I've Been Thinkin'
♫ ♪ Jennifer Lopez Lyrics

All I need is a place to be and a way to feel
I am lost and I need some peace and direction

A space to figure out where I belong
I want to find my place in life

A chance to know my thoughts and find a way to show
I need time to understand myself and express my true self

What I feel
My emotions and feelings are important to me

And if this is real
I want to know if what I feel is genuine and authentic

Don't wanna disappoint you
I care about you and don't want to let you down

Don't wanna let you down
I don't want to fail you or fall short of your expectations

'Cause that's the last thing I would do
I value our relationship and don't want to damage it

I'm asking for your patience
I need time and understanding from you

I realize I could lose you
I am aware that my indecisiveness could push you away

But lately I've been so confused
I am struggling to make sense of my thoughts and feelings

I've been thinkin, you've been on my mind
I have been contemplating our relationship and what it means to me

So I've been praying, to find a way that I
I am seeking guidance and clarity

Can be sure, the way that you've been showing me
I want to know if your actions and feelings towards me are genuine

Don't you, want that for me
I hope you want what is best for me and for our relationship

Wondering endlessly if this is right or wrong
I am uncertain if our relationship is meant to be or not

Or if it's just about me all along
I am questioning if my own fears and doubts are holding me back

All I need is time to search within my soul
I need to reflect on my own desires and feelings before making a decision

So I can share a deeper part of me yeah
I want to be able to share my true self with you

Baby, what's meant to be
I believe that destiny plays a role in our relationship

Will surely be
If our love is meant to be, it will happen naturally

If you loved me baby you would understand
I want you to understand my need for space and time

But I can't give you anything
I cannot offer you a solid commitment if I am unsure of my own feelings

I don't have myself to give
I need to focus on finding myself before I can fully give myself to someone else

And it's killing me inside
It hurts me to not be able to offer you what you need

Don't you, want that for me
I hope that you want me to find happiness and fulfillment, even if it means taking time apart