I Wanna Be Free
10. cvpellv Lyrics
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Have a little fun making all that noise
Trying not to fall, catch a feel, but I have no choice
Every time your name come up on my phone
Thinking bout when we finally get alone
Say I've got my head on straight but this time I don't
So tell me, tell me if you love me, love it when you touch me
I don't wanna be sad anymore
I don't wanna be sad anymore
Something bout the way that you say my name
Usually I try not to act this way
But now I'm in deep, I'm the only one to blame
When we started out, it was just one fling
Now I'm overthinking bout everything
Now I'm like "Fuck, I just want that wedding ring"
So tell me, tell me if you love me, love it when you touch me
I don't wanna be sad anymore
If you're lonely, come in close and hold me, let me be your only
I don't wanna be sad anymore
You can tell me once, you can tell me twice
But I'm only gonna listen if you stay the night
Try to tell myself that I really don't need
But I only want you more when we're smokin that weed
All my ex guys think I'm so insane
But they don't know shit, I just don't behave
But you can come down, hit me with that dose
Tell me I'm yours, taking off our clothes
So tell me, tell me if you love me, love it when you touch me
I don't wanna be sad anymore
If you're lonely, come in close and hold me, let me be your only
I don't wanna be sad anymore
So tell me, tell me if you love me, love it when you touch me (I don't wanna be sad)
I don't wanna be sad anymore
If you're lonely, come in close and hold me, let me be your only
I don't wanna be sad anymore
It's J.X.O., oh
The lyrics to 10. cvpellv's song "I Wanna Be Free" describe a person's desire to escape from their sadness and find happiness with someone they are attracted to. The song describes how they have been with both men and women in search of excitement, but they are now drawn to this particular person who has been on their mind. Whenever this person's name appears on their phone, they immediately think about being alone with them. Although they try to resist their feelings and tell themselves that they have their head on straight, they realize that they cannot stop thinking about this person.
The singer's emotions go from being infatuated with this person to wanting a long-term commitment with them. They describe how they crave the physical intimacy and desire the person to be with them constantly. The song describes how they do not want to be sad anymore and wants that person to be their only source of happiness, which leads them to become self-destructive with drug use.
The song displays the confusion and mixed emotions that can arise when trying to navigate relationships. The person is trying to figure out what they want, and as the song progresses, they realize that they want nothing more than to have the person they love wholeheartedly while trying to cope with their addiction.
Line by Line Meaning
We've been through the girls, through the girls and boys
We have explored different genders and sexualities.
Have a little fun making all that noise
We enjoy being loud and having a good time.
Trying not to fall, catch a feel, but I have no choice
I am attempting to avoid developing feelings, but it seems inevitable.
Every time your name come up on my phone
I get excited when I see your name on my phone screen.
Thinking bout when we finally get alone
I daydream about spending private time with you.
Say I've got my head on straight but this time I don't
Usually I have control over my emotions, but not this time.
So tell me, tell me if you love me, love it when you touch me
Please express your love for me, and enjoy being intimate with me.
I don't wanna be sad anymore
I am tired of feeling unhappy.
If you're lonely, come in close and hold me, let me be your only
If you need comfort and affection, I am here for you and want to be your significant other.
Something bout the way that you say my name
The way you pronounce my name is special to me.
Usually I try not to act this way
Normally I try to hide my emotions and not act on my feelings.
But now I'm in deep, I'm the only one to blame
I have developed deep feelings for you, and it is solely my responsibility.
When we started out, it was just one fling
Our relationship began as a casual encounter.
Now I'm overthinking bout everything
I am overanalyzing every aspect of our relationship.
Now I'm like 'Fuck, I just want that wedding ring'
I have realized that I want a long-term, committed relationship with you.
You can tell me once, you can tell me twice
You may need to repeat yourself for me to understand your message.
But I'm only gonna listen if you stay the night
I am more likely to pay attention to you if we are spending the night together.
Try to tell myself that I really don't need
I am attempting to convince myself that you are not necessary in my life.
But I only want you more when we're smokin that weed
I become more attracted to you when we are under the influence of marijuana.
All my ex guys think I'm so insane
My former partners believe that I am crazy.
But they don't know shit, I just don't behave
They do not understand my behavior and actions.
But you can come down, hit me with that dose
You have the ability to calm me down and ease my worries.
Tell me I'm yours, taking off our clothes
Claim me as yours and let's get intimate.
It's J.X.O., oh
This is J.X.O.'s song.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Jackson Harre
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