Bittersweet
Azx Lyrics
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Bittersweet, I didn't have to leave
You think it was you, but fosho it was me
Wanted you to stay, but I can't handle pain
Now I'm drinking and smoking
And you hanging with some lames
I listened to your lies, I'm wasting all my time
Trapped inside my mind, looking for a sign
Not dealing with my feelings so I can't stay sober
Faded off the blunt, drank too much
Karma is a fucking cunt
I don't do no hookups, but I still like to keep it fun
Talking on my name like a motherfucking celebrity
Snooping on my page, because you ain't over all of me
Taught you how to love yourself, but can't keep the same energy
Didn't fall out of love, but there still ain't enough of me
Why do I keep falling for the same shit
Lately I've been feeling like you dangerous
So I won't get too close
No I won't get too close
Bittersweet, I didn't have to leave
You think it was you, but fosho it was me
Wanted you to stay, but I can't handle pain
Now I'm drinking and smoking
And you hanging with some lames
In Azx's song bittersweet, the artist explores the emotions surrounding a painful breakup. The lyrics of the song suggest that while the breakup was bittersweet, it was ultimately a necessary step for the artist's growth and well-being. The line "You think it was you, but fosho it was me" suggests that the artist takes responsibility for the end of the relationship, perhaps acknowledging their own flaws and shortcomings as a partner. The line "Wanted you to stay, but I can't handle pain" indicates that the artist has difficulty coping with the pain of a failed relationship, and turns to drinking and smoking as a means of escape.
The line "Karma is a fucking cunt" suggests that the artist is grappling with feelings of injustice or resentment towards their former partner, even as they acknowledge their own role in the relationship's demise. The song also touches on themes of self-love and self-care, with the line "Taught you how to love yourself, but can't keep the same energy" possibly indicating that the artist feels that they gave too much of themselves to the relationship and neglected their own needs in the process. Overall, bittersweet is a poignant and introspective exploration of the pain and growth that can come with the end of a romantic relationship.
Line by Line Meaning
Nah, it's tasting, a little
It's not quite right, but close enough
Bittersweet, I didn't have to leave
I'm conflicted about my decision to leave
You think it was you, but fosho it was me
You're not to blame for the breakup, I am
Wanted you to stay, but I can't handle pain
I couldn't handle the pain of staying, but I did want you to stay
Now I'm drinking and smoking
I'm using substances to cope with the breakup
And you hanging with some lames
You're hanging out with people I don't like
I listened to your lies, I'm wasting all my time
I believed your lies and it was a waste of my time
Trapped inside my mind, looking for a sign
I'm struggling mentally and searching for direction
Move on, yeah you know I'm type over
I'm trying to move on, you should know that
Not dealing with my feelings so I can't stay sober
I'm avoiding my emotions and using substances to cope
Faded off the blunt, drank too much
I'm under the influence of marijuana and alcohol
Karma is a fucking cunt
I feel like I'm experiencing bad karma
I don't do no hookups, but I still like to keep it fun
I don't want a serious relationship, but I enjoy casual encounters
Talking on my name like a motherfucking celebrity
People are gossiping about me like I'm famous
Snooping on my page, because you ain't over all of me
You're stalking me on social media because you're not over me
Taught you how to love yourself, but can't keep the same energy
I helped you learn to love yourself, but I can't do the same for myself
Didn't fall out of love, but there still ain't enough of me
I didn't stop loving you, but I couldn't give you enough of myself
Why do I keep falling for the same shit
I'm tired of repeating the same mistakes
Lately I've been feeling like you dangerous
I've been feeling like being with you is risky
So I won't get too close
I'm keeping my distance
No I won't get too close
I don't want to get too involved
Bittersweet, I didn't have to leave
Leaving was both good and bad
You think it was you, but fosho it was me
I'm taking responsibility for the breakup, not you
Wanted you to stay, but I can't handle pain
I wanted you to stay, but I couldn't handle the relationship
Now I'm drinking and smoking
I'm still trying to cope with the pain
And you hanging with some lames
I don't like the people you're hanging out with
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Azriel Merjudio
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