The Deployment
4th25 Lyrics


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Its only 3 months out
And I still can't believe I'm leavin'
Out here on the rail head sweatin'
Loadin' these trains on the weekend

And now for the first time ever
Its startin' to sink in
How far were fittin' to fly away
And my family, might not ever see em again

Cause this year could turn to forever
Where we're headed
Plus what to expect I have no idea
So for anything I'm ready

Tryin' not to see the stress building
In the eyes of my family
But everyday is more weight forum
And its getting so heavy

They collapsing under the pressure
Of the situation we all facin'
Me I'm trying to remain calm forum
Though inside my hearts racin'

Got the worst on my mind
Though these thoughts I try to replace 'em
And I don't even know if I'm comin' home
But I tell 'emâ?¦ I'm gon make it.

Four hours before my flight now
Tears forming on our faces
And for these last few hours
Reality can no longer escape us

Told ourselves this won't happenin'
Now its happening and we can't change it
So in these last minutes we say bye
To say hi a year later.

Look I was madder then a motherfucker
Sadder then a motherfucker
Three days before my exit
I guess I'm trapped up in this fucker

To a
Future unknown and I say damn I really hate it
Cause I know if I was to die today they'd
Go find myself a replacement

Gave me more of a reason
To ask god and myself why
But I was saved by my manhood
Stayed in tact didn't let me cry

Made me more of a man
Knowin' the normal couldn't hack it
Feelin' like I'm Jordan or something
Risin' above and beyond the fuckin' average

Equipped with anger for any stranger
That tags along through my journey
No goodbyes to my family
Addin' pages to life's story

Slowly and surely
Closing up all unfinished business
Dead all my affairs to the rear
Cause my social life now is finished

And with god as my witness
I'm not the only one that's goin' through it
And I'll never be alone
Cause my comrades is goin' through it

Addin' gas to the flame
Knowin' life it isn't fair
But really pissed me off the most
Is half my country didn't even care

Kiss my
Family goodbye its time to load these planes
Four duffel bags for the next year
All I got to my name

Only four changes a clothes
And every outfit looks the same
Got this rifle slung on my shoulder
With seven loaded magazines

On my way over to the last place
I ever thought I'd see
Where they tell me its millions of people
That need me to set em free

So in exchange for they freedom
I put my own life on freeze
And leave everything I love
To board this plane for overseas

Knowin' some of us won't make it back
But that's the gamble we take, And we handle it
Cause we are soldiers
And we play the cards we are handed

However they fall, Let fate call it
Cause for war there is no planning
And some of the things that's gon happen here
Y'all will never understand them

But just remember
This is not you here standin'
And while were gon pray for each one of us
Like we were part of your family

And whatever fate we are handed
Know we took it like champions




And for those of us who will fall
Never let our memory be abandoned.

Overall Meaning

The Deployment by 4th25 is a military rap that talks about the emotions one goes through during their deployment. The song starts with the singer still in disbelief that they are being deployed, and the weight of the situation starts to sink in that they might not see their family ever again. Although they try not to succumb to the stress, emotions are heavy, and they can feel the pressure building up. They say goodbye to their family, uncertain about what the future might bring, especially since they are heading towards an unknown destination.


As the song progresses, the singer admits that they are angry and sad about the deployment. They are also aware that half of the country they are fighting for does not care about them. They are left with only a few clothes and a rifle to carry them through the coming year, and they may not come back alive. However, they have accepted fate and are ready to play the cards they have been given, knowing full well that they might never return. The song ends with a call to remember the fallen and the sacrifices made by soldiers.


The Deployment is an honest portrayal of the emotions members of the military go through when being deployed. It gives a glimpse into the mental and emotional state of those who put their lives at risk for their country. The song does not glorify war, nor does it paint a rosy picture of life in the military. It is a powerful reminder that the soldiers who fight for their country are also human beings with emotions and families.


Line by Line Meaning

Its only 3 months out
I have only 3 months before I get deployed


And I still can't believe I'm leavin'
I am finding it hard to believe that I will be leaving soon


Out here on the rail head sweatin'
I am currently working hard at loading trains


Loadin' these trains on the weekend
I am doing this job even on weekends


And now for the first time ever
It is the first time I am feeling this way


Its startin' to sink in
I am starting to understand the reality of the situation


How far were fittin' to fly away
I am going to fly far away from my family


And my family, might not ever see em again
There is a chance that I might not see my family again


Cause this year could turn to forever
There's a possibility that I might not return for a long time or ever


Where we're headed
I am not sure where I am headed


Plus what to expect I have no idea
I do not know what to expect in my deployment


So for anything I'm ready
I am ready for anything that comes my way


Tryin' not to see the stress building
I am trying to avoid seeing my family's stress build up


In the eyes of my family
I can see the stress building up in my family's eyes


But everyday is more weight forum
Every day it feels like there is more pressure on me


And its getting so heavy
The pressure is becoming too much


They collapsing under the pressure
My family is losing strength under the pressure


Of the situation we all facin'
We are all facing a tough situation


Me I'm trying to remain calm forum
I am trying to stay calm during this challenging time


Though inside my hearts racin'
I am nervous despite my efforts to stay calm


Got the worst on my mind
I am thinking about the worst possible outcomes


Though these thoughts I try to replace 'em
I am trying to replace my negative thoughts with positive ones


And I don't even know if I'm comin' home
I am unsure if I will return home


But I tell 'emâ?¦ I'm gon make it.
I am telling my family that I will make it through


Four hours before my flight now
My flight is going to leave in four hours


Tears forming on our faces
We are crying


And for these last few hours
We have only a few hours left together


Reality can no longer escape us
We are facing the reality of the situation


Told ourselves this won't happenin'
We convinced ourselves that this would not happen


Now its happening and we can't change it
It is happening now, and there is nothing we can do to change it


So in these last minutes we say bye
We are saying goodbye in our last moments together


To say hi a year later.
We hope to see each other again in a year


Look I was madder then a motherfucker
I was extremely angry


Sadder then a motherfucker
I was extremely sad


Three days before my exit
Three days before my deployment


I guess I'm trapped up in this fucker
I feel trapped in this situation


To a Future unknown and I say damn I really hate it
I hate not knowing what my future holds


Cause I know if I was to die today they'd Go find myself a replacement
I know I am replaceable if I die


Gave me more of a reason
This gave me more motivation


To ask god and myself why
I am questioning God and myself after realizing my replaceability


But I was saved by my manhood
I was saved by my masculinity and strength


Stayed in tact didn't let me cry
I kept my composure and didn't cry


Made me more of a man
This made me feel more mature and responsible


Knowin' the normal couldn't hack it
Knowing that many people cannot handle this situation


Feelin' like I'm Jordan or something
Feeling like I am a major part of something big


Risin' above and beyond the fuckin' average
I am surpassing the average and becoming something better


Equipped with anger for any stranger
I am ready to respond with anger if someone imposes themselves on me


That tags along through my journey
Any person who joins me in my journey


No goodbyes to my family
I did not say goodbye to my family


Addin' pages to life's story
I am adding to the story of my life


Slowly and surely
I am progressing slowly but steadily


Closing up all unfinished business
I am finishing all tasks before I leave


Dead all my affairs to the rear
I am closing all personal affairs from the past (to the rear)


Cause my social life now is finished
I cannot be social anymore


And with god as my witness
As my witness is God


I'm not the only one that's goin' through it
I am not the only one facing this situation


And I'll never be alone
I will never be alone because of my comrades


Cause my comrades is goin' through it
My comrades are going through the same situation


Addin' gas to the flame
My comrades are adding fuel to this situation


Knowin' life it isn't fair
Knowing that life is not fair


But really pissed me off the most
What really angers me the most


Is half my country didn't even care
Half of my country does not care about the situation


Kiss my Family goodbye its time to load these planes
I am saying goodbye to my family before I have to load the planes


Four duffel bags for the next year
I am bringing four duffel bags for the next year


All I got to my name
All I have is what I am carrying with me


Only four changes a clothes
I have only four sets of clothes with me


And every outfit looks the same
All my outfits look similar


Got this rifle slung on my shoulder
I am carrying a rifle on my shoulder


With seven loaded magazines
I have seven loaded magazines for my rifle


On my way over to the last place
I am on my way to the final destination


I ever thought I'd see
I never expected to visit this place


Where they tell me its millions of people
I have been told that there are millions of people in this place


That need me to set em free
These people require my help to gain their freedom


So in exchange for they freedom
In exchange for their freedom


I put my own life on freeze
I am sacrificing my own life for their freedom


And leave everything I love
I am leaving everything I love behind


To board this plane for overseas
I am boarding a plane to go overseas


Knowin' some of us won't make it back
I am aware that some of us may not return


But that's the gamble we take
It is a risk we are willing to take


And we handle it
We manage to handle the situation


Cause we are soldiers
We are soldiers


And we play the cards we are handed
We accept the situation we are given and make the best of it


However they fall, Let fate call it
Let fate decide how things will turn out


Cause for war there is no planning
It is impossible to plan for war


And some of the things that's gon happen here
Some of the things that will happen here


Y'all will never understand them
You will never understand them


But just remember
But keep in mind


This is not you here standin'
You are not in my shoes, experiencing this


And while were gon pray for each one of us
We will pray for each other


Like we were part of your family
Like we are a part of your family


And whatever fate we are handed
Whatever fate we receive


Know we took it like champions
We handled it with strength and bravery


And for those of us who will fall
For those who will not return


Never let our memory be abandoned.
Never forget us.




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