PARADOX
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Itsu karaka omotteta tokidoki kitzuiteta
I've been thinking about it for so long, and sometimes I realize

Hoka no hito wo wakarukototte
I try to understand other people too

Kitto muzukashii ne hontou ni suki na mono
It's definitely difficult to find what I truly love

Te ni ireta no wa itsu?
When will I have it in my hands?

Jibun no erabu yume sae mo tama ni miushinaisou
Even the dreams I choose for myself slip away from time to time

Dareka ni miseru egao mo kimidake ga mitanamidamo
I've only seen my own tears, even though I see other people's smiles

Kitto onaji jibun de
I'm sure I'm still the same person

Itsu warinai sugaodatte kono saki
I wonder how far I can go with this unchanged face

Dore dake kimi wa minukudarou
How much of me do you really see?

Dakishimetai toki ni tsutaeyou toshite mo
Even when I want to tell you as I embrace you

Tsuyogari na kono kimochi ga
These feelings of pretending to be strong

Nakanaka yurusanai
Don't forgive me easily

Lookin' for my place owaranai tabiji no tochuu de
I'm still on an endless journey, looking for my place

Kiete wa mata ukabuyou na itsu mo paradox kakaeteru
But even if I disappear, I still hold onto this paradox

Sagashi tsutzuketa day&night koe ni naranai hodo dun cry
I kept searching day and night, until I couldn't even raise my voice

Dekiru koto nara subete wo futari de kanjitai
If possible, I want to feel everything together with you

Sore demo jibun nari no ayun dekitakatei de
But even so, I have to become the person I want to be

Kotae wo hoshigatteiru sonna paradox kakaeteru
I'm holding onto this paradox, seeking answers

Nagareteku toki no naka dakedo
Time keeps flowing, but

Kawaranai nanika ni muchuu ni nareru shunkan wa
There are moments when I'm obsessed with something that never changes

Itsumo mamottetai taisetsu na mono subete ni
I always want to protect everything important to me

Jyunjyo wa tsukerarenakute
But reality is hard to face

Ushinai takunai kara yume ni naku aijanai
I don't want to lose anything, so I won't cry

Kitto soredake wa futari no shinjitsu
I'm sure that's our truth

Ashita wo egakeru koto kinou ni yori soukoto
I want to create tomorrow even better than yesterday

Kyou no kabekoerutame ni dochiramokakasenai
I can't hide anything from myself today, no matter what

Lookin' for my place yuku saki mo wakaranai michi wo
I still don't know where the path I'm on leads

Erabihajimeta kokoro ni wa itsumo paradox kakaeteru
But in the heart that started to make choices, I always hold onto this paradox

Henka wo konomu day&night dakedo tomerarenai cry
Even though I accept change day and night, I can't stop crying

Me ni mienai kattou mo
Even battles that are invisible to the eye

Kimi dake wa mitomete soredemo yowai tokoro misetakunai kimochi wa
The feeling that I don't want to show you my weaknesses, even though only you accept me

Itsumo tonari awase no you sonna paradox kitzuite
I realize this paradox that's always next to me, fitting like a jigsaw puzzle

Dakishimetai toki ni tsutaeyou toshite mo
Even when I want to tell you as I embrace you

Tsuyogari na kono kimochi ga
These feelings of pretending to be strong

Nakanaka yurusanai
Don't forgive me easily

Lookin' for my place owaranai tabiji no tochuu de
I'm still on an endless journey, looking for my place

Kiete wa mata ukabuyou na itsu mo paradox kakaeteru
But even if I disappear, I still hold onto this paradox

Sagashi tsutzuketa day&night koe ni naranai hodo dun cry
I kept searching day and night, until I couldn't even raise my voice

Dekiru koto nara subete wo futari de kanjitai
If possible, I want to feel everything together with you

Sore demo jibun nari no ayun dekitakatei de
But even so, I have to become the person I want to be

Kotae wo hoshigatteiru sonna paradox kakaeteru
I'm holding onto this paradox, seeking answers