WOLF
AlicebanD Lyrics

I want your fingers on my ribs and your thumbs on my back
I desire physical affection from you where I feel your fingers on my ribs and your thumbs on my back.

And push my sides open till you hear my bones crack
I long for you to hold me so tightly that you push my sides until you hear the sound of my bones cracking.

And it's all for how this universe has worked out so that
This intense desire for physical connection is a result of how the universe has brought us together.

I ended up just lookin so it's not that bad
Though I may not have much going for me, it's still not that bad.

And I, wish you'd take a little time to take me over for a while
I wish that you could take some time to understand my perspective and become the dominant force in our relationship.

And touch my soul, smile and you make your snake and wind yourself up
You have the ability to touch my soul and make me feel alive, but I also recognize your ability to manipulate and control situations.

I cut myself and still want to grow up
Despite my past struggles and mistakes, I still have a desire to mature and better myself.

And the one half sees what the other half's got
I am aware of the positive qualities in others that I may lack and find myself envious of those attributes.

Sometimes I feel like I'd rather just rot
At times, I feel so overwhelmed and hopeless that death seems like a preferable alternative.

And I know that there are better people I know that they smell nice
I understand that there are people who are objectively better than me and that sometimes their physicality or appearance can be appealing.

Know that I am taken but I'd rather take advice from the other girl who looks better with her cheap tights on
Even though I am committed to someone, I sometimes find myself drawn to others who appear more attractive.

What you gonna look like when your love is gone
I wonder how I will appear and react when I lose the love of my life.

Oh I've got too much space around me
Despite being surrounded by people, I feel a sense of isolation and emptiness.

Ohh I've got too many people surrounding me
Although there are many people present in my life, I still feel alone in my struggles.

When it all looks broken, nothing can stop me
Even when things seem hopeless, I still remain determined and strong in the face of adversity.

I feel nothing can stop me I feel energy pulsating
Although I may be struggling, I feel a sense of energy and motivation driving me forward.

And I hate this joy, I know it will break in me, suck out my energy, everything breaks in me
The feeling of joy and hope is often temporary and fleeting, leaving me drained and broken when it inevitably fades away.

I keep myself to myself, that's okay
I tend to keep my personal struggles and emotions to myself, which I see as a coping mechanism.

Oh how I tried to share my life today
Though I may not be successful, I make an effort to open up and share my experiences with others.

I brought my back to lose too late
I have made sacrifices in my life that are no longer beneficial to me.

And it's why I need to know he hates
In order to justify and rationalize my actions, I convince myself that the person I'm committed to dislikes me in some way.