INSOMNIA
xenobiotic Lyrics


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This deafening silence is ringing in my ears

Help me, the ache proceeds through
My conscious as I pick up the pieces
Screaming out in dire need to make sense of it all
Where are you? Where have you been?
My hands are shaking and a taste so foul all over my tongue
The sound of baleful whispers echo in the back of my head

Crawling from the floor, I can hear behind the door
My sense of self erasing

Far from here I can barely see the sky
I'm falling through as I start retracing steps
Through places that we've never been
In search of unwritten pages ripped from living memory

Inside my mind struggles to escape this chasm filled with
Pain Preconceived notions merge to create visions of disdain

My conscious is drifting
I feel a void that peels back conniptions
Eroding through fragments past and present
I feel split in two
So dulcet the whisper as it emerges to reanimate
Fictitious imaginary portraits of things that cannot be
How lonely the wind blows, as we fall hand in hand

Help me, the ache proceeds through
My conscious as I pick up the pieces
Screaming out in dire need to make sense of it all
Where are you? Where have you been?
My hands are shaking and a taste so foul all over my tongue
The sound of baleful whispers echo in the back of my head

(Nestled away, my sanity is clinging to life)
(Nestled away, my sanity is clinging to life)

Am I the one to blame?

My mind is broken
My heart in chains
My heart is broken
Am I the one to blame?

My mind is broken




My heart in chains
Am I the one to blame?

Overall Meaning

The song "Insomnia" by Xenobiotic deals with the theme of extreme emotional pain and confusion that is causing the singer to suffer from insomnia. The first verse describes an overwhelming feeling of silence that is filling the air, and it is causing the singer great distress. They are trying to make sense of the situation but are struggling to do so. The second half of the verse describes the singer's struggle with a foul taste in their mouth while they hear disturbing whispers in their head. These sensory experiences depict the singer's difficulty in navigating their current reality.


In the second verse, the singer seems to be losing touch with reality. They describe crawling on the floor and hearing things that are not really there. The singer speaks of retracing steps they've never taken before, as if their mind is playing tricks on them. The final verses reveal that the singer is succumbing to a mental breakdown. They question whether they are to blame for their current state of mind, as their thoughts and emotions are in disarray. The lyrics express how overwhelming emotional pain can be and the subsequent struggle to hold onto one's sanity.


Line by Line Meaning

This deafening silence is ringing in my ears
The absence of sound is overwhelming and impossible to ignore.


Help me, the ache proceeds through
I'm in pain and I need assistance.


My conscious as I pick up the pieces
I'm trying to piece together my thoughts and feelings.


Screaming out in dire need to make sense of it all
I feel desperate and helpless to understand what's happening.


Where are you? Where have you been?
I'm searching for someone who can help me make sense of things.


My hands are shaking and a taste so foul all over my tongue
My body is reacting to the stress and fear, with a bitter taste in my mouth.


The sound of baleful whispers echo in the back of my head
Negative thoughts and emotions are crowding my mind and causing me distress.


Crawling from the floor, I can hear behind the door
I'm struggling to stand up and a sense of danger is looming nearby.


My sense of self erasing
I'm losing my identity and sense of self.


Far from here I can barely see the sky
I feel lost and disoriented, with a limited view of the world.


I'm falling through as I start retracing steps
I'm trying to remember what led me here and how to get out.


Through places that we've never been
I'm exploring unfamiliar territory.


In search of unwritten pages ripped from living memory
I'm trying to uncover forgotten truths about myself and my past.


Inside my mind struggles to escape this chasm filled with
My thoughts are trapped in a deep and dark hole.


Pain Preconceived notions merge to create visions of disdain
My negative beliefs and past experiences are influencing my perspective.


My conscious is drifting
I feel disconnected from reality.


I feel a void that peels back conniptions
I'm experiencing a deep emotional emptiness that is overwhelming me.


Eroding through fragments past and present
My memories and experiences are breaking down.


I feel split in two
I'm torn between conflicting thoughts and emotions.


So dulcet the whisper as it emerges to reanimate
A calm voice is soothing me and helping me feel alive again.


Fictitious imaginary portraits of things that cannot be
I'm imagining things that are not real.


How lonely the wind blows, as we fall hand in hand
I feel isolated and unconnected to others, even as I try to reach out to someone.


(Nestled away, my sanity is clinging to life)
I'm struggling to hold on to my mental health.


Am I the one to blame?
I feel responsible for my current situation.


My mind is broken
My thoughts and emotions are shattered.


My heart in chains
I feel trapped and unable to escape my emotions.




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