and make our voices heard in order to truly live life to the fullest.

One time to think and I say we start now
It's time to stop mindlessly going through the motions and start really thinking about what we want and need out of life.

Sing it with me if you know what I'm talking about
If you relate to what I'm saying, join me in making a change and taking control of your life.

Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit
The idea of death motivates me to live my life to the fullest and not waste any more time.

Can you save, can you save my heavy dirty soul?
I'm reaching out for help and support to get rid of the negative thoughts and emotions that have been weighing me down.

For me, for me, uh
This plea for help is personal and I'm asking for support solely for myself.

Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
I recognize the weight and negativity that's been holding me down, and I need help to let it go.