Misery
whxami Lyrics

I could be my worst enemy
I am aware that my actions may not always benefit me, and that is because my mind is my own misery.

My mind is misery
My thoughts tend to consume me so much that I feel like I am drowning in my own despair.

Bitch i been thinking too much
I am overwhelmed by the amount of thoughts that keep running through my head.

Call me but i swear im never free
Even though people may reach out to me, my mind is always occupied with other thoughts and worries, making me feel trapped.

Could hurt the people you love
My negative thoughts and emotions have the potential to affect the people I care about, even if I don't intend to.

Love me but i never show it back
Even though I am loved, I struggle with expressing my feelings and showing affection towards others.

So why the fuck u come around me when u know i act like this
Despite my behavior, people still choose to interact with me, even though they know it can be difficult.

Lately it just seems im always sad
Recently, I have been consistently feeling low and unhappy, with no apparent reason why.

My stomach fuckin up my head they tell me just relax i wish
My anxiety and stress are physically affecting me, and even though people advise me to calm down, it's not that easy.

Hate me hold me to ur expectations
I feel like people have high expectations for me, but at the same time, they may not even like me.

Maybe i could change when i fix all thats just been weighing on me
I am hopeful that if I address my problems and insecurities, I can change my behavior for the better.

Times i think the worst in situations
I tend to have negative thoughts and assumptions, even when things may not be that bad.

But i try to make it work so baby just be patient please
I am trying to improve myself and handle my issues, so I am asking for patience and understanding from those around me.

Fans keep sayin that they glad i made it
Although I have faced struggles, I have achieved success and my fans are happy for me.

Out the depths of my depression and imagination see
Despite battling depression, I have found inspiration and creativity in my imagination, which has led to my success.

If you only knew the things im thinkin
I have many dark and troubling thoughts that I keep to myself.

I dont wana kill myself but times i just cant take it please
Even though I am not suicidal, sometimes it feels like I am at my breaking point and I can't handle it anymore.