November
Azure Ray(아쥬어 레이) Lyrics

So I'm waiting for this test to end
Waiting for a difficult time to pass

So these lighter days can soon begin
Anticipating happier times after the difficult period

I'll be alone by maybe more carefree
Might become more independent and happy being alone

Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
Feeling liberated and free like a kite that soars without effort

I was afraid to be alone
Used to fear being by oneself

Now I'm scared that's how id like to be
Now afraid of not being alone

All the faces none the same
Faces appear different but personalities are similar

How can there be so many personalities
Questioning the vast array of human personalities

So many lifeless empty hands
Noticing many people who lack purpose or direction

So many hearts in great demand
Noticing many people who crave love and affection

And now my sorrow seems to far away
Feeling distant from past sadness

Until I'm taken by these bults of pain
Experiencing sudden waves of pain and sadness

But I turn them off and tuck them away
Pushing away negative feelings to deal with later

Till these rainy days that make them stay
Holding onto negative feelings when faced with difficult circumstances

And then ill cry so hard to these sad songs
Expressing intense sadness through music

And the words still ring, once here now gone
Feeling the loss of something important that is now gone

And they echo through my head everyday
Continuously thinking about past experiences

And I don't think they'll ever go away
Believing that the feelings will always be present to some degree

Just like thinking of your childhood home
Similar to reminiscing about a beloved childhood home

But we can't go back were on our own
Unable to go back in time and must face challenges independently

Oh
Interjection conveying emotion

But I'm about to give this one more shot
Trying again after previous attempts

And find it in myself
Discovering inner strength or peace

I'll find it in myself
Believing that the strength lies within oneself

So were speeding towards that time of year
Heading towards a specific time period

To the day that marks your not here
A day that signifies someone's absence

And I think ill want to be alone
Preferring to be alone during a potentially difficult time

So please understand that I don't answer the phone
Requesting understanding for not being available to talk

I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Sitting alone and not doing much else

Until I can see nothing at all
Becoming lost in thought or overwhelmed by emotion

Only particles some fast some slow
Contemplating the complexity and randomness of existence

All mys can see is all I know
Limited by personal experience and perspective

Dodo
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Dodo
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