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xxxtentacion Lyrics

The pain in my heart just won't end
He is experiencing deep emotional pain and it doesn't seem to be going away.

The words that I find just don't seem to compare
He is having a hard time expressing his feelings and finding the right words to convey his emotions.

Awaiting my death in the end
He is facing thoughts of mortality.

Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
He feels isolated and is dealing with his struggles alone.

So nobody wants death
No one truly desires to die.

'Cause nobody wants life to end
Everyone wants to keep living.

I'm the only one stressed
He feels like his problems are unique to him and no one else understands.

And the only one tired of having fake friends
He is tired of having superficial relationships and desires genuine connections.

Put the noose on my neck and the hole in my back, again
He is referring to the physical and emotional pain he has experienced.

I be waiting on death with a smile on my face
He has accepted death and appears to welcome it.

So this is the end
He believes his journey is coming to an end.

Waste of tears
He regrets crying over something that didn't matter.

Waste of years and months
He feels like he has wasted time on something that wasn't worth it.

Face my fears
He is trying to confront his fears head-on.

Loving her for once
He is trying to give love a chance.

Hurt me
He is acknowledging that love can cause pain.

Break my heart
He has had his heart broken before and is trying to move on.

Worthless
He is feeling inadequate and like he has no value.

Can't keep love at all
He is having trouble maintaining loving relationships.

Turning
He is going through a transformation.

Twist myself
He is trying to change himself in a significant way.

Worthless
He feels like he lacks worth.

Can't keep love at all
He is having trouble holding onto love.