Starlight
wstdyth Lyrics

Nothing is staying the same
Change is a constant and everything is in a state of flux

Why do I feel this way
Questioning the origin of their emotions

I just wanna say what I think
Desiring to express themselves freely

But your gonna think i′m insane
Fearful of being judged and misunderstood

You know I've been smoking a lot
Confessing to using substances as a coping mechanism

You know i′m in love with the change
Having an affinity for novelty

You dont ever leave from my mind
Thinking about someone incessantly

Under a spell like a mage
Feeling entranced and hypnotized

Girl you keep me in a lock box
Feeling trapped and controlled by the object of their affection

Always make the time stop
Losing track of time when in the presence of their crush

Wish you needed me but you dont
Longing for reciprocated feelings

Cause your hearts locked
Recognizing that the other person is emotionally unavailable

I guess that im good on my own
Coming to terms with being alone

Cause baby you dont hit my phone
Feeling neglected and ignored

But you know your keeping me up at night
Unable to stop thinking about the person

Need you in my bed and i'll be alright
Believing that intimacy will solve their problems

Fill my lungs making sure I feel alright
Numbing themselves with substances to avoid negative feelings

Want your love since I saw you in the starlight
Being infatuated with someone at first sight

Chasing bands cause I know i'm living right
Pursuing a hedonistic lifestyle to feel fulfilled

And the moonlight seeping in my bedroom
Feeling lonely and isolated

Won't let me forget you
Being unable to move on from the person

Taking drugs making sure I feel alright
Escaping reality through substance abuse

Tell me is the nighttime getting to your head too
Questioning if the other person is also struggling emotionally

I just need a minute 'cause I dont wanna regret you
Taking some time to reflect on their feelings

And your only in my head but i miss you
Thinking about the person constantly

Baby i just wish you
Expressing a desire for something that may not be possible

Knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
Feeling vulnerable and afraid of rejection

Being scared of finding someone this soon
Fearful of jumping into a relationship too quickly