Homesick
Aim Vision Lyrics

I'm homesick...
I feel a deep longing or nostalgia for a place that I consider home.

Oh, I'm homesick
Oh, how strongly I desire to be back in my familiar and comforting home.

I'm homesick
I am experiencing a strong yearning for the sense of belonging and security that home provides.

And I don't even know where home is
To my dismay, I am uncertain of the exact location or definition of my true home.

Something inside me's broken
There is a part of me that feels damaged, fractured, or incomplete.

And I don't think I've ever known bliss
Regrettably, I do not believe I have ever experienced true happiness or pure joy.

I'm searchin' for a place less hopeless
I am actively seeking a location or environment that is more promising and less despairing.

So hard to keep my focus
It is extremely difficult for me to maintain mental clarity and concentration.

But I'm hopin' by the winter solstice
However, I am optimistic and anticipating that before the winter solstice, I will find the solace and contentment I am seeking.

That I find a feeling that home gives
I yearn to encounter an emotion or sentiment that closely resembles the comfort and familiarity that home evokes.

Cause I'm home sick
The reason for my deep longing or nostalgia is because I feel a strong desire to return to my beloved home.

I'm gettin' older quick
Time seems to pass swiftly, and I am growing older at an accelerated pace.

And running outta things for my soul to grip
I am slowly running out of meaningful experiences or things that fulfill me spiritually or emotionally.

I hate that I've grown so emotionless
I despise the fact that I have become lacking in emotion or detached from my feelings.

My face is stoic while I overthink
Even though I constantly overanalyze and overthink, my facial expression remains unexpressive and stone-like.

'Til I'm motionless
I continue to ponder and contemplate until I become utterly still or devoid of movement.

And I'm over it
I am tired or fed up with the current situation or state of being.

I go around in circles like a roller rink
I feel stuck or trapped, repeatedly going through the same pattern or cycle without making progress.

Just tryna find a space where my soul is safe
I am simply attempting to discover a specific place or environment where I feel protected, understood, and at ease on a deeper level.

But I don't even know if I would know the place
However, it is uncertain if I would even recognize this place if I were to encounter it.

Or even notice it cuz
It is possible that I might not even realize or pay attention to it because...

Something feels so off
There is an unsettling or disconcerting feeling within me.

I'm homesick, not even what sure for
I am homesick, yet I am unsure of what exactly I am yearning for or longing to return to.

There's no one I could call
There is no individual whom I can reach out to for support or solace.

There's no place that I'm lookin' for
I do not have a specific location or destination in mind that I am actively seeking.

I've lost the source
I have misplaced or lost the origin or cause of my longing or homesickness.

Been feeling' so low like hockey scores
I have been feeling extremely down or depressed, comparable to low scores in a hockey game.

I find myself lyin' on the floor
I frequently find myself in a state of vulnerability or despair, physically lying on the ground.

With an aching sensation of wanting more
Accompanied by a painful feeling of desiring or needing something beyond what I currently have.

So often torn between shine and pour
I am frequently conflicted or torn between choosing to demonstrate my skills or talents and remaining reserved or isolated.

Just tryna find a place with a kinder storm
I am simply attempting to discover a location or environment where difficulties or challenges are approached with gentleness or understanding.

Where they ravin' bout me like Baltimore
A place where people enthusiastically celebrate or appreciate me, similar to the city of Baltimore.

I need to worry less, and get taught some more
I should focus less on my concerns or anxieties and instead open myself to new knowledge or wisdom.

I need an altered form
I require a change in my current state or condition.

I'm homesick
I feel a deep longing or nostalgia for a place that I consider home.

I'm homesick
I am experiencing a strong yearning for the sense of belonging and security that home provides.

And I don't even know where home is
To my dismay, I am uncertain of the exact location or definition of my true home.

Something inside me's broken
There is a part of me that feels damaged, fractured, or incomplete.

And I don't think I've ever known bliss
Regrettably, I do not believe I have ever experienced true happiness or pure joy.

I'm searchin' for a place less hopeless
I am actively seeking a location or environment that is more promising and less despairing.

So hard to keep my focus
It is extremely difficult for me to maintain mental clarity and concentration.

But I'm hopin' by the winter solstice
However, I am optimistic and anticipating that before the winter solstice, I will find the solace and contentment I am seeking.

That I find a feeling that home gives
I yearn to encounter an emotion or sentiment that closely resembles the comfort and familiarity that home evokes.

Cause I'm home sick
The reason for my deep longing or nostalgia is because I feel a strong desire to return to my beloved home.