Acceptance
Asanaka"SHA-V"Hideki TATE NORIO USAKO-X - [The King of Fighters XII Game Soundtrack] Lyrics
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I've been left with so many unanswered questions
Like will I know this pain for life
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
Thought I knew but now I do
Dessy fell for someone who loves to pick and choose
Overdosed on the feeling of being used
Again and again
One end is where another begins
Now I'm enjoying the ride, ignoring the hints and learning acceptance
A stage I didn't know I'd make
A risk I didn't know I'd take
Gave me a feeling that I crave
For once I feel the truth, running through my veins is proof
That I'm over you
And caring would make me a fool
So why would I care for someone so cruel
Who knew my heart would break in the end
I've been left with so many unanswered questions
Like will I know this pain for life
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
Who knew my heart would break in the end
I've been left with so many unanswered questions
Like will I know this pain for life
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
The old dessy passed away
And he's in mourning cause I've changed, like a new chapter
He's an old page
And I can't go back to that, acceptance is a one-way road
Who knew this is how it'd go
A lonely heart left to froze
When facing the king of deception
Who knew my heart would break in the end
I've been left with so many unanswered questions
Like will I know this pain for life
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
Who knew my heart would break in the end
I've been left with so many unanswered questions
Like will I know this pain for life
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
The song "Acceptance" by Asanaka, SHA-V, Hideki TATE, NORIO, and USAKO-X explores the theme of heartbreak and the journey to self-acceptance after being hurt by someone.
In the first paragraph, the lyrics express the surprise and disappointment of having one's heart broken. The singer is left with many unanswered questions about their pain and wonders if they will ever be able to overcome it and feel alright again. They thought they knew the person they fell for, but now they realize that this person is someone who manipulates and chooses when to be involved in their life. This realization is overwhelming and feels like the end of something. However, the lyrics also suggest that every end marks the beginning of something new.
In the second paragraph, the singer describes the process of acceptance. They acknowledge that they didn't expect to reach this stage and take the risk of moving forward. This risk brings them a feeling they crave, which is the feeling of being true to themselves and no longer being controlled by the person who hurt them. The lyrics suggest that the truth is running through their veins, serving as proof that they have moved on from the heartbreak. They declare that caring for this cruel person would only make them a fool, highlighting their newfound strength and empowerment.
In the third paragraph, the lyrics mention the transformation of the singer, referring to themselves as "dessy." The old version of the singer has passed away, letting go of the past and embracing change. The person they used to be is now in mourning because they have become a new chapter, while their ex-lover remains an old page. The singer emphasizes that they cannot go back to the way things were and that acceptance is a one-way road. This reflects their understanding that they must continue progressing and finding closure.
The fourth paragraph repeats the chorus, expressing the ongoing struggle with unanswered questions and the desire to heal from the heartbreak. The singer wonders if the pain will last a lifetime and if they will ever be able to genuinely say that they are alright. These questions illustrate the lingering effects of the heartbreak and the ongoing journey towards complete acceptance and emotional healing.
Overall, "Acceptance" is a contemplative and introspective song about the experience of heartbreak, the process of acceptance, and the search for self-healing. It speaks to the universal theme of overcoming pain and finding strength in moving forward.
Line by Line Meaning
Who knew my heart would break in the end
Nobody could have predicted that my heart would be shattered in the end
I've been left with so many unanswered questions
I am burdened with numerous questions that have no answers
Like will I know this pain for life
Am I destined to feel this pain forever?
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
Can I ever reach a point where I can confidently say that I am okay?
Thought I knew but now I do
I believed I had understanding, but now I truly comprehend
Dessy fell for someone who loves to pick and choose
Dessy fell in love with a person who enjoys making selective choices
Overdosed on the feeling of being used
I consumed an excessive amount of the sensation of being taken advantage of
Again and again
Repeatedly, without interruption
I was overwhelmed with the feeling of the end
I was overpowered by the sensation of finality
One end is where another begins
Every ending gives rise to a new beginning
Now I'm enjoying the ride, ignoring the hints and learning acceptance
Currently, I am relishing the journey, disregarding the hints and embracing the concept of acceptance
A stage I didn't know I'd make
I have reached a stage that I never anticipated reaching
A risk I didn't know I'd take
I have taken a risk that I never expected to take
Gave me a feeling that I crave
It provided me with a sensation that I yearn for
For once I feel the truth, running through my veins is proof
For the first time, I experience the truth and the evidence flows through my veins
That I'm over you
It confirms that I have moved on from you
And caring would make me a fool
Regarding you with concern would only make me appear foolish
So why would I care for someone so cruel
Hence, why should I bother caring for someone who is exceptionally unkind
The old dessy passed away
The previous version of Dessy is no longer present
And he's in mourning cause I've changed, like a new chapter
He is grief-stricken because I have transformed, resembling a fresh chapter
He's an old page
He is now an outdated and irrelevant part of my life
And I can't go back to that, acceptance is a one-way road
I cannot return to that state, as acceptance is a path that only moves in one direction
Who knew this is how it'd go
Nobody could have foreseen that it would unfold in this manner
A lonely heart left to froze
A solitary heart abandoned and left to freeze
When facing the king of deception
When confronted with the ruler of deceit
Will I know this pain for life
Am I destined to experience this pain forever?
Will I ever be able to say I'm alright
Is there any possibility of me ever being able to confidently declare that I am okay?
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Cha White
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@RealTalk-mq2ug
I MUST REMEMBER:
Resistance to ANYTHING strengthens its hold over me.
Radical acceptance requires tremendous strength,
and faith the size of a mustard seed!
Please please please, Lord, let me die.
I desperately want to die.
I'm in hell with no escape.
Constant and consistent panic attacks.
I'm terrified and all alone.
I desperately want to die.
I'm constantly in a state of paralyzed frozen trauma.
I wish only for death.
My soul is raped.
REMINDER TO SELF:
You're not crying about HIM, you sweet fool!
You've been crying about what you thought was real with him,
only to now discover... It was actually fake AS FUCK!
IT WAS ALL A WHOLE DAMN ILLUSION!
Trauma bonds are real.
I HAVE SEVERE PTSD.
The man whom I thought was my best friend,
he gave me this PTSD...
I want to die.
I beg to die.
My entire life is hell.
Just suffering.
The man whom I thought was my best friend...
He raped my soul.
My soul is anguished and tormented and raped,
I am so so so traumatized.
He fucked me up. Ruined me. Destroyed me.
Raped my soul; shattered my heart; fucked my mind.
I am debilitated from the trauma.
Paralyzed frozen. Living in constant terror and panic.
I DIE INSIDE.
THE PAIN IS UNCEASING AND UNBEARABLE.
I LIVE IN A STATE OF PERPETUAL TRAUMA AND PANIC.
He betrayed and abandoned me,
discarded me like garbage!!!
(HOW THE FUCK COULD HE?)
Replaced me for another.
* An important thing:
people (such as I) who had a difficult/traumatic childhood,
especially those who never had their emotional needs met (like me),
are prone to limerance. The reason is because we were always prone to imagining
a parallel reality, a whole world of fantasies we could escape to...
Fantasies have always been a safer world for us than the real one,
so our mind is already used to this dynamic (it's basically like 'muscle memory').
When something triggers this dynamic, it's like opening a portal
to our safe fantasy world, and as destructive as it is, we are used to actually loving it... *
ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF:
This was a karmic friendship,
meant to be there for a limited time (17-months-ish)
to teach you, about yourself!
About boundaries, about self-love,
about self-respect, about self-worth, etc...
About a whole plethora of magical, juicy, alchemical things!
The universe, God, your guides, your ancestors, are pushing you, lovingly,
in the right direction: into your own magnificent powerful magical freedom!
When you let go. The universe will catch you. It’s talking to you.
Let go of everything and trust the universe. It’s within you. ✨💫
NOTE TO MY TWIN FLAME:
Dearest twin flame, I’m working on myself,
I am being 100% healed, on every level, in every way.
This is my purification process. I am doing this for me, for you, for us.
I’m proud of myself, and I’m getting ready for you.
I love you.
AFFIRMING:
- I am divine
- I am sacred
- I am radically honest
- I am radically free
- I am radically changed, in all the healthiest ways (180)
- I am a warrior
- I am an angel
- I am light
- I am love
- I am one with the eternal
- I am one with my twin flame
- I am protected
- I am strong
- I am beautiful
- I am royalty; daughter of the most high king
- I am multidimensional
- I am grateful
- I am abundantly blessed
- I am brave
- I am creative
- I am resilient
- I am ambitious
- I am a healer
- I make the world a better place
- The world makes me a better woman
The desire of my heart is to be in Jesus' presence and love, always, in all ways.
I am a vessel for God to bless, so that I, in turn, can be a blessing to others.💖
@glidershower
I wish I had seen this video 10 or 15 years ago, when I was a teen. I grew up in a house with a very abusive father whose only moods were sadistic anger and emotional distancing and coldness. I grew up to become very violent and aggressive, but with a degree of righteousness that steered me from being a bully to some sort of foolish antihero who would never back down from a fight to protect people I loved and those I felt were weaker and unfairly picked on, no matter how brutal the consequences.
But eventually, all that anger and pain no longer redeemed me in my own eyes. I went from being a sort of soft jerk that still did the right thing into an apathetic cynical coward whose greatest hatred was of herself and her existence. Despite eventually finding the help to lower the irrational anger to the abuse of others, the hate inside grew, to the point I took on abusive drinking as a young teen, finding that to be the only thing to calm the maelstrom in my head and soften me up.
I had gone on for so long to see myself as a victim, a poor casualty of circumstance, and I hated the world only slightly less than myself. I saw no hope, no God, no righteousness; in my eyes from that point onward there was only painful fear and dark death as its relief.
One night in my young adult life, I had the horrible sensation I had died of a heart attack, after weeks of a hardcore drinking binge that shamed the previous ones. I saw myself waking with a pain in my heart, before realizing I was unable to breathe as well, and against my will, I went back to slump on my back as reality went dark as if I had fallen into a void. Now I understand that void to be hell itself, a frozen nothingness of perfect darkness that offers the disembodied blind self no relief of freezing agony, and trying to remember anything made every memory consist of only mistakes and regrets, of loathing and grief, fear and suffering. As I laid in that oblivion, a voice similar to mine called me out. It made me know I was dead, and that I had already known where I was. As I began to cry, wondering to myself why did my life ended like that, a victim with no choice but a miserable end, the voice mocked me. It reminded me I was never a victim, rather that I chose poorly at every turn in my life, wallowing in my misery always expecting some cliche Hollywood moment for my life movie to go upbeat, and doing nothing to get there. The voice coldly reminded me "It was you. It has always been you, and everyone and everything you blamed was a lie you told yourself to avoid pointing the finger at yourself. Now we're dead, and this is where we rest, as you desired.
At that moment, I had an epiphany as I asked to return, that I wanted to fix everything I did wrong, that this time I would fight and never forget I always had a choice. I cried more as everything went silent, and I had a brief hope of feeling that connection I had with the All-Maker that I hadn't realized it was until then. I begged him to allow me to return and fight, and that I would brave thru anything no matter the pain, but that I would never allow myself to be defeated again. I just wanted to return and do everything right, and a flood of happy memories rushed in as I felt my tears warm up while they fled from me. I wanted to fight for that, I wanted to return and this time repair everything I had broken.
I woke up again, and felt the same scene play out: no heartbeat, intense lower left chest pain, no breathing. Only this time I placed my fist near the bottom of my left ribs, and let myself roll from the bed to the floor, and began coughing hardly and my lungs expanding painfully, but surely, in a breathing motion. Stayed in the dark floor for an hour until I was sure I could breathe again well.
And while fixing my darkness and vices wasn't an automatic process, that even began a long journey of cold introspection and becoming deeply involved with philosophy in order to find that meaning in life I desired to find, and to never give up again and mind my choices, for I was responsible for myself.
I'm sharing this long tale because I wanted to share to anyone that feels lost or sunken that you can always escape. And that yes, if you were the creator of a problem, almost always you could also have the ability to rectify it and fix it. You're more powerful and valuable than you believe, and remember, none of us are victims. Choose wisely, and never ever forget to have the truth stand as your moral standard you have to always upkeep.
This video is very correct.
@dakinilover
There is only one cure for depression and that is acceptance of whatever you are refusing to accept.
@freedommascot
Dakinilover That’s interesting. My Mom was an alcoholic. She was gentle and kind, thank God, but wrapped up in her head. I’ve tried to understand her abandonment of responsibility to her four children. Your statement’s made me think that she must have refused to accept something—maybe that fairytale lives are a fantasy, I don’t know. But, yes, something not accepted sounds right.
@dakinilover
@freedommascot My father is an alcoholic, so I know what it's like. It's a constant challenge for me to not feel resentful towards him and treat him with compassion. Accepting things in my own life seems relatively easy when compared with accepting of things happening to someone close to me. I wish I could help him, but he's the only one who can help himself. All I can really do is to love him.
@lucasance6076
As someone who had though depression several times I can truly say that it is the only way to fully cure your soul.
@freedommascot
Lucas Ance I try to understand the deepest aspect of these mental disorders, whether it’s extreme neuroticism, as in my mom’s case, or narcissism. Both seem to be a response to a lack of parental engagement in their development of real confidence, the kind that accepts ones weakness but uses it to build up strength. I think you’re right about acceptance. If we don’t accept that we’re not loved then we’re going to create various strategies of hope within a framework of still trying to be loved at its core. The best thing is just accepting the fact because facing facts is never the trauma that avoiding them presents to an individual over the course of their life since they’re unable to learn from it.
@freedommascot
Along with acceptance of difficult reality, a person needs compassion for oneself. I think such self-compassion is what allows for acceptance.
@AuthenticSelfGrowth
Resistance to anything strengthens it's hold over you. Radical acceptance requires tremendous strength
@truenorthaffirmations7049
Surrender
@chaitanyadeshmane8243
Very true.
@zafarabbas5563
@ALPHA|DOG| AFFIRMATIONS surrender to addiction?