(1) angelus, born Megan Spendelin on January 25, 2004, is a recording artist and producer from the greater Paris area in France. angelus is best known working in the hyperpop and digicore genres, with the breakout album drama queen.
(2) Angelus was a thrash metal/groove metal band formed in 2001 in Esztergom, Komárom-Esztergom, Hungary. Their last known line-up was: Cecília Tóth-Eszenyi (bass), Csilla Tóth-Kovács (vocals), Éva Máté (guitars), and Kolos Kirchner (drums). To date they have released three three demos and one full-length album.
Discography
2002 - Maeror Camenarum (demo)
2005 - Demo 2005 (demo)
2007 - Csak te (demo)
2008 - Halhatatlantalanítás (full-length)
Selfish
Angelus Lyrics
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I didn't pick it up
'Cause I'm too fucked up
I'm off of the drugs
Pray to god that they won't take me
And I'm too selfish I'll admit it
And I'm too high for you to save me
Wanna blame me
Over shit I didn't do
Bitch you cannot tame me
And this shit is overdue
Plus you drive me crazy
Swear this life is crazy
Don't you do the wrong thing
(1234)
They wanna
Blame me
Wanna blame me
Over shit I didn't do
Bitch you can not tame me
And this shit is overdue
Plus you drive me crazy
Swear this life is crazy
Don't you do the wrong thing
I didn't wanna text back
Why do you wanna talk?
I'm on a plane got jet lag
I'm standing at the top
I think I'm tired of your trust
I think I'm tired of your love
Your own bros put you in the dust
That's kinda sad, outta luck
Guess that's how it goes
This the road that you chose
This the road that I chose
That's the colors that you showed
They're gonna Blame me
Wanna blame me
Over shit I didn't do
Bitch you can not tame me
Man that shit is overdue
Plus you drive me crazy
Swear this live is crazy
Don't you do the wrong thing
Wait, lemme run it back
Blame me
Wanna blame me
Over shit I didn't do
Bitch you can not tame me
Man that shit is overdue
Plus you drive me crazy
Swear this life is crazy
Don't you do the wrong thing
The song "Selfish" by Angelus explores themes of personal struggles, emotional detachment, and the consequences of one's actions. The lyrics depict a sense of self-destructiveness and a refusal to be saved or helped by others, stemming from a place of selfishness. The singer reflects on a phone call they received but chose not to answer because they were under the influence of drugs. They admit to being too self-absorbed and high to be saved by anyone. There is a certain defiance in their words, as they express the desire to be blamed for things they didn't do, emphasizing their resistance to being tamed or controlled.
The lyrics also touch upon the complexities of a troubled relationship. The singer expresses their weariness and indifference towards the other person's attempts to communicate, emphasizing their detachment and exhaustion. They suggest that the trust and love in the relationship no longer hold the same importance, possibly because of past betrayals or disappointments. There is a sense of resignation as they acknowledge that this is the path they have chosen, highlighting the consequences of their actions.
Overall, "Selfish" delves into the struggles of an individual who is battling their own demons, feeling trapped in their own selfishness, and struggling to maintain healthy relationships due to a combination of personal issues and external factors.
Line by Line Meaning
Remember you called me?
Do you still remember the times when you used to reach out to me?
I didn't pick it up
I chose not to respond to your call
'Cause I'm too fucked up
Because I am emotionally disturbed and intoxicated
I'm off of the drugs
I have stopped using drugs
Pray to god that they won't take me
I pray to avoid being punished or condemned
And I'm too selfish I'll admit it
I acknowledge that I am excessively self-centered
And I'm too high for you to save me
My current state of intoxication and emotional distress makes it impossible for you to rescue me
Blame me
Hold me responsible for the situation
Wanna blame me
You desire to assign fault to me
Over shit I didn't do
For things I am not guilty of
Bitch you cannot tame me
You cannot control or domesticate me
And this shit is overdue
The consequences or repercussions are long overdue
Plus you drive me crazy
In addition, you make me lose my sanity
Swear this life is crazy
I promise, this life is incredibly unpredictable
Don't you do the wrong thing
Please refrain from making any mistakes
I didn't wanna text back
I had no intention of replying to your message
Why do you wanna talk?
What is your motivation for wanting to engage in conversation?
I'm on a plane got jet lag
I am currently traveling on a plane and experiencing the fatigue of time zone differences
I'm standing at the top
I am in a position of success or dominance
I think I'm tired of your trust
I believe I have grown weary of relying on your faith in me
I think I'm tired of your love
I feel exhausted by the affection and care you offer
Your own bros put you in the dust
Even your closest friends have disregarded you
That's kinda sad, outta luck
It is quite unfortunate and unlucky for you
Guess that's how it goes
I suppose that is just the way life unfolds
This the road that you chose
You deliberately opted for this path
This the road that I chose
Similarly, this is the path I willingly selected
That's the colors that you showed
These are the true characteristics or traits you revealed
Wait, lemme run it back
Hold on a moment, let me reiterate
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Angelus, Megan Spendelin
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Kaitlyn Johnson
so good <33
Кирилл Кирилл
underrated
AugustEnds!
i love u angelus
adham mi
nice song
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