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Now and days things are feeling pretty complicated
Life has become overwhelming and confusing lately.

Yeah I've turned into that thing you said you fucking hated
I've become the very thing that you despised and I hate it too.

I think I've lost my mind from all these stressful situations
The stress has taken its toll on me and I feel like I'm losing my sanity.

But hey your rich and successful that's amazing ain't it
You may have riches and success, but it doesn't make my struggles any less real or valid.

This addiction is tearing at my heart and soul
My addiction is causing deep emotional pain and suffering.

While Im stuck in my room high on pills to cope
I'm using pills to cope and it's keeping me confined to my room.

And I don't know where this world is gonna go
I'm uncertain about the future and what it holds.

But I hope I get to end up with you after all
My ultimate desire is to be with you, even with all the uncertainties.

All these times I've tried
I've made numerous attempts to improve my situation.

The sleepless nights
I can't sleep because of my problems.

Lately's like my mind is fried
Recently, it feels like my brain is malfunctioning due to all the stress.

The pain and lies
I've been hurt and deceived by others.

I'm fucked up
I'm in a bad place mentally and emotionally.

I'm stuck in my mind where these demons be chasing
The demons of my addiction and emotional pain are haunting me.

I'm stuck in this place wishing someone would save me
I feel helpless and hopeless and wish someone could rescue me.

Everything's foggy
My thoughts are unclear and muddled.

Everything's blurry
My vision is distorted and unclear.

I hope one day I'm waken up next to you
I dream of waking up next to you someday.

I'd be the luckiest guy if you had a clue
If you knew how much I care for you, I would be incredibly fortunate.

I'm sorry for the pain that last chick caused you
I apologize for the hurt that your ex caused you.

I had no idea that how could someone hurt you
I didn't understand how anyone could hurt someone as wonderful as you.

You're the only thing I seem to think about
You're constantly on my mind and I can't stop thinking about you.

Everything else just seems like a drought
Nothing else in life seems fulfilling or satisfying without you.

My eyes are sown shut but I'm laying wide awake
I can't sleep even though my eyes are shut.

Drifting away thinking of my past mistakes
I'm lost in thought, pondering my past mistakes.

I know you said you would make it up to me
You promised to make it right between us.

I hope I didn't mess it up before I got to see
I pray that my actions didn't ruin our chance at happiness.

Every time I'm with you it's like I'm chasing a dream
Being with you feels surreal, like I'm living in a dream.

The most beautiful person I've ever seen
You are the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on.