Black Moonlight
Anita O'Day Lyrics


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Lost in the shuffle, I've drifted and strayed,
Bruised by the city, bewildered, betrayed,
With a heart heavy laden, with faltering stride,
I have come to the bridge, to the line that divides.

What am I doing up here in a daze
As I gaze at the cold river bed?
Why do I ask myself, "Shall I go back?",
When I seem to be going ahead to;

Black moonlight,
Where everything reflects your colour,
Darkness that is endless,
Nights that leave me friendless, blue.
Black moonlight,
You make the lights of Harlem duller,
Just like me you're faded,
Jaded and degraded too!

Why must you send ebony moonbeams,
Depressing, distressing, like shadows of loves that are gone?
Where will it end?
will it spread on
To the starlight, the sunlight, and darken the promise of dawn?

Black moonlight,
I've lost all power to resist you,
Madly I wait you,
Even though I hate you,
Black moonlight!

Oh black moonlight,
I've lost all power to resist you,
Madly I wait you,




Even though I hate you,
Black moonlight!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Anita O'Day's song Black Moonlight are an evocative expression of the despair and disillusionment felt by someone who feels lost and abandoned in a harsh urban environment. The singer is struggling with their own feelings of inadequacy and betrayals by others. They walk towards a bridge and come to the line that divides - this could be interpreted as representing a crossroads in the singer's life, where they must choose between continuing down the same path of misery or taking a different direction.


The chorus gives voice to the titular black moonlight, a symbol of the singer's mood and the surrounding atmosphere. It is a metaphor for the darkness, loneliness and loss that pervades their existence. The black moonlight is described as endless, friendless and leaving the singer feeling blue. The singer feels debilitated and unable to resist the power of the black moonlight, even though they hate it. The dark imagery of the song is further emphasized by lines such as "shadows of loves that are gone." and "jaded and degraded too!"


The song is a powerful commentary on the human experience of lost hope, despair and loneliness. Through its lyrics, the song captures the sense of nihilism that can come from living in a world that doesn't seem to care. The song is a reminder of how difficult it is to change one's circumstances and how it can slowly erode a person's sense of self.


Line by Line Meaning

Lost in the shuffle, I've drifted and strayed,
I feel lost and disconnected from everything, as if I'm just floating aimlessly through life.


Bruised by the city, bewildered, betrayed,
Living in the city has left me feeling battered, confused, and let down.


With a heart heavy laden, with faltering stride,
My heart feels weighed down and I can barely even walk straight because of the emotional burden I'm carrying.


I have come to the bridge, to the line that divides.
I'm standing on the bridge that represents the division between life and death, uncertain of which way to go.


What am I doing up here in a daze
I can't even believe I'm standing here on this bridge in such a foggy mental state.


As I gaze at the cold river bed?
I'm staring down at the frigid water below, contemplating whether to jump in or not.


Why do I ask myself, "Shall I go back?",
I'm wondering whether I should turn around and try to salvage the life that I have before me instead of giving it all up.


When I seem to be going ahead to;
Even though I'm hesitant to leave this bridge, I'm still drawn to the black moonlight that represents death.


Black moonlight,
The black moonlight is darkness and death.


Where everything reflects your colour,
Everything I see now is tinted with the bleak, shadowy influence of the black moonlight.


Darkness that is endless,
The darkness of death is all-encompassing and eternal.


Nights that leave me friendless, blue.
Those dark, dismal nights leave me feeling alone and depressed.


You make the lights of Harlem duller,
The black moonlight extinguishes the brightness and energy of the city.


Just like me you're faded,
And just like the city, I'm also dulled and washed out by the influence of death.


Jaded and degraded too!
I've become beaten-down and worn-out from everything life has thrown at me.


Why must you send ebony moonbeams,
Why must death push upon me with these dark and foreboding signs?


Depressing, distressing, like shadows of loves that are gone?
These signs make me feel hopeless and remind me of all the love and happiness that has left me behind.


Where will it end?
I don't know what exactly will happen when I surrender to death's influence.


will it spread on
Will it expand beyond just me and reach others?


To the starlight, the sunlight, and darken the promise of dawn?
Will this darkness spread to those who still have light in their lives, even to the very beginning of a new day?


I've lost all power to resist you,
I'm powerless to fight against the pull of death.


Madly I wait you,
Even though I hate the idea of dying, I find myself waiting for it impatiently.


Even though I hate you,
I know that death is something I don't want to face, but it feels inevitable.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: COSLOW, JOHNSTON

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Aceiseverywhere


on Who Cares?

Let it rain and thunder
Let a million firms go under
I am not concerned with, stocks and bombs that I've been burned with
I love you and you love me
And that's how it will always be
And nothing else can ever mean a thing
Who cares what the public chatters?
Love's the only thing that matters
Who cares if the sky, cares to fall
in the sea
Who cares how history rates me?
As long as your kiss intoxicates me
Oh why should I care?
Life is one long jubilee
As long as I care for you
And you care for me!

Who cares if the sky, cares to fall
in the sea
Who cares what banks fail in Yonkers?
As long as you've got a kiss that conquers!
Oh why should I care?
Life is one long jubilee
So long as I care for you
and you care for me!

(These lyrics might be wrong, sorry)

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