Action Beat are an improv noise/no-wave band which is often made up of musi… Read Full Bio ↴Action Beat are an improv noise/no-wave band which is often made up of musicians who are available to play the gig on any particular date. They sound quite like early Sonic Youth, Glenn Branca, Rhys Chatham and the Boredoms. They normally have at least 4 guitarists, a bassist, a baritone and between 1 and 4 drummers and have also played with brass and string instruments in the line-up.
They have a die-hard gigging ethic, playing over 90 shows across Europe in 2009. They have an American tour lined up for 2009 from the beginning of September until November.
They have played show's with bands including; Do Make Say Think (Constellation), Awesome Color (Ecstatic Peace), Tall Firs (Ecstatic Peace), Theusaisamonster (Load), OvO (Load),Destructo Swarmbots, Justice Yeldham, Neptune, Parts & Labor, Charlottefield, Fuck Buttons, Bilge Pump, Oxes, That Fucking Tank, Kling Klang and Trencher.
They have recently signed with Southern Records, on their new Truth Cult imprint. Their debut will be available this November.
Get an MP3 from www.myspace.com/Actionbeat.
www.southern.net
They have a die-hard gigging ethic, playing over 90 shows across Europe in 2009. They have an American tour lined up for 2009 from the beginning of September until November.
They have played show's with bands including; Do Make Say Think (Constellation), Awesome Color (Ecstatic Peace), Tall Firs (Ecstatic Peace), Theusaisamonster (Load), OvO (Load),Destructo Swarmbots, Justice Yeldham, Neptune, Parts & Labor, Charlottefield, Fuck Buttons, Bilge Pump, Oxes, That Fucking Tank, Kling Klang and Trencher.
They have recently signed with Southern Records, on their new Truth Cult imprint. Their debut will be available this November.
Get an MP3 from www.myspace.com/Actionbeat.
www.southern.net
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cloudsoflilac
Depression symptoms are all over the place for me and very obtrusive. I wondered if i had adhd bc of the way my train of thought goes (straight into a brick wall), but i'm starting to think anxiety may have damaged my brain and made me really distractable and confused? My parents say i never showed adhd symptoms. I didnt use to be the "dumb one" but maybe it is just brain fog, a depression symptom.
I haven't studied in a long time because i can't concentrate. The last time i did study, it was 3-4 hours every day for a week or two, like i was obsessed. And then i just lost all will for it.
I don't have a diagnosed disorder but i have these elevated moods including talking fast, sleeping very late, and up and down self esteem gets very irritating very fast. That happens every 2 weeks or so and can last one hour or 2 days. Sometimes i get so excited when i'm like this i s*lf h*rm, nothing too crazy i just want to hit myself and throw things. A few days later i can just dip right down to pure worthlessness, slow, no appetite, don't want to talk to anybody or do anything. It's a little bit like being hungover and regretting the things the hyperactive me did a few days earlier
Like you said, my symptoms/moods also don't align with the severity of those in people with BPD/Bipolar I/Bipolar II. Although I'm not self-diagnosing, i cannot get any kind of therapy where i am now so i have to try to do something myself.
When you asked if anyone knows if any of the symptoms you mentioned are connected to the tic disorders, i can't give you an accurate answer but i can say i relate to some of it and i have OCD.
I recommend an app called eMoods. ive been using it for a year to track my sleep, moods, medications, etc, it's for those with Bipolar disorder but i find it very useful for myself. if you see a mental health professional you could show them the stuff you track on there, may be useful. Hope you're doing okay! and sorry for rambling LOL
Isitthough?
I don't have any idea if it's part of hypomania or not. Two years ago i went to a psychiatrist and a therapist because of some ongoing struggles that i was going through. And at that time, i had a very little knowledge about bipolar. It was only the name "bipolar" that i knew of. Nothing more. And the therapist asked me to take a look at one of the videos related to bipolar disorder.
He said i had a mood disorder. But at that time, i was in a state of denial. I just couldn't believe it.
But then there was something that started to make sense. I had this habit of doing this exact thing that this girl is doing. I thought that was just something i used to do out of habit. But those were days when I couldn't sleep all night. I was just full of this energy that was coming out of nowhere. And i had no one to really talk to, so i used to record videos of myself just talking about random stuff. Changing topics one after another. And i just had this habit of talking to myself a lot at that time. Which now has reduced. I've noticed that this now happens but on a smaller scale. But especially when I'm always trying to focus on studying but always get distracted by talking. Sometimes I don't even realize that I've stop studying and am just talking.
So now that i look at everything again, this video is just what i used to do a lot, like a lot back then.
Or there was another thing that i used to do and that was writing endlessly. Writing used to be my passion back then. I could write anywhere, anytime. But i know that in that kind of elevated state, i could write a complete story of more than 100+ pages in so much detail and with so much focus that i used to call it hyperfocus back then. And the whole plot and idea of stories always came to me on the spot. No prior thinking or creating a plot in my mind beforehand writing it down. How do i explain this... It was like the story was being sent down on me lol but that was how it felt like to when i used to read the story thinking woah! How did I even come up with this?! My family used to get really worried about this because i was spending way too long on writing stories rather than studying. But that was like an urge to write all that down.
And that was the time when i used to get these intense depressive episodes as well.
I haven't been to a therapist again and he although prescribed me medication related to bipolar disorder, my state of denial didn't let me accept the truth.
I still am unsure. But to this day, I struggle with same issues. It's just suffocating when i go back to depressive episodes. I can't get anything done in those days. I can't keep up with people in my life and it makes me feel way more worse. Those days make me want to disappear, just vanish, just to not exist. And it's just getting harder when as I'm getting older.
I don't know if i should go see a doctor again or not.
I do notice it when the state of hypomania arrives. I feel more energetic, more than normal for me. I feel like i can finally get those things done that which I've neglected before and which i thought I'd never be able to do. And i can actually do a lot in those days. But the sad part is, those days just don't last long. Those are the days when i just feel this insane energy but i just never know where really to direct that energy. How do i explain this... But i thank my friend a lot for helping me out in that kind of situation. I was younger back then, two years ago, i was only 16. And she herself was struggling through stuff that I can't talk about. Anyways. That was that.
Meowster
I've only other seen my own self in a state of mania before. Youre my new hero posting this<3 Thank you, hopefully this honest look at Bipolar will help end some of the horrific stigma surrounding the disease.
Its like rolling on molly is the best way i can describe it, but wayyy more hyper and disoriented. But the euphoria is there alright, you are sooo disorganized. your brain is being flooded with all the dopamine and serotonin you could want-BUT WAIT, its too much. If you have never rolled before, then its like a live current under your skin, like your nerves are crawling and bursting with sparkles and excitement, like you know a secret, like something life changing is about to happen. You're a goddess, a spiritual being.You're having uncontrollable ideas you perceive to be enlightenment or even WORLD CHANGING, but you cant get to the fucking pen to write it down bc by the time you do your mind is elsewhere, you're toying with the next thing. You're circling in loops, and what you need to get done is SO IMPORTANT, but then another thought sets your excitement elsewhere, then you pick up your phone and see something silly and laughhhh, then your headphones wont work and BAM YOU ARE AGITATED AF AND RAGEEEE GET SO MAD, *OMG* i love this song!!! *dances like its my last day on earth* then the first thing you were thinking of comes back you pick it up - new brilliant idea, I HAVE TO GO TO THE ROOF RIGHT NOW BC MY 3RD EYE IS BEING CLOUDED BY THESE WALLLLSSSS. circles around for 45 minutes trying to get outside to get on the roof never gets to roof just circles around and around and around again, where will we stop? prolly the hospital! Its taking a half hour to be able to online order a pizza bc you cant stop circling but you so desperately need to eat. Then when the pizza get there it’s cold by the time you get to it. Its taking all day of rearranging nothing and everything, there is no purpose there is no correct channel for all this energy!! . it. is. uncontrollable. mania.
rinse, repeat, hardly any sleep and all the symptoms getting worse and more scary as time goes on with no sleep...for 1-2 months if your me and unmedicated.
It's not fun or cute. Its scary and uncontrollable.
You actually cannot stop yourself. I have had times where im looping so hard, and i will just start to sob because I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM TRYING TO BE DOING!!!!
i wish tik tok mental health would stop acting like this disorder is soOoO fun omg im so quirky and energyyYy- NO!!! I AM FUCKING DEBILITATED!
It’s basically like being addicted to a drug that you didn’t choose to be.
Hiba Azeem Anjum
Hey everyone! For those interested I've posted a video explaining my whole mental illness story. Thank you so much for watching! Over 2mil views, that's crazy! https://youtu.be/VjRblweMHoo
ALI HASAN
Tommorow is my 4th ECT It helped me profoundly always ask a Doctor
ALI HASAN
also I doubt that you are on 700mg quitipine I have Bipolar disorder 2 and hypo mania is what I have experienced more than atleast you but you should give a try to ECT
Jennifer Retiffe
over 5mil now!
thank you for sharing this I think it is super important to start showing people what mental illness really can look like and as a certified addictions and mental health worker I am very grateful that raw information like this exists thank you for being vulnerable.
ASHKAR MOHD
NO WORRY:: EVERY THING COULD BE ALLRIGHT::ALL THE BEST:: FROM QATAR:: THANKS ALOT//
Rain sounds
@hibaazeem please know that you have a gift. This video is 4 years old and I don’t know if you figured it out yet but……… you are connected to your higher self. Wherever you are right now in this moment, I hope you know that is your gift . You are beautiful in your own image and congratulations on your book that you created.🚀🌎
MairMair
My girlfriend has borderline personality disorder and her manic episodes are insane. She goes from extreme highs to extreme lows. It looks exhausting.
Nonchalant Dewiness
That’s not bpd. If she has manic episodes she has bipolar.
enavigator
run run fast
Vivian Elano
Bless your heart for loving her ❤