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It messes up everything inside me
The chaos and turmoil in my life deeply affects me and disrupts my emotions and thoughts.

No way I'll let go what I worked for, I'm blinded
I am determined to hold onto what I have achieved, even if it means losing sight of other possibilities.

If I would rethink all I've sacrificed for it
If I were to reconsider all the things I have given up for my goals.

I would never let anything take control before me
I refuse to let anything or anyone overpower my own control and decision-making.

I will bring it up, you should take it for granted
I will assert myself and make my achievements known, expecting others to acknowledge and appreciate them.

You won't take from me this shit I invented
No one can take away the things that I have created and worked hard for.

This scene demands putting it all on the line
The environment and industry I am in requires me to take risks and give my all.

No worries 'cause in the end I'll take back what's mine
I may face challenges along the way, but I am confident that I will reclaim what rightfully belongs to me.

I can't control the chaos
I cannot exert control over the disorder and unpredictability in my life.

But I can control myself
However, I have the power to control my own actions and choices.

And all that I'm made of
I have the ability to determine and showcase my true character and capabilities.

Don't ask me if it pays off
Do not question if the effort and sacrifices I make yield desirable outcomes.

At least I know what I am made of
Regardless of the results, I am aware of my own strengths and qualities.

I cannot tell you that my sight is blurred
I cannot deny that there are certain things clouding my perception and understanding.

'cause there is always something that reminds me of the murk
There are constant reminders of the confusion and uncertainty I face.

My whole mind is strangled, wrestling with thoughts
My mind feels overwhelmed and trapped, engaging in a constant struggle of conflicting ideas.

Can't keep constantly falling in these traps of my own flaws
I need to break free from repeatedly succumbing to the traps created by my own weaknesses and mistakes.

All the things I keep in my mind they are keeping me up
The thoughts and concerns that occupy my mind prevent me from finding peace and sleep.

There is no sense of relief, I have to shout out loud
I cannot find any respite or release, prompting me to express my frustrations and emotions vocally.

I know by myself what I should have done by now
I am aware of the actions I should have taken already, without anyone else reminding me.