I Can't Wait
And-Y Lyrics

Money passion desires couple steps to the wealth
Success is just within reach if I pursue my passions and desires with financial gain as my goal.

I got morals on top loyalty that's not on a shelf
Despite my pursuit of wealth, I prioritize my moral standards and loyalty to those close to me.

Some nights I sit battle myself I wanna shatter myself
I struggle with inner conflict and thoughts of self-harm at times.

I'm afraid to show my true colors and it's bad for my health
I fear being my true self and it has negative effects on my mental and emotional well-being.

Hot boy from the inner cities hope my savage is felt
As someone from the inner city, I hope to make a lasting impact on those around me with my strength and power.

My only angel done turned into a demon and said welcome to hell
Someone I cared for deeply has changed and become harmful and destructive to themselves and those around them.

My brother got caught with the burner so he turned to a cell
My brother was arrested and incarcerated for carrying a firearm.

Cuz when that money got low he had to turn to sell
He resorted to selling illegal substances when he was in financial need.

Night rider wearing a mask got me feeling like Raphael
The act of wearing a mask makes me feel powerful and reminiscent of Raphael from the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

Slutty bitches sending me snaps Ik that they kiss and tell
Women are sending me explicit photos and I know that they gossip and share details about their sexual encounters.

And I'm I feel like I'm higher up
I feel as though I am on top of the world.

Suit and tie got my attire up
I have upgraded my fashion sense to include more formal and sophisticated attire.

Who put the air in her head come fill my tires up
Someone has given another person an inflated sense of self-worth and I want to bring them back down to reality.

I put the game in a choke hold like mma
I have a strong grasp on my industry like a mixed martial artist has a grip on their opponent.

Asking me questions I give no answers no a q n a
I will not be participating in a question and answer session.

I smack down but keep raw here's what the truth would say
I am honest and straightforward with my words and actions even when they may be harsh or unpleasant.

It's the streets or the booth choose ya route today
You have to make a choice between a life of crime and the music industry.

I feel as though I be shinning bright up under the lights
I feel like I stand out and shine brightly when I am in the spotlight.

New kicks upped a nigga game and got me feeling like mike
A new pair of shoes has improved my confidence and made me feel like Michael Jordan on the basketball court.

Once I stopped throwing these hands I really learned how to fight
I used to rely on physical violence but have since learned how to be a better fighter without resorting to violence.

Only thing I wanna Rock is clothes shows and a mic
The only things I care about are fashion, performing shows, and making music.

Encrypted visions of lavish living is how I'm feeling
I have secret dreams and aspirations of living a luxurious lifestyle.

But I been crippled by mental had to stop pretending
My mental health has held me back and I have had to stop pretending that it doesn't affect me.

Pops wanted an Eagle Scout but I just benjis
My father had high hopes for me to be an ideal scout but I prioritize earning money over that.

Trynna make it from the floor to Forbes and fucking benzes
I aim to go from poverty to great wealth and luxury cars like Mercedes-Benz.

Down on my ass like grass the only place can go is the top
I am at my lowest point but the only way to go from here is up to the top.

My niggas applying the pressure they won't let the energy drop
My friends are holding me accountable and pushing me to work hard and not give up.

It's the opp or the cop don't make a difference we Grippin the shot
Whether it's our enemies or law enforcement, we are armed and ready to defend ourselves.

They want the sauce and the recipe
They want the secret to my success and the formula for creating it.

Learn spices I put in the pot
Learn and study the components that make up my success and emulate them.

For all of the drama dear momma I'm sorry
I apologize for any drama and stress I have caused my mother.

I'm feeling like pac
I feel powerful and influential like the late rapper Tupac Shakur.

Said that wouldn't find love
I was once told I wouldn't find love.

When I met you I felt it a lot
When I met someone special, I felt a strong connection.

Remember when you had told me forever
I was once promised a future with someone forever.

But Who knew that forever could stop
Unfortunately, that promise and future came to an end.

Remember you told me you hate me
That same someone has expressed hatred towards me.

Hurt my heart but you did it a lot
Their hurtful words and actions were repeated and caused me a lot of pain.

Only seen me just to leave me
They only seemed to be around me in order to eventually leave me.

Who knew that my lover would plot
I never expected that someone I loved would plot against me.

Walking down the block seen my cousin get jumped
I witnessed my cousin being attacked by others while walking outside.

Thank god nobody was shot
Thankfully, no one was shot and the situation did not escalate further.

Remember when they wanted to run me
I was once targeted and chased by others.

I'm the nigga who calling the shot
Despite these challenges, I am the one who is in control and making decisions for myself.

Remeber fuck niggas was hating
I remember when others were envious and hateful towards me.

No respect you can suck on this cock
I have no respect for those who have shown me disrespect and animosity towards me.

I ain't the same nigga who tucking his tail
I am not the same person who used to cower and hide from confrontation.

Ain't the same who beating them block
I am not the same person who used to wander the streets and participate in criminal activity.

Ain't the same nigga who hold his hand
I am not the same person who used to rely on others for support and guidance.

I told that fuck nigga that he can kick rocks
I have parted ways with someone who I deemed unworthy of my time and respect.

Aint the same nigga who cool wit a l
I am not the same person who used to be content with mediocrity and failure.

Aint the same nigh who don't got locs
I am not the same person who used to lack personal style and identity.

Aint the same nigga who lay where he fell
I am not the same person who gave up easily and laid where they fell.

Told that fuck nigga that he can kick rocks
I made it clear to someone that I no longer wish to associate with them.