Feel
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Come and hold my hand
I want someone to be here for me as I try to make sense of my purpose in life.

I wanna contact the living
I want to engage with the world around me and connect with people.

Not sure I understand
I am lost and confused about what I need to be doing with my life.

This role I've been given
I feel like I have been given an assigned destiny or task that I am unsure of.

I sit and talk to God
I plead with a higher power for guidance and understanding.

And he just laughs at my plans
I feel like the universe is playing a joke on me and mocking my efforts.

My head speaks a language
The thoughts in my mind are confusing, overwhelming, and difficult to interpret or organize.

I don't understand
I am lost and uncertain about what I need or want in my life.

I just wanna feel
I crave a deep and meaningful experience or connection that brings me to life.

Real love feel the home that I live in
I long to experience genuine love and connection in the place that I call home.

'Cause I got too much life
There is so much energy, passion, and potential within me that I feel is being squandered.

Running through my veins
This energy and vitality is metaphorically flowing through my body, begging to be unleashed.

Going to waste
I feel like I am wasting my time, potential, and life in a meaningless pursuit.

I don't wanna die
I am not necessarily suicidal, but I do not want to live life in a state of emptiness or purposelessness either.

But I ain't keen on living either
I am straddling the line between wanting to live and wanting a reason to live.

Before I fall in love
I want to find meaning and purpose in other areas of my life before attempting to find it in a romantic relationship.

I'm preparing to leave her
I am aware that my pursuit of love and connection may ultimately be futile, and I am emotionally preparing myself for the worst.

Scare myself to death
I am deeply afraid of the emptiness and futility of my current existence and what the future holds.

That's why I keep on running
I am constantly trying to distract myself or avoid confronting my fears and insecurities.

Before I've arrived
Before I have even had the chance to fully experience or engage with my life.

I can see myself coming
I can visualize the ways in which my fears and anxieties will likely manifest in my life.

And I need to feel
The desire for deep and meaningful connection and purpose is slowly consuming me.

Real love and the love ever after
I crave love and connection that is genuine, meaningful, and long-lasting.

I cannot get enough
The desire for this connection only grows as I continue to yearn for it more.

I got too much love
My heart is full of love to give, but I am unsure where to direct it.

There's a hole in my soul
There is a significant emotional and spiritual void within me that I am trying to fill.

You can see it in my face
This emptiness and sadness is palpable to others, visible through my expressions and demeanor.

It's a real big place
This void is significant and impactful, taking up a significant portion of my emotional and mental capacity.