Ugly and Vengeful
Anna von Hausswolff Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I'm restless
I'm older
I'm heavy
Like a stone

Forgiven, foresaken
I'm searing
At my pores

Die
For the stone
For the stone
For the stone
I can't die for the stone
For the stone

He wants to have my glorious
He wants to have my glorious
He wants to have my glorious

I am restless
And I'm older
And I'm heavy
Like a stone

Stone
Stone




Stone
Stone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Anna von Hausswolff's song Ugly and Vengeful are a poetic expression of frustration, weariness, and a sense of being trapped. The opening line "I'm restless" captures the mood of someone who is struggling with an unfulfilled desire to move on to something new or better. However, the repetition of "I'm older" and "I'm heavy like a stone" suggest a sense of resignation, as if the singer has come to accept the difficulties of their situation.


The word "forgiven" speaks to a past wrongdoing, while "foresaken" hints at a sense of abandonment or betrayal. The reference to searing at the pores suggests a deep-seated anger or pain. The repetition of the phrase "For the stone" is a cry of despair, as if the singer is reaching out for something that they cannot have. The final repetition of "stone" is a kind of echo, emphasizing the weight and solidity of this symbol.


The line "He wants to have my glorious" adds a layer of complexity to the song, hinting at a possible relationship dynamic, perhaps one that is unequal or exploitative.


Overall, Ugly and Vengeful is a powerful meditation on the frustrations and pains of life, coupled with a sense of being trapped or stuck.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm restless
I am feeling uneasy and unable to relax.


I'm older
I have aged and am no longer young.


I'm heavy
I feel weighed down and burdened.


Like a stone
My heaviness is comparable to that of a rock.


Forgiven, foresaken
Having been both pardoned and abandoned by someone or something.


I'm searing
I am burning or causing a hot, intense pain.


At my pores
This searing pain is occurring at my skin's openings for sweat and oil.


Die
An exclamation suggesting a strong desire to receive a particular outcome or object.


For the stone
This desired object or outcome is worth dying for, specifically a heavy, rock-like object.


For the stone
Repeatedly insisting that this object is worth dying for.


For the stone
Still insisting that the stone is worth dying for.


I can't die for the stone
Realizing that the idea of dying for the stone is not a viable or reasonable option.


For the stone
Acknowledging once more that the stone is significant and worth sacrificing for.


He wants to have my glorious
An unknown figure desires to possess or take away something that is considered magnificent or impressive.


He wants to have my glorious
Reinforcing the idea that the object of desire is something impressive.


He wants to have my glorious
Continuing to suggest that this unknown figure covets something that the artist considers valuable.


I am restless
The artist reiterates their unquiet state.


And I'm older
Reinforcing the singer's aging status.


And I'm heavy
Repeating the previous statement about feeling burdened and weighed down.


Like a stone
Continuing to consider oneself as heavy and inert like a rock.


Stone
A final, solitary reference to the theme of heaviness and rock-like qualities.


Stone
Stressing, one last time, the idea of a heavy, immovable object.


Stone
Repeating the word as a final thought on the song's motif.


Stone
A concluding repetition of the word to leave a lasting impression.




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: ANNA VON HAUSSWOLFF

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found
Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Gustavo Bahia

lyrics

I’m restless
I’m older
I’m heavy
Like a stone

Forgiven, foresaken
I’m searing
At my pores

I wanna die
For the stone
For the stone
For the stone
I can’t die for the stone
For the stone

He wants to have my glorious
He wants to have my glorious
He wants to have my glorious

I am restless
And I’m older
And I’m heavy
Like a stone

Stone
Stone
Stone
Stone

(took from here https://genius.com/Anna-von-hausswolff-ugly-and-vengeful-lyrics)



All comments from YouTube:

John Spooner

She just keeps getting,better and the band as evolved so much , constantly pushing these amazing sound scapes to even higher places , with no fears of changing the songs pace or style, Live they are in the top five live bands to see including an legends from the past. Anna's energy seems just drive the band to higher and higher levels and she is such a tiny person you wonder were it all come from amazing and truly up their with the likes of Lisa Gerrard , Kate Bush , Deimada Galas with her vocal range and creative talents , I hope she can finally get tour the USA , has I think she will be a massive hit their , so far we have been spoiled in Europe with her and her Bands spell binding performances.

IT 3025

Too good, and too special to be a massive hit

keir farnum

@nosoupforyou
Apparently not you. Your loss.

para-dieswaerts

Yes, very well put! Seeing them live (and this song in particular) was one of the best musical experiences I've ever had. Incredible artist, fantastic band!

Bengt Samuelsson

michael aryn Totally agree. Love the soundscapes Anna is creating. Heavy and beautiful. Well put.

michael aryn

@Bengt Samuelsson I care as well. this is heavy and beautiful. these are two of my favorite things.

2 More Replies...

NisiMvsica

Magnificent Anna may be unaware, but her live show can be - it was to me - a more-than-cathartic, transformative experience, in a way only Leonard Cohen, Nick Cave or a great Bach concert can be. I can only hope she and her bandmates do not stop what they do.

ludwigfeuerbach

I'd add Mozart's Requiem, esp. Dies Irae. But you are so correct.

Lubię dobre.

I experienced total catharsis at their concert in norwegian church. I cried all the time.

michael aryn

and Swans as well

More Comments

More Versions